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Salute.Monday, February 12, 2024
Have you ever wondered what Sin looks like in its corporeal form?
Tuesday, January 9, 2024
Eros speaks
(A lone voice whispers)
Why must the soul within you all
Constantly seek out momentous defining emotions
Require it so damn deep
Covet and desire extraordinary sensations to rebel wildly within
To show the many sad watchers
Who fear that uncontrollable need to follow
That unconscious craving bound to ungodly bargaining
Which could ultimately destroy all they know if my red pill they swallow
Whilst lost in the throes of physical thoughts
Linked to carnal sin
Where in their soft arms
We
Love embodied in such as me
Could eventually break you in two
Is that why my gift of devotion is such a powerful tool
For the many in humanity who through all eternity and to this glorious day
It still wonderfully constantly fools
Copyright John Duffy
Sunday, January 7, 2024
Whispers at 4 AM
(A lone voice whispers)
Before
And after
Night and day
Before
And after
Time and all its
Endless rhymes
Before the loud explosion
Of creation
I walked in the shadows
Parted floating orbs of
Thought
To find
What I sought
A light of such irreducible beauty
For you see
In the higher clouds
While on Gods
Mountain
I once met
A soul
While passing a fountain
It's light lingered
Flickered
And then
Like lightning
Stuck my inner core
Like thunder
And left me these thirteen words
On which to ponder
Find me
Beyond The Lands
Of Gilgamesh
So our true love
Can commence
So its why I search
The Silken Web
To be reunited
With that orb
Again
The one
I once met
By the sacred fountain
On Gods
Holy Mountain
Pray for me
Ariel
The Eternal Searcher
Of the Night
Some say blessed
Some say dammed
Tasked to find
His soulmate
Hidden amongst the
Millions of God's Light
(C)
Copyright John Duffy
Channelling Karl Lagerfeld
(A lone voice whispers)
Now I’ve left
Quai Voltaire
In Paris
And can no longer
In your world stay
If I ever hurt
Any of you
My skinny runway
models
Or singers
With anything I
Once said
Within that old
life
Filled with such intellectual sexiness
I’ll still
understand
If you still want
me
To just go away
But what am I to do
If I can’t have any
of you
Will you all just leave
me
Eternally broken
hearted
I’m still just
trying to be someone
You can still
Love trust and
understand
Please
Put my picture on
that
Diamond and
mirrored
Chanel table
And by the Gods
Of Haute Couture
Let me be your white-haired guy again
Things I know
always
Change
I’m sorry for all the
newspapers
Lies
The fake news and gaslighting
On social media
I now know
This designer love
I’ve lost is real
It’s why I’m still fighting
This is no way for
a guy
To carry on
In here
I need you all back
Claudia
Stella
Baptiste
Lily-Rose
Kaia
Cara and
Linda
My
Beautifully lit runway
awaits
To make it how it
used to be
Like in London
Los Angeles
Australian
Berlin
Tokyo
Lakme
Madrid
Or New York Fashion Week
Just give me a chance
When you get here
Sing to me
My fashionista’s
Blessed Be
Oh Blessed Be
Come to me
My fashionista’s
Oh Blessed Be
Come to me
Sing to me
If you no longer
greave
But if you no
longer
Want me to stay
around
I’ll put on my all-black deep rectangular sunglasses
And just walk away
If in me you now
No longer believe
If I ever hurt you
My fantastically
looking
Treasured friends
from my
Beloved fashion
world
I’ll understand if
you
No longer want to
play
But what am I to do
If I can’t have any
of you
Will you leave me
Wearing my sharp slim
black suits
Starchy
white shirts and
fingerless black gloves
Just eternally brokenhearted
I’m just trying to
be someone
You can still love and
trust in
Like Fendi
The House of Chanel
Diesel
Valentino
Charles Jourdan
Chloé
Krizia
H&M
Hogan
Macy
And Falabella
Amongst many
Just try to still
understand
Let me be your guy
With the impenetrable gaze
Distinctive and elegant dress code
And the striking white
hair
Like in the golden
days
Of 83 at Chanel
Things will change
Like then
I’m sorry for the
sad stories
The fake news and gaslighting
About Choupette
I now know
This love I’ve lost
is a big deal
It’s why I’m
fighting
To still seem real
This is no way for
a guy
Like me
A visionary
A trailblazer
To carry on
I need just someone
back
Some people to
dress
Elisabeth and Jacques
Keep me company
in here
Hidden beyond
your world
I see it's lost
its style
If editors of
Vogue
Would simply
tell the truth
And confess
I just miss the
electricity and smell of the
Runways and
catwalks
The endless
sketching
Painting and
designing
Will you
Come to me
My Luna
Even though you
can’t
I’ll still wait
To make it how it
used to be
Just give me a
chance
When any of you
Get here
Like in Paris when
I used to breathe and talk
Someday
We’ll be reborn in
a new place
Where we can live
together
Like we did like fashionista cowboys
Shooting up all the
world fashion scene
Like Germanic Parisian’s
Lost in Texas
Sing to me
O Blessed Be
Summerland is now the new Carnival of Venice
Where I myself and my caricature
Now live
Just beyond its bright lights
I’ll wait for you
Just like I used to do at
Old Monte Carlo Boulevard
But until then
Au revoir
From
Radio Station K109
Of the Great In-Between
When you get here
Look for my diamond and mirrored
Flashing sign
Remember me
All my beautifully
skinny
Cover girls
Claudia
Stella
Baptiste
Lily-Rose
Kaia
Cara
Linda and my favourite
Luna
The man with the magnificent
attitude and
Charismatic stylish
snarl
Who’ll never go out
of fashion
Kaiser Karl
O’Blessed Be
Remember me
(C)
John Duffy
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Friday, January 5, 2024
To my old love
(A lone voice whispers)
We part
Forever apart
The red stage curtains
Slowly closes
As our precious time is ceremoniously called
On our once beautiful age
But you
My rare Juliet rose
Will live on
Flourishing
In a neverending
Garden
Of deep lucid dreams
Hidden away
From prying eyes
In my own
Great In-Between
Where you'll live
Onstage
On a much-loved memories
Page
Lit up with a spotlight
That makes you glow
Where I'll forever see
You dance the sensuous
الرقص الشرقي
And remember those
Good old days
As a Teddy Pendergast
Record plays
Good night
My only love
My rare Juliet rose
In a world
Awashed in Djinns
Selling soul contracts
For sins
Leading to neverending tears of
Depression
Sadness and Regret
May the sweet winds
Of happiness
Caress you
And forever blow
And remind you of
Me
The Midnight Prince
Who once came through
The shimmering
Astral blue portal
The now immortal
Thief
In your inner
Temple
Who I pray
You'll never forget
As my memories
Cover you in goose pimples
For our meeting
And all our sweet whispers
Written metaphors
Cyphers and poetic symbols
Where never meant to be
Coincidental
(C)
Copyright John Duffy
My first original piece in 2024.
Salute.
Tuesday, January 2, 2024
For Mary
An old draft of a concept I was developing
A supernatural piece.
If the dearly departed could speak, what would they say and to whom?
Imagine it’s his only chance to speak before he finally ascends.
This Freddy Mercury story, if you really look at his life, is about his true love for Mary.
A lady he wrote and sung many songs about, and left nearly all his worldly possessions to.
Love transcends time and space.
The monologue begins.
A lone spotlight in a black room.
Switches on and a lone figure appears.
Speaking.
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Let me into your heart again
For I need your loving tonight
And then lay me down to dream
You once said
So I still look deep into your dark eyes
And whisper
Now I am living in here
Just hidden out of sight
You look so tired and weary now
Mary
Do you need some sweet lullabies
To lift your tender soul until
Daylight
Shall I share my deep love with you
Like there’s no tomorrow and then
Lay you down to dream
For I’m
Still crazy about that little thing
You once called a gift from
Above
Have your days have been so long
For I can read your tired
Body language
Do you need to rest your weary head
Upon my chest
For we all need somebody to love
I once sang and
Do you still miss my heartbeat
As it still
Sings our eternal soul's song
Can you feel it
Does it still turn you on
Now I'm here
Talking and
No longer
Stone cold crazy
My white Lily of the lower valleys
If you’re watching
Keep yourself alive
For this is my prophet's song
For the one and only true love of my life
I know my love was once so dangerous and
All your dreams may seem to have
Just flown away
And now you
Cannot recall them all
I may not know where to find them
Or how to call them back and make them
Stay
So let us just cling together
You and this good old-fashioned
Parsis lover boy
To help you spread your wings
Once more
For it's never too late
To enable you to walk
New roads to
Be free
I can still hear you pray and
Whisper
Save me from in here
Mary
As another unanswered prayer
Bites the dust
It’s why I try to return
To help you
Smile at the sun and sit peacefully
To watch all the
Starlings flyby and play at dusk
I know it's a hard life
In that old world
We once created
And even though the hammer had to fall
I still yearn to break free and it’s why I'm here
It’s why I still call
For within these gentle soft hands
Swirling inside their tender touch
Is every single dream I've ever had
And to share them with you
Is a wish
I now clutch
And all I love so much
For you to lay close
In these arms once again
And think of all the things
I once said
Then when you're calm
I'll lay my hands
Upon your weary head
And transfer every living dream
Still in me
Into you
To send you to sleep
To where I can watch you
Like a young child
Dancing
In familiar old Kensington streets
In that land of sweet dreams
Where we'll once more really
Meet
To share untainted visions
A new kind of pure magic
An everlasting year of love
Where we still live
For even though I’ve died
This pain I still feel
This soft yearning
Is so close to celestial pleasure
For true friends
Will always be friends
To the very end
And it's those sweet memories
I still hold onto
And so dearly treasure
If you don't know the way, my love
When your time is too called
By the Great Golden Horn
And you can't find it on your own
Just look to the midnight
Sky
And I'll appear
To help guide you home
For you were never meant
To wander and ride the wild winds
Through these strange
Landscapes
Alone
I know you
Have travelled many hard
Miles
But I can't live without you
Filled still with so many soft tears
And memories of so many
Sad nurses' fears
On this recent
Notoriously
Dangerous route to get here
I now know I was born to just
Love you
For Heaven isn’t just for everyone
And too much love can kill you
Again
Even when you think
It has died
To leave yourself lost
In perilous
Dark places
With no one to lead you out
Of the darkness
No matter how many lifeless tears
You've cried
For there seemed to
Be no familiar faces
But know this
Me and your Guardian Angels
Are here
Take my hand
Once whispered the
Precious Lord on the
Twenty-fourth of November
When the Great Golden Horn
Blew
If I remember
But I choose to return
To you my love
For I'm an eternal friend
To always hold your shaking hands
And guide you back
Towards the light
Sent by the good Lord
The Almighty through me
For you were always good company
And our friendship and
Souls
Will forever share the same
Road map
Forever lit up
Out of this friendship
It’s a shame
I know now that
Only the good die young
It's why I've now come back
From beyond the grey waters
Of the Final Abyss
Filled with a new mission
As that illness
I once had
Which took many of my beloved friends
Now lies in total remission
I still sometimes see them
Wandering in here
You know
But
I don't ever want to go back
For your mesmerizing light
And captivating aura
I know
I would surely miss
If I were to say goodbye forever
With an invisible parting kiss
But the show must go on
As I sang
Those may have once been
The best days of our lives and
I'm just happy I found somebody to
Really love me
When I was once alive
Your forever
Lover in the dark
Who in you
My beloved Mary
I still hope
My memories
Will always reside
Yours forever friend
Into eternity
Farrokh Bulsara
As I wait
Standing in here with Che Guevara
Who is my eternal symbol of hope
I'll always send you all my love
For whenever you need it
To truly cope
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A bell rings three times and the spotlight goes out. Leaving the room in darkness.
(C)
Copyright John Duffy
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Wednesday, December 27, 2023
Chanelling Natalie Wood
Quite a controversial topic, and subject to many unanswered questions.
This Natalie Wood story is based on her reflection on her life.
Her tragic love life.
The painful trauma left upon her soul, and ultimately her death.
She survives on with the thought justice will prevail, and karma will be fully paid.
A working monologue for a supernatural project on hold, (due to Covid) connected to the Great In-Between.
Hopefully, I can restart it. The auditions were quite emotional to watch.
Logline:
Do ghosts speak in poetry?
Did I channel Natalie Wood at 3 am as I wrote this monologue?
Title:
Chanelling Natalie Wood
Well here I am again
Back from November
Eighty–one
Is it raining outside
It quite feels like it is
Over the years
I’ve watched and waited
But lately, I feel so weak
And I just can’t keep quiet and sedated
Maybe it’s time to speak
Using this unique channelling technique
When I first started acting at such a young age
I didn't know who the hell I was
When I was younger
I tried to be whoever
They wanted me to be
My mother
Maria
Bless her soul
Used to tell me
No matter what they ask you
Wherever you end up or
Go
Always say yes
You can learn later
I wish I had just sometimes
Stood up for myself and
Said no
I've always been terrified of deep water
And yet it seems
I was forced to go into the water
In every movie
That I ever appeared
In
From 1943
It’s rather cruel and tragic
That I was to die
According to the police
By drowning at sea
I was so once overprotected
By my agents
Mother and who I thought
We're close friends
I used to think I was as so delicate as people said
And it’s still rather strange how I still feel
For there are times
In here
When I look above
At that big screen
Which always rolls
I see me as a young stranger
Lost like a Christmas miracle
Walking on 34th Street
And there are sad times
When I look below at that other big screen
For there are two you know
Here in this dark cinema
In the Great In-Between
One that shows you the light side of your life
And the other
The darkness
It’s your choice which one you watch
Some say it’s a form of divine catharsis
Which will help you rise above
All that pain
Hidden in those iconic
Moments of self-analysis
Well whenever I look below
I always see the one I thought would love
Me forever
I guess
Almost every girl falls in love with the wrong man
I suppose it’s part of growing up
And yes
I can still feel you
You know your name
Like a young Jim Stark
Always rebelling without a cause
In everything I still do
Those small moments
Running wild within these visits
Into my life’s many old business
Moments where I was lost and
Trying to find a West Side story
To live in forever with someone
Like Tony
Hiding somewhere
From all the splendours
In all those tall green grasses
On the big Hollywood Hills
I still see painful flashbacks
To where powerful strangers
In VIP hotel rooms
Sometimes
Seek sex with single girls
Seeking fame
And them
They willingly consume
Where you could fall deeply in love
With someone
And be totally lost in
Those tranquil bouts of emotional insurrections
At first a silent revolution and
Then a forced rebellion when they leave
But above
On the surface
Which we show the world
From here to eternity
I've learned
We hide ourselves to the watchers
Lying to ourselves while
Parading such a false love
I loved you once
Robert
But below that surface
Where the darkness multiplies
And grows
Like those painful moments
I endured in Chateau Marmont
Where feelings of doubts
Deep inner fears and invisible tears
Always return for they cannot ever be washed
But always haunt
I always prayed they
Wouldn’t stay
But they always go on and on
All questions heralding from the
Moment I met the smiling
Snarling
Paris Pitman Jr.
The Spartacus people loved
The popular
Mister Who Knows
Dressed in his white coat
And with his foolish
Devilish stare
The king of all those action
Picture shows
I can still see him smiling everywhere
I may seem calm and collected
But beneath the surface
I once feared to be rejected
By RJ and the watching world
But for now
I still smile and play
With Elvis
Empowered with the hope
That those painful memories will fade
And these mysterious four winds will
Blow all old those fears away
It's how I now cope
I no longer visit my deep depths
Where I was once drowned
By shall I just say
Two accomplices
Off the coast of Santa Catalina
In those dark blue waters
A place where light
Lies in the distance
For now though
I’ll stay kneeling in front of these
Four candles
Steadfast in the hope
Justice will prevail
To bring truth and an end to this
Scandal
Have you two been afraid
As you age
Of changing your statements
And all its misleading intent
To extinguish your dark secrets
For it binds you to feelings of
Guilt
Which I know must feel so tragic
Have you two built your lives around
Just serving you
Listened
Hypnotized to believe your lies
Now the public no longer
Cries
Have some of your memories
Been happy
And some may have been magic
But in a moment of heart-to-heart
Do time and guilt
Make your hearts grow colder
Even as all my own children get older
The Great In-Between
Is waiting to judge you
Both
But you have a good life
While we all still wait
Seek love
Something denied to me
Like an untamed gipsy
Embrace its golden rays
As we now judge
Major Garrett
Now he’s entered a town without pity
Somewhere in here
High up in the Holy City
Remember
Tomorrow Is Forever
And these old movies never stop
They just go on
Catching all the Jekyll and Mr Hydes
On the bottom screen
As we
All the victims of some sort of mortal crime
Or violence
Standstill
Hidden but always watching
Waiting patiently in silence
Alongside our faithful spirit guides
Amongst the long shadows
Waiting to hand out justice
To the corrupted
When their time comes
And their lives are too
Interrupted
Confess now
Before you two
Stand before us
It’s your only way to find a path
To your own salvation
Before your eventual sentence
If you don’t show repentance
Remember we wait
I never knew motherhood could be so truly gratifying until I had children
Moments I still miss
Because I was sent alone
To a place where their soft cheeks
I could no longer touch or kiss
I miss you so much, Lana
And my daughters
Natasha and Courtney
Just remember and always think of me
(C)
Copyright John Duffy
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Monday, December 25, 2023
Like Podcasts?
A Christmas Day podcast.
A new series I'm developing over the festive period.
Written by me and narrated by, Clinton R. Johnson, who has such a superb voice.
Have a listen after all that #Christmas dinner.
#Spotify
Sunday, December 24, 2023
Katharine Hepburn’s childhood, in her own words.
“Once when I was a teenager, my father and I were standing in line to buy tickets for the circus.
Finally, there was only one other family between us and the ticket counter.
This family made a big impression on me.
There were eight children, all probably under the age of 12.
The way they were dressed, you could tell they didn't have a lot of money, but their clothes were neat and clean.
The children were well-behaved, all of them standing in line, two-by-two behind their parents, holding hands.
They were excitedly jabbering about the clowns, animals, and all the acts they would be seeing that night.
By their excitement, you could sense they had never been to the circus before.
It would be a highlight of their lives.
The father and mother were at the head of the pack standing proud as could be.
The mother was holding her husband's hand, looking up at him as if to say, "You're my knight in shining armour."
He was smiling and enjoying seeing his family happy.
The ticket lady asked the man how many tickets he wanted.
He proudly responded, "I'd like to buy eight children's tickets and two adult tickets, so I can take my family to the circus."
The ticket lady stated the price.
The man's wife let go of his hand, her head dropped, the man's lip began to quiver.
Then he leaned a little closer and asked, "How much did you say?"
The ticket lady again stated the price.
The man didn't have enough money.
How was he supposed to turn and tell his eight kids that he didn't have enough money to take them to the circus?
Seeing what was going on, my dad reached into his pocket, pulled out a $20 bill, and then dropped it on the ground.
(We were not wealthy in any sense of the word!)
My father bent down, picked up the $20 bill, tapped the man on the shoulder and said,
"Excuse me, sir, this fell out of your pocket."
The man understood what was going on.
He wasn't begging for a handout but certainly appreciated the help in a desperate, heartbreaking and embarrassing situation.
He looked straight into my dad's eyes, took my dad's hand in both of his, squeezed tightly onto the $20 bill, and with his lip quivering and a tear streaming down his cheek, he replied;
"Thank you, thank you, sir. This really means a lot to me and my family."
My father and I went back to our car and drove home.
The $20 that my dad gave away is what we were going to buy our own tickets with.
Although we didn't get to see the circus that night, we both felt a joy inside us that was far greater than seeing the circus could ever provide.
That day I learnt the value to Give.
The Giver is bigger than the Receiver.
If you want to be large, larger than life, learn to Give.
Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get - only with what you are expecting to give - which is everything.
The importance of giving, blessing others can never be over emphasised because there's always joy in giving.
Learn to make someone happy by acts of giving.”
~ Katharine Hepburn,
Friday, December 22, 2023
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