. Poetry from The Great In-Between: January 2022

Sunday, January 30, 2022

The voice of Lou Henry

 **The voice of Lou Henry**


(A lone voice whispers)


As I stood one sad afternoon

By The Mighty Digotee

The deepest of all rivers of fast-flowing dreams



Standing alone in here

In The Great In-Between



An image of a golden-haired girl

Drifted by and disappeared so fast

 


Reflected in the black waters 

Ever-twirling serene reflective screens



Giving me a reminder of the sweetest image I've ever seen



So beautiful 

Cosmopolitan 



And who I knew would speak like a princess or queen



Even the great Cleopatra would have been so jealous 



Her sparkling blue eyes 

Would have turned emerald green



Then up came another



Floating quickly to the dark surface as the deep currents 



Paid lip service


 

Showing her grown-up adult face



An incredible picture of her 

Dressed from head to toe 

In sophisticated white lace



Fighting life with a wry smile as it tried to take her with its sharp knife



As her pulse still raced



But like all things flowing in that fast-flowing river of deep dreams



The one we call the Mighty Digotee



Anybody standing by the Weeping Willow Tree



Will see sights of what could have been



If only they took a chance and conquered all their vulnerabilities 



As I walked away due South to the second river



And watched the fast-flowing surface of the next one called The Fugentee


The river flowing with things that have eluded many


I suddenly remembered what that beautiful soul used to call me



But that's a story for a different day 



As I watched that gentle river flow beside me


Filled with wondrous sights of what I could have been


I'm Lou Henry by the way 



Filled will all things you could lose or cause you to feel empty


I always think


Is that why I keep seeing images of my beautiful first love


Called Jenny



The one who got sent by God and I left holding my brown suitcase 



When I was foolish and just entering my twenties




Copyright John Duffy


Friday, January 28, 2022

The Mandate Kings and Queens

A lone voice whispers....


With vacant empty stares and desolate soul crushing goals


They who love to stand on podiums to talk and preach


Those who'd like to paint the globe in anxious red paint 


Creating drum beats of suspicion to all within their reach


And then instruct mandates that could make a sane man faint 


For people to comply for their own safety 

With a straight face 


Pretending they aren't tainted 

Corrupted or even classed as crazy 


But in reality

The masses now wilfully mesmerised and gleefully enrolled


Are just restrained like prisoners in orange jumpsuits

By those they've put in control


Because of this and their devoted followers  


Who through social media 

Feel they can openly criticise whilst on patrol

 

This continuous talk of death and fear 

The threat of shedding so many unfortunate tears


Makes them listen to those issuing instructions even more


But beyond the limitations of all that seemingly hypnotising Fear

There is still hope

 

Hope in the divine knowledge 

Of a new freedom


Once we go outside their strict walls and rigid ramblings


Breaking free from their cleverly crafted paradigms 

Linked to isolation and confinement 


Trying to imprison all those poor souls listening 

As they read from their new Dead Sea Scrolls 


We can each still create a new kingdom of our own

By keeping our faith and looking between the lies


Whilst tearing up labels and testimonies from those corrupted dark trolls


Just following hidden instructions 

From the ghouls 

Who are really in the know


Members of secret societies whose motto is simply  

Money and greed


What they do not know is 

"Radix Malorum Est Cupiditas" 


A Biblical quotation in Latin 
Which means "greed is the root of evil"
 


Which will be the mantra of the Devils Men when they come


And all they'll hear when their time is called 

And to 9th Circle be driven by the hell hounds as they are recalled


Where they'll suffer into eternally

When their pitiful souls over hot coals are hauled


Keep the faith
Better days are coming your way


Your life has never been just another commodity 

That can be easily bought and sold



If you never agree 
to put it up for sale


Copyright John Duffy

Musings as I watch the world spin in free-fall.

Tuesday, January 25, 2022

Santiago the Seer speaks to you


(A lone voice whispers)



A long time ago



With some blindfolded or tied to old green wooden stakes



They loved to stone or just burn us



Blinded by pure jealousy or incredible hate



Such a tragic mistake 



Just because they thought we were different



Since they lived in an unseen primitive world



Overflowing with such shameless mindless ignorance



We who once danced and sang to Old Mother Moon



Or just spun carefree under the mystical Sun



Maybe in our own woodland grove



Celebrating how our life was run



Or simply around luminous fires on secretive moors



As the cycle's of the world



Slowly ebbed and flowed



Always staying hidden from all



On the mainland's busy main roads



We the old and new singers or poets



Music makers

Authors and storytellers



Or just folk pushing through the mud of humanity to bloom like the Lotus 



Well known or still unknown



But still brave enough to stand tall and courageously



In front of all the world haters



For we are all representations of The Old Seducers of the Hive Mind



For we are all world shakers



We who have always fearlessly walked



All those strange roads



Wherever our Fate took us



And today we are all reborn



But now unafraid to live our true way



For all our ancient ancestors



Now just live and stay beside us in the fast-flowing flux



Leading us forward to celebrate our impulses



Like one of my old friends called JFK 



Is there a wild light within you too my child



A strange beacon which is always lit



That whispers to never quit



No matter how you feel for your God-given talent is real



Driving that deep need to write



Sing or just produce something special that can be constantly reused



In the face of groups who might gather and chant abuse 



Using all those all remembered God-given talents to truly seduce



To help others sailing in paper boats across humanities ever-changing and dangerous oceans 



Which around us all still flows in perpetual motion



Which could easily drown you 



In its many deep and conflicting emotions



For we are all human not sealed up shells



And so we are all baptised to feel that we are real



No matter how loud the brutes in society yells



So maybe one day you'll remember 



That you once with strength and conviction



Willingly kneeled 



To be blessed and baptised before Apollo's altar



The Greek God of creativity in but another distant lifetime



To then stand unafraid before all to see



As you turned the key to set your soul free



Bravely standing in a straight line



Whispering Blessed Be



And is now like many years before



Your right time to shine



I think you know all the answers



Now go and play a part with freedom



In this

The greatest of all games ever designed in God many kingdoms 



Copyright John Duffy 

Monday, January 24, 2022

The Sins of the Beloved

 (A lone voice whispers)


From all those sad love letters left behind that I still sometimes read whenever I feel the deep need



All those special poignant ones which still call to me like Odysseus sirens



Even though they always cut so deep afterwards like a sharp butcher’s knife



Those dark ones which whisper as they smother and conquer my every heaving breath



All those secretly treasured ones which still reek with your Machiavellian



So tempting perfume tinged with a mischievous seductive glint 


That whispers of unspeakable deeds and ominous rules



Which I always see engulfing each and every corner and dark silhouette of this 



Our old bedroom



Subtle hints of all the wild memories 


Of salacious sin, we once so wantonly engaged within



 Yes you know the ones 

All those French-kissed pacts



Old whispered saliva sealed symbolic acts 


Of our impervious brush from high above 



Where you once said so delicately and so evocatively 



I love you



And painted a magnificent priceless portrait in sweet crimson kisses



So visually compellingly the legendary Michelangelo 



Would have cried if he witnessed or tasted 


A drop of it before he could paint it 



Before he died

 


You stated so bravely to the congregation of shadows 


And to the watching Nether World 



In this life of thunder and all its many conflicts



You'd be mine forever



You'd stay to help me conquer uncharted mountains and waves 



And be my one and only wife in this version of a new life



But I suppose deeds done in the Basking of The Witching Hour 


After the stroke of Midnight



When all emotions lay naked and bare 


As the fine line between truth and fantasy 



Fluctuates and swirls



Especially when the Full Wolf Moon 


Looks down and roars in silent smug victory 


As its eternal energies are transferred



Those who choose to blindly or subtly 


Utter wild oaths of fidelity past midnight


Should be always forgiven



For I will always forever into eternity 


Remember our first kiss 


That sealed our pact which announced to the watching shadows and the Nether World



Our binding act 



For you my vision of perfection 


A Goddess Incarnate



I will always still wait just like one of the many cursed foolish souls



Made of only flesh and blood



A now patient resident


Just cursed to walk to a standstill 


On this crazy mud called Gaia



With you as my cold owner 


My own ice queen



My everlasting painful cherished spiritual addiction


From who I always long to pray to hear from 



To free me from these rusty chains 


Which keep me a prisoner in old dreams where I wake up numb



Dreams where we once danced free and never had any fears 


Or shed any painfully sad tears 


Before society cast us into the desert of isolation



And left me with this 



My red and golden medal of Tristitia 



Which lies pinned deep but invisible above whatever I wear


Attempting to hold me together to keep me from falling apart


As I try to use expensive clothes to hide from the watching world


My broken heart



Copyright John Duffy 


Sunday, January 23, 2022

From Gaslighting To Freedom


(A lone voice sings)



Did you know I was

Going to really truly leave



Just another of life's seemingly 

Many lost souls



Full of indecisions

And strange decisions



But 

When constantly pushed



Full of new wisdom 

And newer transitions



Oh 

How I bet you wished

You hadn't pushed all

Those buttons



Told me strange stories 

And convincing lies



Said it's your imagination 

You're seeing things 

That aren't there



To help me make

Those seemingly unconquerable 

Decisions 



To finally find

The real strength to 

See-through the mists



Maybe now that I'm free

I can grow and bloom

 


Those old chains are now 

Truly broken 



And I'm no longer living 

In your own

Medieval

Inquisition 



I’m now free from your

Gaslighting



No longer unhappy

Or constantly fighting



No longer delusional



But walking with happiness and peace



Reunited



My futures bright

For I’ve seen the light



You’re now never welcome



For

With this song

I cast you out



Copyright John Duffy


Inspired by the endless number of sad shows I've viewed on Netflix, as I recovered. Salute.


Saturday, January 22, 2022

Question for an inquisitive mind


(A lone voice whispers)



Have you ever stepped inside



The cleansing purple transformational circle of emotional fire


Some call it a mid-life crisis

Some a new awakening 



And been absolved of all your worldly sins



Been burnt metaphysically and spiritually 


To be purified of nearly all your old personal whims



Are you now baptised and reborn to live past twenty twenty-two



Past all the seas of relentless fear trying to drown you 



But still drinking warm new Costa coffee



Swirling just lost down lifes seemingly never-ending routines



Do not fear the future but now chase all those old dreams



Which you still unconsciously nurture



For you can create your own version of heaven and then still serve her 



Are you still on the road seeking new stories as they are quietly being told



Are you into emotional music reading or just deep poetry



As you still walk under this life's great old oak tree



Are you glad to be alive



Well, here's to you



Keep finding the strength and determination to always rise



For whatever you're enduring



Just remember to be proud 



You still have a chance to find true happiness because you're still alive 



Because God built into you all the tools 



You'll ever need to help you survive



For the next twenty-five 



Copyright John Duffy 

Dare you READ the BINDING SPELL?

To the new muses reading these lines.... 

Press play.



Can you feel me 



For within your mind I now walk


Can you can hear my sweet voice as I now talk


Can you feel me slowly creeping  


Like a new force 


Through those cautious unexplored or unvisited emotional 

Corridors of your mind


As I pause invisible by your side and shamelessly 


Hypnotise you to 

Whisper this binding rhyme


For You are now mine

So says King Solomon


You may pass it 

Away as a sensuous 

Strange wet dream


You may convince yourself 

It's only your fertile 

Imagination 


Sending impressions from a deep place where I've broken the seal


But believe me

It's real


And you will see and 

Embrace it in time


For you are now mine

So says King Solomon


From the hidden passages

In my Black Grimoire


Stolen like a common thief

From the Devil's Black Keep


I invocate this binding spell

To force you to love me as you sleep


So dream of me

Tonight 


Just past midnight at a quarter to three

Until we meet


I've cast your name

To be petitioned and burnt


Into the ritual cauldron and now there's no one else

To blame


Don't question yourself when you unconsciously start tasting my name


And counting down the dogeared days


And seemingly endless nights


Tossing and turning

Restless and filled with angst


Until we meet in the Great In-Between 


When your soul

To me is summoned 

To take flight 


For you are now mine

So says King Solomon



So be it




Copyright John Duffy

An old Coal Miner speaks

  Press play. Salute.


(A lone voice whispers)

I leave this






My beloved painting by my old shaking hand

Now I'm ninety-three

For my children and grandchildren to see



For soon I'll be with my wife and their mother



My beloved Annabel Lee



A painting so they can always remember



That I've climbed into all sorts of dirty pits

Starting so many years ago



When Ma gave me my first snap box and sent me to work in late December



When at fourteen  

I got one of my many work permits



And since that first day, I've scrubbed for hours



To clean my decent hard-working soul



To be healthy for my family before I went home



After spending all day and night



Just digging deep for black coal



I was born just before gas was crowned as king and all generations went into the pit



Like all baptised to do so before us  



If we were forced to admit it



Men and boys who we soon knew forever would be our kin



Going into the light or darkness to earn a few bob



Following all our own fathers and grandfathers



When our time too came  

  


When they asked casually over breakfast



Are you, ready son



And we all replied over hot coffee with a silent nod



Remember me

My name was Samus O'Mally



From Gods Country  

In County Donegal



Where we chased the mad black stuff like it was our lives bounty



Those courageous strong Irish men



Who like me when we heard the call



Willingly sacrificed our brief lives



Chasing fools black gold



So all our families could eat and be insulated from all weathers 



But particularly the cold



Until it, 

Black Coals ghost



Finally stalked us down wherever we lived and hid like a wild hyena



Rewarding us with a fatal kiss for year's of servitude and service


With a black medal in the lung called after something so tragic 


I now know as emphysema


To then stand watching us all silently but bravely 


Fight its deadly embrace as we all grew old


Coughing up blood like we were living in Hiroshima


Forever now just tainted like so many others from brave fathers and mothers


For foolishly chasing the glories and stories linked with mining black gold  


So their families could stay warm and conquer the cold



I'm just one of the lucky ones who through the Lords blessings

Managed to grow old

Copyright John Duffy 



Friday, January 21, 2022

If Mr Grief could speak


A lone voice whispers in the dark at 3 am.



I'll never kneel to pray no more 



Because I won't idolise anyone this way anymore



I can't hold back my souvenirs of fears any longer



Though my tears still stain this grey uniform I dutifully wear



As I continuously look for a new sanctuary to rest



So my soul can repair 



I've got to take all those heartfelt condemnations with me



For with you

I've smiled



Shouted and screamed in joy to last for a thousand years



Constantly pushed to live the illuminated man's hidden underground dream



But what I wouldn't do now



Just to be with you



I know I must neglect all those painful memories



And try to go on and find the resilience I need



To let you go free



Just like a midnight lantern



Filled with good wishes and introduced into a New Year's Eve



To step away and shut that badly worn door



And let my existence go on like Adam



Who once loved Lilith prior to Eve



Before they went outside the Greatest of All Gardens 



And all his first love for her



He silently always grieved



Would we be better off if I had pulled all my barriers down



And let you in so totally and in all my hidden tributaries



Swim



Maybe

But I reckon we'll never know



So I'll let go of my claim with this



My final kiss under The Great In-Between's neverending mistletoe 



But you may call down someday in the near future unknown



Like a rolling stone



In the falling rain or snow



For this painful love we once beautifully shared



Will keep us safe throughout the blinding of the heart



The silence of the mind



For this love we once experienced in the darkness beyond the light



In the greatest of schemes



Will go through a new phase of rediscovering



Rewriting our tragic love story like a modern-day



Fyodor Dostoevsky



For humanity is sometimes incredibly



And intensely in lust with all forms of suffering



And love in action is occasionally a brutal and tragic commodity



Beyond all forms of cognitive psychology 



And only sometimes can be painted in words 



For love in motion is like a beautiful boat sailing through poetry



In a wishful dreams



For true love of any kind is never low key as it seems



Copyright John Duffy

Monologue of the Eternal Watcher


My dearest 


Are we like the mythical Adam and Eve


Lost and walking upon grey shores


Of a lost planet that constantly grieves 


Hidden in deepest of spaces in-between 


Our deep neverending love holding us knee-deep


As if buried alive if we could be seen


In a sacred place beyond the grace of living beings



Where we'll witness the birth of nebula's


Stars and rediscovered Old Gods


A new Atlantis filled with wild pagan beasts and jealous old men


We will stride beyond the reach of the Masters of the Masonic Temples


As they line up in black cloaks chanting amen


Whilst erecting their secretive light barriers 


As we part the soft pages in our own Books of Pleasure


To be perused and used at our inquisition and leisure


We will watch the fall of the empires of man


With the rise of the Hidden Hand


The Brotherhood of the Cosmic Red Serpent


We will lie upon the yellow sands of time


As the new version of the Great Crucifixion begins


To see and smell the visceral sights


Palaces may burn and be aflame before us


A new vision of an old-world consumed with corruption and sin


For as we watch we will know


We are riders of The Great Red Dragon


Once foretold


For we are the mythical Watchers

Who never grow old


We who collect the Universes hidden stories


In time to be simply retold


We just reborn as poets or writers today


No longer citizens of any known countries


Just sent again to take part


In the greatest of all unforeseen plays 


From The Great In-Between


To nourish inquisitive minds


Which are perpetually hungry


For enchanting new stories 


To help carry them through the long night


As they search for internal peace and redemption 


In the hope to ascend and earn eternal glory



Copyright John Duffy

 

Thursday, January 20, 2022

Do you believe in Spirit Guides?

  **Do you believe in Spirit Guides?**


(A lone voice whispers)


I've lived

Once loved and cried

Indulged in primordial urges and died


By the sharp
Sword of Damocles


No less
For a thousand years

As I fought emotions like a transmitted disease 


For I'm immortal

And I've mixed and fought with so many souls


Some with a kind heart

Fierce spirit
And a willing mind


Some so corrupt they would sell you out

For anything, they could find


I'm the wild untameable Thunder


In a storm-filled Autumns sky


The gentle breeze overflowing


With Spring's symphonies
Of baby blackbirds that cry


The scent of luscious
Winters mornings

Filled with a dash of mildew


The peace and tranquillity

Submissively reflected
in a serene Summer's sky


As whispering clouds
Jostle for kingship and quietly float by


For I'm eternal
Don't you see


Born from unexplainable storm clouds

Just beyond your sight


Baptized by giants hands in The Eternal Fountain


Heaven's white lightning 

Upon Heaven's illustrious deep mysterious mountains


I'm just one of many fragments resting deep inside 


Until you sleep

And then we all walk hand in hand 

Through all your keeps 


To speak and exchange words of wisdom

To seduce and advise


As we together conquer dark dreams

Whilst lost and vulnerable Before the early morning sunrise


Walking together bravely 

Only to then awaken 
Fresh and revitalized


To traverse this dangerous life 
sometimes soul-draining horizons


Filled with so many corrupted spirits 

Who just love to criticize


You'll see me sometimes

By your white picket fence


Standing alone in my grey coat of Salvation

In the swirling mists of
Time


Sometimes you'll hear me in the hidden Alabaster corridors

Within your mind


For I am part of your
Higher-Self


Bestowed to you by an almighty power


My only task
My penance
My treasure

Is to stimulate
Encourage and fortify


Within ever-quickening
passing seconds and hours


Behold


I am forever yours
As you are mine

And together we go to war
Every day you breathe

To rage against the Paradigms littered amongst the ever-eroding Sands of Time


If in me you
Do believe


Your spirit guide 


Just one of the Lord's many appointees 

Who's tasked to never leave


Copyright John Duffy

 

Wednesday, January 19, 2022

Jerome speaks

 


I will be sharing some voices, I sometimes hear, whispering in my deep dreams.


Am I a medium like my beloved mother?

------------

Jerome speaks


When I lived

So long ago 


Depression followed me 


Like an old friend

From the wild

East End


Standing always close beside me 

Like a second skin


In the dark


When I tried to raise my lonely old spirit


It just whispered familiar old lies


To keep me on its rusty old swings


To stay

Forever lost 


Within its endless bare parks


When I smiled at the world


And dared to raise my head


Above its grey concreted parapets


It just said its old prayers


And filled me full

Of my favourite


Well-loved and cherished regrets


But now that I’m

Dead


I now know

A sacred secret


You must fight the darkness


It’s a shame


Death has took me

To finally know this


Find someone to love


Just dip your toes

Ankle deep into life and get thoroughly


Beautifully wet


Remember

Life is exquisite


Beyond its veils of self-perceived depressions


You just have to regain

Your faith and self-belief

And trust in the process 


For as they slowly rise


You will remember that unspoken truth


And gradually forget all those once worshipped lies


The one truth

whispered to you at birth


That you might have chosen to forget


I only have a lonely voice in here


But its message is simply this


Enjoy all aspects of your life


No matter hard

It gets


You were always born free



For you don’t want to take anything


Into this afterlife

And suffer for eternity


Endlessly spinning within its dark depths


Like me


Copyright John Duffy

 

Memories of Clementine ti


 (A lone voice whispers) 


Within whiskey filled nights with a lonely cigarette alight


I always slowly sip malt liquor and think of you


From the first day, we met that smiling old vicar


To all those crazy nights we used to argue and bicker


And as the golden hue fills the deep shadows of this old room


As the moonlight dances like familiar lovers around my ever-rising smoke


I still miss your voice as time passes and memories flicker


A gift or a curse some might say


Tainted with the Devil's masterstroke


From downbeat days to euphoric sensuous nights


You were always worth the risks even though we used to fight


And as I sip and remember all those highlights


As I sit and slowly watch star-filled nights


These memories of gold conquering this creeping cold


From childhood to adulthood


When you were all mine


My baseline

Chalk line


But always my own Shrine Of Decline


But still, I remember and still, I ride


Sometimes there are things in life that always come back


No matter how hard you deny it


Or where you hide


With me, it's cigarettes and twenty-five-year-old malt whiskey


They always help centre me when these old faded blue eyes go misty


When I reach that old familiar place inside


Where I stand naked before this old line


Which always whispers

Does she miss me


Copyright John Duffy

The Sonnet of the Lone Guardian Angel

 

(A lone voice whispers) 



Some walk alone

seeking salvation



Others in groups seeking redemption



Through a silent breath, they all sing the same songs



A convergence of emotions to redo old wrongs



A joining of minds to continue the journeys



Emancipation has always been the lone cries



Voices echoing in the darkest of nights



We hear you and you are never alone



We see you



We are always by your side



This life has never been just a one-person ride



We are always with you in those lonely dark nights



An invisible hand to hold just hidden from sight



Keep your faith in yourself and whatever maybe



The sun will shine just you wait and see



I was bestowed at birth to only you



By your Almighty old friend



To help you in all that you contend



In all that you do



I am a secret friend who nobody sees


To inspire all that is deep awaiting release 



I visit nightly when you are asleep



When the world is quiet and you no longer weep



I walk in your deep dreams and we link arms and converse



We speak in all languages where nothing is terse



So if you have a glorious dream



If you wake up and still feel emotions and empowerment from a person unseen



It's simply me



Your guardian angel in life's twisted labyrinthine


Copyright John Duffy

Tuesday, January 18, 2022

The Cry Of The Pagan Sorceress Queen

 


With wide crystalline eyes



Fluctuating between ever-shifting layers of happiness and fear

 


Ever watchful



With piercing orbs of tranquil blue 



So deeply captivating whispering in their echo chambers



I really see you

 


I compose this small golden trinket 



To some a tiny poem



But to those in the know



A spell to entice wherever you go



Whilst lost in the yellow sands of time

 


As I swirl through this fluctuating vortex

 


Will you read my offerings



As your minds listen to my gift of meter and rhyme

 


Can you feel that quickly rising crescendo of desire



Willing you to burn forever in my molten flames and yell



Inside internally

 


To revel in this new heaven


A means to help extinguish those painful fires of 



Such misery still found upon



Those tired old redundant roads of humanities dark traits



You may still walk on



Will you pray to me and implore for more



To push open the once locked doors between us



Shall I welcome you through my red gates



My new neophyte to sit by the Old Babylonian River to talk


As it quietly flows



Do you seek a pathway through the dark woods

 


To walk to a sacred place where you are  sensuously


 

Bathed and embraced

 


As we read you and see all those distant places



Where you once courageously visited and stood



Do you dream of entering such a safe and unjudgemental sanctuary 



Hidden within divine branches and creeks



Where you are perpetually energized 


 

To no longer feel weary 



Unloved or weak 



Do these sudden paroxysms turn your emotions



Once cold as ice to a new fire

 


I merely still ask



Will you take my hand forever

 

And be tasked



To walk past these dying embers and fading lights


Of all the world's many midnights



To a new realm 



Filled with such hushed and unexplored mortal and spiritual delights



What says you



Shall I come about two to collect you



Copyright John Duffy

Monday, January 17, 2022

Of course I know you!

 


I have seduced many within my reach

Walked into so many tear-filled bedrooms 

I’ve lost count as I began to teach

I’ve took and ruined 

So many untainted virgins to then throw themselves against 
My many green altars 

After they have been baptised by charlatans
 
Underneath my Cherry Moon 

I have also known you 

Yes even you 

If you dare to look deep
My silent reader

Do you recognise me yet
A God who has once held your hands before

One who introduced you to restless nights
Anxiety and parched lips

Silent screams of despair
Uttered oaths of sweet revenge 

Who am I you may still wonder

Phthonos

A strange name to most


Just Google it and I bet I have once been your friend

Maybe I’ll return to keep you company before the very end

Maybe we can plot revenge at all those you deem

No longer a lover or friend 

Copyright John Duffy 



A Goddess Speaks

With the last transmuted rays of this



The dying red Sun



When the sleeping Black Knight


Opens up

Its prying ever-watchful eyes


When universal illusions and worldwide delusion



Start to wildly run


And when the battle between night and day is finally won



Amongst all that crazy noise and haste


When all your mortal fears finally lie in State



Remember to never surrender your indomitable soul



For it's yours alone 

Regardless of love or hate



Don't let your daydreams go to waste



If it's happiness you seek


Will you take a sip

Of my spiritual potion

To own a drop of my sweet taste


As you slowly renew



For by facing your inner weaknesses and frailties together


Through all known weathers


Just say save me


And I'll teach you to carry on bravely


For it's how I'll create your own divine circle of safety


Now worship me


Circe


The bringer of divine powers to always encourage


To be all you can be 


Overland and undersea



Copyright John Duffy 

The Elemental called Misha




She came looking for me one dark fateful night 



Last June



From the very Flesh of the Lost Gods

She said



Like a magician at around two in the afternoon 



Slowly approaching with a certain swagger 



As if looking for a new acquisition



In the confines of my deepest of sleep



A dark queen 

An Elemental called Misha



Of which there is no opposition 



Dressed from head to toe in purple


Blue and crowned in green ivy



Creating such a fashionable juxtaposition 



Walking as though she was on a secret mission 



Through widened corridors filled with darkened pines



Surrounded and followed by hundreds of lines of sad hollowed out old men who she left


Constantly seeking and thirsting for her divine attention 



As they pleaded and whined



That Lady



Voluptuous and so heart-stoppingly seductive



She now nightly 



Just visits around three am



Where she begs we should stride out like reunited old souls



In indistinguishable old grey and green coats



To soar the lower levels of the Astral Realms



Striking like red spells from baptised bows



Into its viscous ever-spinning rainbows of never-ending Immortality 



Where only the blessed few may go to see its magical Desert Rose



To unspoken places where we would pass shades of long winters 



Once spent whimpering in silence for each other until sounds erupted in chaotic violence 



Leaving them adrift in the swirling smog as they are cast aside



Like deadweights in the fog of the Eternal Gardens 



As old cries are pardoned



When we escape beyond loveless lands filled with strange withering shapes 



To then stride forth like married beggars


The Alpha and her Omega


Lost on one of the Universe's many unreachable railways 


Littered with love letters


 And through its blackest of sludge



Towards the bright lights in the near distance



We should tirelessly 

Arm in arm trudge



Stepping in-between grimy shadows and the hordes of beseeching souls below



Forever bellowing and crying out in unison for all to see


To the trueness of the New Sun 


With shrieks filled with primal fear and ecstasy 

 

As we must fly to where we are appointed to be



Past the grim ashes of damnation which below us will flow 



Where we will watch the hordes like ants go hither and forth



We are destined to share the air of history for a brief moment in its long night



She always preaches



Twins souls who once dared to reach for the unreachable lights 



In another fragmented twilight



Mountains below us will dance a strange Argentine tango as we soar



Dark anxious memories now forgotten



Will lay crying below us


 

Upon Pythorus darkened undulating snake-filled wet 


Black and white dance floors



No more to rise and roar



In the distance

With hands clasped together tightly



We will look deep into each other’s eyes


 

With no signs of resistance or interference as our eyes glow



She says it's a sacred truth


And it's why she always comes around 


To celebrate the day when I know and remember that I have been found



For she feels we'll get there someday



To visit old stalls within strange celestial halls



When we are eventually recalled



The Elemental and her darkened Prince



Who soon will move together forever as one



In DreamLand


For our joining has always been planned by the Unseen Hand


And then I wake 


Always still seeing her 


Standing by the Great Black Gates as the daybreaks


As she smiles and whispers



I'll be waiting

For as long as it takes



Copyright John Duffy

Sunday, January 16, 2022

A whisper in the dark


 A holy man speaks in Latin)


Cito est illud tempus quo nemo non potest amplius currere et abscondere


Nullae altae cuniculis aut altis muris te servabunt

Deus enim venit in lucem, quam semel dedit

Nocentius verum pudoris ambulationem cognoscet

Cum concentu detestabili clamores intentionum

Ubi quisque bene servatum nomen suum clamat

Nunc sanguine et dolore ablue

Iustitia et poena soli erunt clamoribus qui implent aerem

Animae vulneratae in ignominiam plangunt

Hoc multoties ante factum est

Et iterum hanc gloriosam ianuam tenebo

Omnes nocentes grave pretium solvet

Iis qui nummum aureum accipiunt in quacunque forma nova

Munus vel quidlibet aliud, quod alios mittunt ad immolandum

Corrupti acolythi aliquid tam vetus

Quod non potest esse nisi unum judicium, quod semper praedictum est

Omnes tristes animae, quae libenter AnitiChristo servire voluerunt

Sub gladio Christi merentur poni

Copyright John Duffy

Translation

That time is soon coming when no one can no longer run and hide

No deep tunnels or high walls will save you

For God is coming for a light he once gave you

The guilty shall know the true walk of shame

With a symphony of hateful cries of intent

Where everyone shouts out their once well-kept name 

Now awash with blood and pain

Justice and punishment will be the only screams that fill the air 

As their wounded souls lament in shame 

This has happened many times before

And once more I'll hold open this glorious door

All the guilty will pay a heavy price 

For those who take a golden coin in whatever new form

A bribe or anything else as they send others out to be sacrificed

Corrupted acolytes of something so old

That there can only be one judgement as it's always been foretold 

That all those sad souls who willingly chose to serve The AnitiChrist

Deserve to be put under the sharp sword of Christ

Copyright John Duffy

Community-verified icon

The Monologue of Jabari