. Poetry from The Great In-Between: April 2023

Saturday, April 29, 2023

The Shadow Walker

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(A lone voice sings in the darkness.)


Hallelujah

Praise the Lord


Like a feline spirit  

Dancing wildly 


Under a silver Moonlit sky


Hallelujah

Praise the Lord


Feeling her spiritual 

Presence


So I know

She's there


Hallelujah

Praise the Lord


And with 

Never sleeping eyes


Watching and guiding me 

Everywhere 


My mother

Like no other


Hallelujah

Praise the Lord


The Shadow Walker

With the necklace of golden fire


Resonating a love for me


In exultation

That will never retire


Hallelujah

Praise the Lord


Hallelujah

Praise the Lord


The Shadow Walker

With the necklace of golden fire


Resonating a love for me

In exultation


That will never retire


Hallelujah

Praise the Lord


Like a feline spirit  

Dancing wildly 


Under a silver Moonlit sky


Hallelujah

Praise the Lord


Feeling her spiritual 

Presence


So I know

She's there


Hallelujah

Praise the Lord


And with 

Never sleeping eyes


Watching and guiding me 

Everywhere 


My mother

Like no other


Hallelujah

Praise the Lord


Hallelujah

Praise the Lord


Hallelujah

Praise the Lord

Amen


Hallelujah

Praise the Lord


Amen


(C)

Copyright John Duffy

Friday, April 28, 2023

Calliope. The Muse sent by Angels.

 


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Shall we begin?


Amongst the murky misty encroaching images


Resonating temptation filled with seductive sin


A surreal scene the creators of Casablanca 


Would have been proud to call their very own


My new muse

Calliope 


Wandered and appeared

Walking like a real siren


Stepping straight into view


Wearing a stunning Fashionista's white dress 


She appeared right out of the blue 


Bent and with tasty red sweet lips


And French kissed me back into life 


Watched by cautious eyes

Who had sent her 


To help me get through


Dwellers 


Who stood hidden in the crescent glow 


Of the Full Strawberry Moon


Which hung high in the purple-hued sky 


Like an unearthly tribute to mortal pain 


Where all those suffering 


Made them an unconscious seat and bowed to welcome them in


Into their bedroom

In the falling night rain


I now seem to reach out earnestly to crave her soft touch 


As those old emotions of being alone 


That my spirit just once loved

To clutch


Systematically kneel  

Submitting to be slain 


Like a marked Cain


My Calliope came gliding in majestically last June 


Riding on the backs of handwritten messages


Exchanged through friends one glorious day 


As they discussed my story 


And all its many open and well-known wounds


Notes that said I was available now I've found freedom 


From old sacred vows of fidelity


Once spoken 

In hushed verses 


Which someone else had recently foolishly broken


We now stand firmly upright Whenever we meet


In straight lines 

In new lands of holding hands 


Whilst we're walking


Enjoying talking and telling each other funny stories 


Like meeting each other was foretold 


To be our calling


At this very moment as I sit here 


By the attic window 

By this old Riverside Cafe 


In the Parisian winter cold


Looking out in quiet meditation and contemplating 


How my once sad life

Suddenly turned to gold


I still in these quiet moments of soul-searching introspection 


Embrace my newly found harmonious serendipity 


And all these treasured moments and intimate reunions


Where two newly introduced souls 


With such effortless proclivity  

Merged together 


As if guided by a strange sense of supernatural compatibility


Was I carefully scrutinized by those Hidden Watchers 


I sometimes wonder 


Angels

Who stand on blue milk crates In those black unknown voids


Fluctuating between time and space


Trying to find ingenious strategies 


And heavenly constructs to illuminate


I hope 

My much cherished and treasured face


Who knows 


But now I've found a compatible world


A fascinating realm

Replenished endlessly with laughter


Celebrated and baptized at midnight 


By soft wanton lips


Which collide together so passionately


Forever 

I hope in close proximity


I may never know all the answers but in scripture 


Song of Solomon says


Set me as a seal upon your heart, as a seal upon your arm, for love is strong as death, jealousy is fierce as the grave. 


Its flashes are flashes of fire, the very flame of the Lord. 


Many waters cannot quench love, neither can floods drown it. 


Oh, how now it matters 


For while I used to be sinking slowly but surely


In those former dark ominous depths


Like a twisted scene 

Right out of Twin Peaks 


Sitting drunk and in love with shrewd old Mother Gin


And her kin 


Brother Depression and her twin sister


Madame Anxiety


All rebellious juveniles 


Of the Dark Angel of which I will not speak 


Beneath all those whispering entities 


Bringing worldly self-ruminating illuminations


Are we as human beings 


Simply all the foolish choices we make in the low junctures


Revealing themselves to us before dawn


In The Witching Hour


When we are weak and spiritually weary 


Forgetting our true selves and God-given powers


For I now know with the courage to call forth the light 


Love does call to us all


Even the self-righteous or the frightened 


If we can be brave enough to open up 


To embrace and welcome those who watch 


And their games of Astral Chess as we open up our souls


To plead for help and confess


We must I suppose


After talking to some of Father Times' much-admired guests


And his many mistresses 


As I walk this life and greet so many of its new witnesses


Always try to find the strength to overcome all that hides


Scurrying in the darkness of your mind 


And for your attention


Things casually waiting until the moment is right 


To maximize your depression


But still beyond this cosmic ever-swirling dust of reflection


As I still breathe


My heart beats slower each day as it now begs and pleads


Whenever I think of her my new muse


Calliope


My soul's only intimate secret


In a corrupted society 

Who holds in her soft delicate hands


All my beating Red Churches keys 


So here in this present moment 


As each joyous new day breaks upon the upcoming horizons


Within my mind 


As I take a deep breath and abruptly awake from contemplation


In this sea of silence


I still crave her pure voice and a little bit of her warm touch


For I know deep down as my soul for her yells


It will always be forever


For we have gone through a lifetime in such a short while


Ran through intense miles of pain 


And endured and conquered too much


And it's now why I live in hope as if caught living


Under a spell 


As I clutch and ring this metaphorical doorbell 


To be welcomed as just another kindred guest at 


The SoulMate Hotel  


Well thanks for reading but before I go


Always remember to ask for help 


Because you never know who's watching 


Sending love and light and always try to 


Look after yourself


(C)

Copyright John Duffy 



Wednesday, April 26, 2023

Have you ever really looked at your life?

 

Do you ever pause and

Look back within


Memories deep raindrops 

Of how your life's been run


Remembered all the happier times 

And indulged the melancholy moments


As you sat quietly under life's giving rays


Of the first day of Winters or Summers

Hot early morning sun


Do you still remember 

Walking with the ones

You once dearly loved


Or kissing inexperienced 

In the low shadows


Hidden in the dark


Playing with childhood friends 

On swings and slides


 Down at the local parks


Do you still remember old faces 


Now perhaps with Noah and his family


Sailing through Heaven's blue seas


In a newly built Ark


Or do you just choose to sit 

Sad lonely and empty


All alone


With no cherished memories of your own gospels


Like the one once written


According to someone named Mark


Life is for living

To the peak of your endeavors


Don't let your dreams die


But inspire hope to help 

Others conquer all weathers


Don't give your soul 

A new season to cry 


But share kindness and compassion with all those 


You see through

Non Judgemental eyes


(C)

Copyright John Duffy 


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Tuesday, April 25, 2023

The Repentant Soul Whispers


I now live alone

Looking out of this 


The tear-stained window to my dearly beloved dreams


That most men will rarely see


For blessed are my ilk


To have once loved like a true breaker


Of all known rules


And drank precious milk from its sweet red river 


Called after some forgotten gods


Wandering musical fool

Called Zeuhl


For I now know my sins

 

Wild Women

Pontoon and Jack Daniels


Made me carry the devil's tools


But now blessed am I

One of the many 


Who raise their hands in defiant rage


Praying to be set free

 Someday


To turn a new page


To dance wildly in freedoms

Soul refreshing rain


To ride the Midnight Love Train


Once again

To Pleasure Paradise


To just get lost in that forbidden crystalline city


In someone's eyes


It's what I look for now

In The Great In-Between


When I open and look out of


This


The tear-stained window 

To my dreams


(C)

Copyright John Duffy


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Sunday, April 23, 2023

The Unseen Shadow Lords of Balfazaar

 


Soulless husks

Narcissistic and pessimistic 


They stalk the living

The mindless parasitic critics


The political envoys

Of Father Darkness


Slave drivers

Bringing in new and old decrees


From The Book of Revelations


Hidden in the stillness

And fluctuating vibrations


Of secret arenas


In the Underground Streams


Of Kal 'Ku' Sula


The indentured puppets 

Seduced by the trumpet calls


For power and wealth 


By The Unseen

Shadow Lords


Of Balfazaar


(C)

Copyright John Duffy


Would you sell your soul for money and power?


To be a rich slave?


From politics to music, the puppets are everywhere.


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Friday, April 21, 2023

Lilith. The Gas Lighter of All Known Worlds

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Her fake but effective pagan tears

Fall violently


Crushing spellbound gods and living souls


Kings and queens 

Into crudely obsessed entities


As she casually makes her occult translucent potions and mesmerizing spells


Filled with twisted versions of the truth 


Which she uses as her prayer summations


That systematically amputate


Conjured human worlds to stand still

Mesmerized as they in unison yell


Summoned by her black and golden orchestral bells


Rendering the importance of adopting fraudulent glamour


For customary regulations


As divine authorities  

High up in unseen nations 


Cavort 

Twirl and shake their immortal sledgehammers


Mere mortals can’t glimpse beyond the red scope and dark rim


Of that infinite unbroken Dream Kingdom 


Of Depravity and Sin


A purple niche where she's built a heavily guarded silver penitentiary


To sustain the endless cries of incessant desperation and petitions 


Of unspoken dark desires and to hold in absolute bondage 


The poor casualties of an ever-increasing surge


Of whaling dispositions

Who cry out from all ages


Seeking pleasure like white shining smiling crystal meth or cocaine addicts


For a familiar taste of that sweet lie 


Which will lead them marching up the Yellow Brick Road 


High on her metaphorical white powder


To a glorious waste 

For a quick fix


To a new Emerald City where she stands clad in black leather and red lipstick 


To welcome them

Her new acolytes 


Holding her strong muscular golden adorned hands high


Shaking to the ever-watchful afterlife in the ever-fading lights


Filled with shadows of unfulfilled hopes and broken dreams beyond


Death and decay  


She screams as she sows the seeds of Degradation with


'I'm coming for you

Umba Yay


Before you come for me


So pray  

You don't get in my way


Before I welcome you into my depraved scary Garden of Eden


Are your hungry eyes and contorted souls 


Ready to give me

What I gloriously need


Before I start feeding'


(C)

Copyright John Duffy  


Quite a dark piece viewing 2023, as the world descends into depravity.


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Wednesday, April 19, 2023

The Ministry of Ezekiel

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(A lone voice whispers)


This is to you

My lifes white feather


Now my lifes sunsets are spent and sunk forever 


For at the end of all my once long rigorous days


I now stand lost and lonely 


Like a Shakespearean version of Puck 


In a Missouri daydream that's all mine


One where my heart would beat on perpetual fire


 If it could


One with my ears filled with whispering spellbinding words


That no longer take me higher


And when the ever-watchful Moon retires


I always watch from here


Behind this silver shimmering barrier 


Of The Great In-Between 


And think as the new Sun of the Living 


Rises


Are we all simply silent prayers blowing


Like soft tender snowflakes

In an endless night


Each carrying quiet songs

Filled with woe


Love and all human emotions That make us all glow 


Skywards


Just to be lost in whirlwinds of Heavens glittering golden dust


Symphonies of hearts ablaze


And screaming for someone To just love and trust


And even though now my time living has expired


I still feel rapturous but always blue


As my now silent heart 

Tries to sing love songs


For just you


But I know as long as I still exist in here


As tall as the high nights and as long as the wide days 


I hope my God-given prayers


Will be answered with my soul cries to be rescued


For when the final sunset has gone and died


And this dark night I wander in


Stalks all the lands

Even your lands


When the low Angelic Drums 


Announcing The Book of Revelations 

Rumble


And the old black and white pianos start to sing


As stars fall and start to tumble


Declaring openly the arrival of Seven Angels foretold


When the eerie white noise 


Between the Living and the Dead is no longer cold


And falls like a crimson stage curtain 


Once again I pray 

I'm certain 


Hopefully 

I’ll stand tall like a Tolkien King 


A strong reincarnation of Aragorn


Proudly on the Tired Bridge of Broken Dreams 


With you as my newly returned queen


Living in a new scene


Beyond the shimmering barriers of The Great In-Between


In a place where my broken heart no longer screams 


As we watch the Purging on Judgement Day


Of all the Immoral and corrupted


Tainted and marked


 With the many forms of its seductive disease 


Standing strong and happy like Megara and Hercules 


Before we turn

Holding hands


And walk to a new place

Guided by a mysterious white light


Only the anointed see


Copyright John Duffy

Monday, April 17, 2023

The Watcher

Like a lone Merovingian king



Stood out in the purifying freezing cold

 

Watching old Luna

Rise


Slowly creeping in

From the Middle East


Frankus

Wine-rich and sinfully tempestuous


Feels the icy grip of Freyr

The Aesir


Against the backdrop of the star seed night sky


Watching the Ominous Night Garden 


Warden

NYKOMA

Open up its lit-up Black Emerald Gates 


To let the Fallen Elementals play


Welcoming The Pit Hordes


To cross way

Over the Threshold 


From Babylon of Old


To their new homes

As once foretold


Into the soft and weak hearts of faithless men


And tarnished women of the night 


Where they will sit and gleam


Like rare blood diamonds  

Smiling in the stalking shadows

Of The Great In-Between


As they invade and conquer


The sweet sacred virgin landscapes


Of their hosts 

Hopes and dreams


(C)

Copyright John Duffy


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Tuesday, April 11, 2023

Are you being influenced bt The Archons?

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(A lone voice whispers)



In 2022


In the eternal battle between the Light and Dark


Do you really want to know what to do 


To defeat the metaphorical Archons 

That surround you 


Knocking on your spiritual door

And waiting behind it 


(The Torment of Saint Anthony” by Michelangelo)



So quietly and patiently


In perfectly dark uneven 

Inconspicuous lines  



Archons 

Who pine

And whine like feral dogs


For a taste of your soul


The slow but sure followers 

Of a second eternal Father 



Called Darkness  



So beware of lying


Politicians


Professionally paid and bought 

Gas lighters


Owned celebrities 

Pushing

Pharmaceutical DNA transformers


And even hack writers

Polluting the rivers of social media



By reciting the paradigms 

Of their 

hidden supervisors



Who constantly try 



To invade your 

Circle of Happiness


You must use whatever your 

Allegiance 


Be it spiritual prayer or your beliefs in your religion


As an unspoken Magical Charm


To protect your Angelic Stillness

From harm


For by wielding whatever your

Devotion 


You'll create your own magical Salt Circle


Materializing an unbreakable 

Sword of Conjured Silver


That can never be broken

 

To hold back the swaying Dark Hordes

Like a dam 


As they knock on your souls 

Many doors


Imbued with your Virtues 

As your Mighty Defender


To protect your Family  

Friends

Hopes or Dreams


With honor 

For at the Core  


If we are

Stripped bare


To all that can be seen


That's all you can do

Whatever your calling


For that thought has already been planted  

Split into a Trinity of Divine Seeds


To be encouraged through prayer to grow 


For

Within us 


Those seeds are all we'll ever need


If in it 

We can trust and believe


Before we turn to dust


And return to the Universes 

Never-ending cathedrals

Of ever-expanding atoms


As we are once again forced to kneel 

In submissive acquiescence


To Life's brother

Called Death


 When he finally chooses to visit

And we are then 


Mortally crushed  

  

 

(C)  

Copyright John Duffy


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Archons

Interesting future information by the author listed below.

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“Th Torment of Saint Anthony” by Michelangelo

In Gnosticism, the archons (from Greek arkhon, “ruler”[1]) were malevolent, sadistic beings who controlled the earth, as well as many of the thoughts, feelings, and actions of humans. 


They assisted their master, the demiurge, with the creation of the world, and continued to help him administer his oppressive rule.

According to a Gnostic text called the Reality of the Rulers, the archons “have bodies that are both female and male, and faces that are the faces of beasts.”[2] 


Thus, they’re not truly male nor female, nor human nor animal.


 The ancients found this kind of boundary-crossing to be deeply threatening, and this description of the archons implied that they were forces of chaos, so “mixed up” as to be “the farthest that a created being could be from God.”[3]


Despite their sometimes lacking in competence, the archons were extremely powerful beings whom the Gnostics dreaded. 


The Reality of the Rulers quotes Ephesians 6:12 


(“Our contest is not against flesh and blood; rather, the authorities of the world and the spiritual hosts of wickedness”) 


to make the point that the archons were what stood between humankind and salvation.[8] 


It was they whom Christ had been sent to earth to overcome.

In the ancient world, the self wasn’t seen as being as autonomous as we today think of it as being. 

It was a playing field where various forces intermingled and battled, ultimately giving rise to our thoughts and actions. 


For the Gnostics, the archons were among the most powerful and ubiquitous of these forces. 


They were the ones who were ultimately responsible for all of the evil thoughts and actions of humankind.[9]

But it gets worse: since the archons had created humans in the first place, they had created humans to be extremely susceptible to their influence, and to be almost unable to resist it. 

Only the divine spark from Heaven, which had slipped into creation despite the archons’ intentions, gave people any kind of a chance of resisting the archons’ temptations. 


But only a few people – the Gnostics – were even aware of that divine presence within themselves, and even for them it was a tremendous ordeal to act in accordance with that presence rather than the wishes of the archons. 


Most people were just the puppets of the archons. 

Thus, the normal, default state of humans was literal demonic possession.[10]

It’s fitting that the Gnostics identified the archons with the entities that were worshiped as pagan gods.[11] 

How could you fail to worship a god that already possesses and controls you?

The number of archons varies across the Gnostic texts, but there are commonly said to be seven archons (whose identities and names vary as well). 

These seven corresponded to the seven planets that had been identified in antiquity, whose movements were credited with producing astrological fate.

 Astrological fate was the main means through which the archons controlled people’s lives.[12]

After giving a list of the seven archons, the Secret Book of John adds, 

“This is the sevenfold nature of the week.”[13] 

The seven archons also corresponded to the seven days of the week, which could be expected since the days of the week were already named after pagan gods and the planets to which they corresponded.[14]

Through this string of connections, the archons also corresponded to the seven days of creation in the book of Genesis.

 The Gnostics interpreted the plural “us” in Genesis 1:26 – 

“Let us make man in our image” 

– as referring to the archons.

[15] (In its original historical context, that “us” almost certainly referred to the divine council in ancient polytheistic Near Eastern mythology, a concept that Judaism hadn’t fully left behind when the text that’s now the first chapter of Genesis was written.[16])

There’s one further correspondence to note here. In ancient thinking, each planet occupied one of seven celestial “spheres” or layers of the sky.

 Each of the seven archons, therefore ruled over his own celestial sphere.[17] 

This provided the archons with a further way to inhibit people’s spiritual progress.

For the Gnostics, when someone tried to gain salvation – which they called “gnosis” and characterized as mystical insight rather than intellectual belief or moral action – his or her spirit ascended up through the celestial spheres toward Heaven. 

The spirit of the Gnostic made this journey both during the Gnostic’s life in moments of ecstatic enlightenment and after death to reach its final resting place. 

But as the spirit ascended to each sphere, the archon who presided over that sphere would detain the spirit and ask it a series of questions. 

If the spirit didn’t know how to answer those questions properly – if its gnosis wasn’t yet fully realized – then the archon would be able to prevent it from ascending any higher. 

It would be trapped by the archons and still subject to their tyranny.[18]

But the mature Gnostic was able to overcome all of the archons and ascend all the way to Heaven, which made him or her superior to the very creators and rulers of the world.

Precedents for Gnosticism’s Archons in Christianity

As bizarre and un-Christian as Gnosticism’s archons may seem, the concept probably came from the Gnostics’ good-faith interpretation of the scriptures and mythical traditions they shared with other Christians of the late first and early second centuries AD.

This process seems to be encapsulated in the first paragraph of the Reality of the Rulers

That text begins by quoting the apostle Paul’s aforementioned statement in Ephesians 6:12: 

“Our contest is not against flesh and blood; rather, the authorities of the world and the spiritual hosts of wickedness.” 

The text then promises to inform the curious reader about the nature of these “authorities,” after which begins a description of, and commentary on, the archons’ role in the creation of the world.

[19] The entire text is essentially an exegesis (interpretation) of Paul.

Much the same can be said for the idea of the existence of the archons in and of itself, which makes it highly probable that the Gnostics received their inspiration for the idea from Paul.

In almost all of the books attributed to Paul that would later come to be included in the New Testament (something that didn’t exist in any formal capacity when Gnosticism arose), the world is said to be ruled by mysterious “powers” or “authorities.” 

The words used to denote these beings differ from passage to passage. 

They can be “principalities” (archai), “dominions” or “authorities” (exousiai), “powers” (dynameis), or “lordships” (kyriotetes).[20] 

Most of these passages specify that these powers are evil, the enemies of Christ and Christians.[21]

In some cases, these passages could simply refer to human political authorities. 

But in other passages, this is clearly not the case. 

Ephesians (3:10 and 6:12), for example, specifies that they dwell in the sky.[22] And Colossians (2:8 and 2:20) refers to them as “elemental spirits of the universe.”[23]

Paul never develops this doctrine directly or systematically. Instead, his letters (including the letters written by others in his name) seem to just take it for granted that the world is ruled by evil spiritual powers of some sort.

 Much the same can be said for some of the other texts that would later come to be included in the New Testament. 

The Gospel of Matthew (4:8), the Gospel of Luke (4:6), the Gospel of John (12:31, 14:30, and 16:11) and 1 John (5:19) all say that Satan or a similar being (whom the Gnostics equated with the demiurge, the chief of the archons) is in control of the world. 

The Gospel of John even specifically calls this being “the archon of this world.”[24]

The New Testament writers therefore presupposed that the world is ruled by villainous spiritual beings of one sort or another. 

This has long been recognized by scholars of the New Testament, who have usually attributed it to the fact that it was taken for granted back then that spiritual beings – pagan gods – controlled the elements and often directed events on earth. 

Rather than deny the existence of pagan gods altogether, the New Testament authors simply demoted them to demons.[25] 

They also drew from the apocalyptic Judaism out of which Christianity arose, which posited that, for obscure reasons, God had allowed Satan to gain control of the world at some point in the past.

Jews of the period and early Christians also believed that good angels in the service of God presided over the elements and various facets of life. 

These angels were pagan gods who, instead of being demonized, had been de-paganized and placed in the service of God.[26] 

The leaders of this troop of angels were commonly said to be seven in number, with countless lesser angels under their command.[27] 

Each of these seven angels dwelt in his own celestial sphere.

 Even Irenaeus, a second-century Christian bishop who wrote extensively and passionately against the Gnostics, believed in this notion.[28]

 Since the Gnostics believed that the creator god of the Old Testament was really the evil demiurge, it would have made perfect sense for them to demonize his seven commanding angels and identify them with the malevolent rulers of the world described by Paul. 

After all, as we’ve already seen, the Gnostics explicitly identified the archons with the pagan gods whom Paul had in mind in at least some of the aforementioned passages.

As I argue in The Origins of Gnosticism, Gnosticism seems to have arisen from within Christianity rather than from outside of it. 

If that’s correct, then the process by which the idea of the archons came about is a particularly interesting instantiation of that wider process.


Monday, April 10, 2023

Dolores Speaks

 (A lone voice whispers)

  




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I always wondered

In those quiet moments spent on my own

When I was young

 

Alone in Limerick

 

How it would, all

Eventually, end

 

For all great things are so temporal

 

And my beloved family and

Friends

 

Are so badly missed

Now I’m reborn as something else

 

Just one of the many

Dearly Departed

 

Like Julius Caesar and Cleopatra

 

We all once lovingly sang together in unison 


In our own divine

Red Church

 

In the Spire of St. Mary's Cathedral

 

A place I retreated to

Filled with lingering hopes and deep dreams 


When everything just hurt

But in the end

 

Like ridiculous childish thoughts

Golden red rose promises and

All great things

 

They now

Lay in memory-filled ruins

In here


The Great In-Between

 

Where the grey zombies

Sometimes surround and analyze me

In these dark corners

 

As they once again

Live amongst us 

 

The heartbroken mourners

 

Now just like in

The Quiet Man

 

Those broken old promises and thoughts

Are slowly been blown away

Softly

 

But I still stand strong like

A reborn Maureen O'Hara

 

Entangled forever

Emotionally

 

Within this southern

Wind-blown dirt

 

You were so beautiful

My old love

But now you dance

Alone

 

In that

Ralph Lauren

White polo tee-shirt

 

I once bought

 

I was your

Raven-haired queen

And you my only king

 

But now

I'm just another lost soul

Filled with wild animal instincts

 

Stuck in a black cloudless

Prison

 

A kangaroo court

Which finally tore us

Apart

 

No matter

What I hear

Or feel in here

 

Wherever I fall short

 

No matter how hard those memories

Of my old life sing out like rock stars concert

 

No matter how they all cut so deep 


Like a butcher's sharp

Devoted knife

 

I will always rise

 

Because I know

I was born under the protection Of The Lady of the Seven Dolours

 

To always survive even in this

The afterlife

 

I know I can’t be with you all

And it's not my imagination

 

Or anything else that calls

Or even me

 

Playing new games

 

In here

From the Great In-Between


Where I now live on

Unseen

 

But just a kind soul

Who tried to be a friend

 

To many strangers

 

I hope you all have a wonderful life and shine so bright

With as many names

As you all own

 

As my time before you

Quickly ticks out

 

But I promise 

I'll take all those stage full of playful memories

We once shared

And keep them safely tucked away

 

Now I’m on my last journey

Home

 

You were once all

My sparkling treasures in the dirt

And the darkness

 

When old childhood memories returned and

Everything

Just felt overworked

 

I'll see you all so soon

Because I’ll always wait by the

Holy River

 

Of which everyone speaks

 

Where I know the Lord

 

Will bless

Anoint and forgive us

 

For all those moments we sinned

Whenever we were weak

 

My song may have ended

But I can only pray my memories still linger on

 

I was on born on the sixth

Of September 1971 


In Ballybricken

 

County Limerick in Ireland

 

It’s where I’ll return

If I can

 

Home to The Emerald Isle

Where I was once laid to rest

 

I still love you all

And it’s because of that love

 

I return

For I still feel so blessed

 

To have this final chance to say

Goodbye

 

Even though

Deep down inside


My poor soul still cries

 

(C)

Copyright John Duffy


Image shared under fair usage policy via Pinterest.

An old monologue for a theatre project which covid stopped.

Logline:


What would the dearly departed say, if they got one last chance?


Dolores Mary Eileen O'Riordan was an Irish musician, singer, and songwriter.

She was best known as the lead vocalist and lyricist for the alternative rock band Cranberries.

She, unfortunately, passed over in January 2018.


Would you watch a supernatural film with poetry as its dialogue?


Sunday, April 9, 2023

The Daydreamer

Press play and let the music wash over you as you read.

Salute.


When the sunset is spent

At the end of a long rigorous day

Lost
In a daydream that's all mine

While my thunderous heart
Beats on fire

Filled with whispering
Spellbinding words

To take me higher 

I always wonder 

Are we but one of many
Silent prayers 

Blowing yonder
Like soft snowflakes


In an endless night


Pagan Songs carried skywards
Just lost 

In whirlwinds of golden shimmering dust

Symphonies of hearts ablaze
And screaming for someone to just 

Trust

Rapturous but maybe blue 

Does my own heart still sing love
Songs

For just you

I know 
As long as we both live 

As long as the days are long 
With so many God-given treasures 

To give 

I hope my God-given prayers

Will be answered
With my rescue

For when the sunset has gone
And died 

And night stalks all the lands

When the low drums rumble
And old pianos sing


When the eerie high pitch noise 

Of self-doubt 

Returns
Once again

I’ll dream that old favorite daydream 

Living with you as my queen
In that classic scene from Casablanca 

Where my broken-heart 
No longer screams

(C)
Copyright John Duffy 

The Monologue of Jabari