. Poetry from The Great In-Between: May 2021

Sunday, May 30, 2021

Need some inspiration?


 (A lone voice whispers)


Have you ever really loved your life


Even after you called it a thousand names as you fought through all its pain


Have you relived wonderful and sad memories which always linger and still to this day


Remain


All of those gifts are yours for they all reside deep down inside


Just buried alive



For you are an incredible illumination


Just born to feel irrefutably everything around and within


Even when you're humbled and feeling defeated


You may sometimes in quiet moments 


Feel sacred for you bathe unknowingly in the perpetual purple glow


Of a glorious unseen sun


For no matter how far you wander and no matter how far you run


Your inner sun holds treasures for the soul


The more you give the more you feel whole


Although you may change physically every seven years or so 


You're indomitable


For you unconsciously study the splendours of life


You celebrate the joys and endure all the pain


For your own inner belief and uncompromising deep  faith is truly formidable


You may be tethered and stranded to swirling rhythms and outrageous patterns brought about by Chaos


But you'll always rise to materialize to create a new sanctuary


A new glorious cosmos


Embraced and blessed with a divine symmetry


And within this new cosmos between powers of inspiration and sensation


Those slow steps into a new wild life is simply your own occult seance


Some may desire the paths you've once walked


Some may behind your back talk


But may the many side-roads streets and byroads


Be filled with happiness and love


Newer experiences and faces and may they still thrill you


Offering compassion and benevolence whenever you need


Learn to control your weaknesses and vulnerabilities found in your own Achilles' heels


Within your many worlds


For its fears are irrelevant


Celebrate in the curative power of intense pleasure


Satisfy your thirst and hunger within its revered well


Initiate that free intense deep dive to impenetrable depths


To find your own blazing strengths


Guide yourself gently from your crux to create new worlds


As your guardian angels watch filled with happiness as you unfurl


Let love and laughter elevate you


For you hail from an endless paradise


To create your own secretive realms and sacred sanctuaries


Pay tribute to your own true spirit


For its inner beauty is beyond beauty or compare


Write books

Indulge recklessly under the umbrella of life's great oak tree


Create great musings through the gift of expression found in cathartic poetry


But above all

Keep singing and smiling


For you're an original

Simply surviving


It's why I'd  like you to read this for you're simply mesmerising 


Copyright John Duffy 

Nikola











(A lone voice whispers)


Will you all still survive flocked together like starlings as one 


In twenty twenty-two 


With such interconnected surreal deep thoughts


Many in here ask in this great silence and whisper into its endless abyss 


Does will it last


This magical thing between so many others but only us when you read this


Echo in vivid colourful dreams while we stand still impatiently waiting


For that drunken call to summon us on the stroke of midnight on New Year's Eve 


Will you all still gather together in strange-looking masks 


To sing drunken pagan songs full of strong oaths or immoral convictions 


To try to still cling onto all those things you were brought up to respect and believe 


As you attempt to push back that congregation of darkness which will appear


With wide dilated eyes


Will you pray upon your now nearly bare altars of hope with just about anything used as a means to cope


As some of you kneel to pray to try to continually believe 


Will the watchful eyes of our friend and one of life's many unspoken saviours


The Winters Sun 


Turn into sleet and rain


As it remembers the millions of lost souls who died in agonising pain


We in here can only pray she will still shine ever brighter to seed new faith as she still mourns and grieves


No one knows all the answers, my child 


Everlasting hope and some form of peace could arrive 


So you could maybe conquer this crazy new normal we all see


Or it could all go wild

And turn into a new savage garden which resets a dying society 


Where dreams and people are greedily consumed and repeatedly defiled 


By those in charge obsessed with creating  constant streams of self absolved notoriety 


While the masses queue up alone standing two feet apart 


Defeated to believe it's conceivably the only way to survive 


Venturing around like tattooed indentured new AI-controlled slaves or hiding lost in alleys 


Back rooms or doorways like unvaccinated exiles


All living blindly under the auspicious black red and white umbrella of a new world order


Called a Fool's Paradise


Will things change in 2022


Well, we'll wait and try to guide humanity for it still has a fighting chance for it's never too late




Copyright John Duffy


Saturday, May 29, 2021

Amy



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(A lone voice whispers)


Remember me

For I've been trapped in a dark place


Beyond painful thoughts and loves many war crimes


But still, I’ll rise and begin to climb


I’ll climb higher to a new place through this burning fire and melting ice

 

Past my old pain whatever comes


Whatever happens 

 

Right past all the friendly liars

Whatever transpires

 

I'll say my faithful goodbyes to all my worldly deniers 


For I've heard so many sad things and sung drunk and danced alone to some famous love songs


Filled with my heart with sorrow and gin until it nearly broke and relived so many wrongs 


Which echo and sing deep inside as I wander and think throughout this grey swirling smoke


My old friend


Mother Depression shows me those painful signs still lingering within my mind all the time


Signs of my once lived life's true reflections


But I’ll survive and I’ll rise even though I may feel down


For I've acted out my life on so many big stages


Throughout its crazy life-changing ages


But I’ll grow back to how I used to be


To be brave enough to face the new world and whoever I’ll see


I might still feel trapped in that dark place


Beyond anyone's thoughts and crimes


But still, I’ll rise and begin to climb


For when this grey mist finally lifts


I know I'll still be remembered as one of life’s twenty-seven priceless gifts


Just this time around I'll be climbing higher

 

Climbing higher to reach new places hidden in time


Where I can unashamedly stand proud and recall a previous lifetime that was once all mine


Before I go on to an original place where I’ll be free


Wherever I look as far as the eye can see


Just remember me for I’ll soon be better


No longer hiding but just singing a new melody


This is my hearts love song and glory


As I'm now free to tell one of my life's many stories


One where I'll sing endlessly when I enter that new day spent no longer crying


You wait it's my life's only decree

For I'm now rising higher


I might have been once trapped in crazy drug-fueled places


But still, I’ll rise above all crimes


Just you wait and see


For there's a new life’s that’s waiting just for me


In here 


Now I've accepted I'm just another soul 


Living in the hidden realms and grey swirling smoke of The Great In-Between


Copyright John Duffy



Friday, May 28, 2021

The Beguiled

 













(A lone voice whispers at 3 am)


There was always something so controversial and medieval about exploring semi-clothed in the dark shadows


All the deeply hidden essences of you


But I guess it's just one of the many unspoken reasons why I stepped into your view


Just unconsciously attracted when you appeared right out of the blue


Copyright John Duffy

A wild woman called Gipsy Lee

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I once came upon a dangerous woman with no limits in a rundown bar


Somewhere wild in downtown Sans Francisco


And her seductive magic cleansed and captured my souls' sad spirit


When she danced into my life in that wasteland of old emotions


Under a moonlit road


Way past midnight in that bars lit up disco


Singing such a sweet Motown song which mesmerised my soul if when I'm pushed


I'll admit I tried not to hear it


But when she pirouetted with such elegance unworthy of this world as she twirled


And her dark hair swirled and draped across her shoulders on that deserted candlelit dance floor


When I saw her crimson red lips move to engage all who looked


Penetrating deep down to their innermost sensuous core


I just knew she would be the heaven-sent gatekeeper and owner


Of the fire, I was born with in that front bedroom on my ma's farm


In good old Kentucky and the eventual bringer of such heartbreak


If the moment came when we were tragically condemned to wander alone like loners at closing time


When I had spent all my drinking money


I can still remember her eyes shone so luminously like twin Philosophers Stones


And in that unmarried glimpse which started all of this


We started a metaphysical short dance in a mysterious statement of feral love


With an introduction of wet lips which ended in a fateful goodbye French kiss


For as I thought our free hearts had melted together


Combined and into merged into one


But at that very moment


I can always remember her saying softly


Breaking my heart forever


Now I'll always own you and mister


I'll permanently be the sole woman you'll always pray you'd won with that only kiss


For from now to until evermore


You'll only dream of me because now you're done


Copyright John Duffy

Thursday, May 27, 2021

My Child



When my beautiful Marylou died

 

And the once garden bound butterflies gathered and paid a fleeting visit and surrounded her open casket


When the Blue Queen landed on her now cold lips to give her a farewell kiss


We found inner peace as we embraced the exquisite thought


It's not only us 

Who would of her miss


Copyright John Duffy

(Image from a recent poetry prompt)


Wednesday, May 26, 2021

The Tramp

 


 (A lone voice whispers)


I was dirt poor when I was born many moons ago


I the now blind man speaking to you


One of my new silent audience  

  

Who I can feel that you've survived watching and listening nearby


Everywhere I go


Now just listen as I continue


I came into this world naked and small without a suitcase of money gold or any forms of riches


A big house or even a flash car


I always expected when my time was due


I'd take that same familiar road North


The one invisible to your human eyes but a shimmering road in this half-light


I still see so well


I always knew I'd walk proudly for even though your eyes might only see strands of my darkness and cheap rags


Those sad symbols of degradation that some in society use to see and judge whilst raising hell


For when my time was eventually called and my flesh and blood ultimately fell


Corrupted and maimed continuously by the lice and vermin of lamentations


Heralded into life by outrageous curses


Cheap lies and wicked spells


I saw with my own semi-darkened illuminated eyes


My greatest stories reborn in all who truly knew me as they still once breathed and stood tall


Tales of strength compassion and endurance


Hope empathy and kindness


Oh how I smiled when I swam that final nautical mile to the Silver City


Under the bluest of all skies


My immortal lines of never judge a book by its cover


Or the many beautiful chapters hiding inside its jacket might never recover


For they might just be an old heartbroken lover struck down in their full glory by life


A deserted husband or abandoned lonely wife


A lonely brother or sister


Lost and wandering looking to life to re- kiss her


All just searching for new reasons to mend old tainted wounds


Linked to severe trauma relived in countless internal rooms


Who might just need an encouraging hand


To help release them from unwanted friends hiding in deep purple emotional balloons


Those lines above I once said to the many spirits who gathered at my passing at Manoir de Ban


In Switzerland


On December 25  

1977


Will always echo into eternity forever in heaven


I might have been dirt poor when I was born but I always knew I would swim home rich


For I was never a tramp


And now will always be a reborn soul whose ephemeral translucent skin no longer itches


Like so many of those still alive who willingly sell their souls for cheap riches


I may have once pushed a trolley full of junk before you


But to me


I'm still the richest man in the whole goddam Galaxy


Just once tasked with struggling there on Earth in temporary agony


But deep down inside something used to whisper that soon, I'd be reborn to stand valiantly


To then wander free like a returning soul stepping off the old boat and entering smiling with a new passport


Into Gods Eternal Country




And then the lone voice vanished as though called back by powerful representatives


Hiding in the ether


Those who speak in broken languages through the many hidden frequencies


In-between the silence


I sometimes hear in random early morning realities


Conjured by a strange form of medieval alchemy


Who pass me by like a fast-flowing breeze


Speaking about their lives and all its many strands of happiness and sad entwined tragedies


Copyright John Duffy

Tuesday, May 25, 2021

The letter left behind

 


(A lone voice whispers)

So many soldiers suffer from the trauma of theatres of warfare.

I recently watched a sad film of someone reaching out but struggling to reconnect with his wife. 

It inspired this voice to whisper it seems. 

Salute.


The letter left behind


Will you just try to smile for me


As I still ride one of this life's many wild and untamed immortal ponies


So two can never really feel lonely


As we both try to embrace the spiritual which is so holy


And fulfil some of the signs which in deep dreams


Have been shown to me


To be the love songs of so many doomed soldiers 


Who once sang together 


Covered in the wet mud or dark coloured sands 


From here in Iraq in The Middle East all the way back to Gallipoli


Some may still choose to sing feverish old pagan gossip songs  of disown him


Leave him and his mental health issues


But have they ever had a friend like me 


I can still remember when I was once unjudgemental 


An easy ear to listen to


A shoulder to lean on and I can relearn all those traits if only you'll wait


For in this life it's never too late 


Even though it's not always physical but mostly remotely 


Will you just try to smile for me as I still try to ride one of this life's wild and untamed immortal ponies 


A testimony of slowly accepting the feelings of being emotionally damaged through continuous exposure to physical and spiritual physiological warfare 


Caused by fighting for my country 


To never recognise that deep down it's just one of those sad reasons why I always feel lonely 


But still, I'll stand strong holding out this invitation


Waiting for you once again 


To climb upon my wild pony 


And hold on as we ride together like a fearless Geronimo 


Throughout what remains of this life  


Through hell and high water 


Until we meet the metaphorical shores of the blue Caribbean sea


So we can once again turn friendships golden divine keys


To embrace all that comes hand in hand 


Whatever it be


I can only pray you'll still want to ride with me 


As I try to stand faithful and strong before this new war


Filled with not grey or black bullets or incendiary bombs but of emotive fires and volatile storms 


I can only pray you'll hold me real close


In the middle of the night 


And try to love me totally and keep me warm and whisper everything is going to be alright 


So I can still smile for me so two can never really feel lonely


As we both embrace the spiritual which is so holy


So we can ride together to try to find true happiness 


Like we once had and shared when I was so much younger when my mind was free and I was open to everyone who cared


and into that oncoming sunset 


Clinging on to one of this life's many tragic ponies


All I can hope for is a second chance and you find it in your heart to forgive me and know that I poured my heart and soul into this and really mean every word



Copyright John Duffy 

 

The Two-Faced Maiden

 


Now burnt and alone
Broken she watches the world
Searching for some kin

#Serenyu


Copyright John Duffy

Sunday, May 23, 2021

The Saint whispers once more

 A lone voice whispers....The Saint speaks...

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Faith once so many years ago filled an endless number of its many ceremonial sacred cups and left a drop in them all


For me and so many others to drink from to believe 


Before being born a man to lead those to salvation who were being wantonly persecuted abused or deceived 


Faith once bowed to no one as it embraced excruciating pain and torment as its flesh and limbs were torn and mercilessly bent


Scourged before all watchers with some smirking whilst it wept being bathed in its own red falling rain


As it courageously knew it had to lay down its life for me and you to find a new means to renew


Faith once walked whipped and nearly broken but still stood unashamed


All alone praying for rest


Down the long Way of Sorrow to climb before crying crowds and smiling thieves 


To meet a fateful date at Calvary where many would pray heartbroken on their dirt ridden knees


All this Faith did dutifully 


To invoke God's will for all to have a chance to be free if they accepted his love 


And to then live their lives full when all sins are declared and confessed as they are rigorously consciously addressed 


Faith once cried to secret angelic watching eyes in storm-filled skies in old Golgotha


As it looked down from the bloodied wooden cross adorned with a thorny crown and sharp nails  


So I would have hope that forgiveness for me and you would never fail but through this act of selfless sacrifice 


A warm invitation into a new heaven would instead wait and last for decades 


A free entry into a new world where we are all no longer slaves


Faith once rose after three days for me and you and said

 

You are all my gathered witnesses of these great things 


For I once said I would come again to save you all and lead all the willing into a new spiritual prosperity


If in me you do believe


And so it came to pass


Faith and love was reborn in me when I finally called out into the encroaching darkness 


For God to save and help me to truly see


It's why I share this as I now live in here forever


Just joyous throughout all eternity

 


Copyright John Duffy 

 

Saturday, May 22, 2021

Gwenevere



Let me in


I whisper to your old feverish memories in this semi-darkness


Between these two great voids


Separating me and you and so many others


By ethereal panes of shattered glass filled with tangible strands of much-loved recollections


So I can once again cross the deep oceans of Hippocampus


Flying for days and nights under its episodic sunshine and rocky shores


So I can warm you with my old love


For I will never stop and as you listen to this wherever you are


My hearts whispered secretive spells will forever yell


To reach that forbidden place to the living


That stays hidden as it holds you in its tight grip of a new seclusion


I can only pray my words are carried to lay before your new eyes


By this grey smoke gushing from my incense candle in these rushing four winds


Which will find a way to bind you to me again


So we can continue what we once found in this lifetime


A beautiful treasure called a meeting of similar minds  



Copyright John Duffy

Wednesday, May 19, 2021

Annabelle


(A lone voice whispers)


From the very moment, I first saw her in that tainted vision


Walking unashamedly lost in the molten glowing ashes of sacrificed angels


Who once fell and visited the abandoned city of Sippar


In the middle East


Is this the only reason why I'll always now be doomed to just miss her


My Annabelle


Whose velvety ship I used to love sailing in


When we got wildly drunk and under the watching audience of applauding stars


Entwined for hours with no thoughts of regret or remorse in earth moving litigations of sin


Copyright John Duffy

Tuesday, May 18, 2021

The Cop who whispers through my scrying mirror


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The Cop who whispers through my scrying mirror


If I hadn't met you in this life's ever-changing silvery mists


Filled with dark secrets and unknown or expected unwanted  reckonings


I never would have known the true distinct price


Of the goddess of love


Lady Aprodites sweet soul all-consuming kiss


I wouldn't have known the deep thrill of running like reckless wild young daredevils


Through all the green fields


Covered like a huge yellow blanket of impatient daffodils


Hand in hand in the middle of Spring


Filled with youthful dreams of rightful victories and short poetic stories


Where we both would be heroes and we'd always win


Past all the lonely women sat unsatisfied


In white painted windows


Surrounded by falling white feathers


I sometimes see with my supernatural gift


When I still look beyond the reach of the irregular white lightning


That breaches the dark skies when the clouds and rain start fighting


Invisible to most like wondering ghosts


As it searches for new victims to strike


To bless and anoint them loveless to wander untethered unripe


Until they die


We once challenged Zeus and all his gods


Uttered wild oaths to discard all bonds to his secret fraternities and unspoken unions


Raised hell when the  moment needed its energies to break all spells


But like a thief in the night


Following us like a mythical warrior bounty hunter


Time and his cousin, Salomon caught up and separated us


Like junkyard dogs as we slumbered and took you away


My life's only lover


One day when I transfer into another lifetime


Past the gates of heaven and when I find that red familiar house


You swore you'd once again build on the corner of Whitechapel in Heaven


On the left


I know we'll forever be together


And as when we slowly dissolve into the everlasting purple ether of the endless continuum


With our last ever sweet kiss


We'll both know deep down inside


We have beaten death


But until then even though fate may have separated and broken our trust


I'll never stop playing lollipop in dark nights with my service revolver


Just for that courageous loud moment


When God will reunite and absolve us


Copyright John Duffy

Monday, May 17, 2021

#Gaza

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(A lone voice sings for
 freedom. Can you hear her?)

I can only pray


Some day over the storm clouds  


Men won't use bombs

To settle old scores 


To restart old wars


So that some day over the storm clouds


Children will grow up to be all they can see 


So happiness can take seed and everyone can be free


Some day over the  storm clouds


I pray dreams will come true 


To help us all 


Find a way to get through


A new world of no hungry children 


No more walls to climb for liberation 


In any nation 


No more freedom fighters 


Having to use bullets like Dylan uses lyrics


As a new form of  critical thinking to divide us


So one day over the storm clouds


I pray all can be equal


So people can learn to share


In a new world 

Covid free

Where everyone cares


So somewhere over the storm clouds 


Even though we all may pray


This could be just a dream away


If we all keep the faith 


It will appear one day 


A place where hate will be replaced with hope


And love will prevail


So always remember


To pray for some day over the storm clouds


So men won't use bombs

To settle old scores 


So some day over the storm clouds


Children will grow up 


So happiness can take seed 


And one day over the rainbow 


Dreams will come true 

To help us all get through


A new world of hope


No more walls to climb for liberation 


In any nation 


No more bullets used like lyrics


As old forms of rebelling 


So one day over the storm clouds all will be equal


To learn to share in a new world where everyone cares


All this may just be a dream away


But if we all keep the faith 


It will appear one day 


A place where hate will be replaced with hope


And love will always prevail


For just one day over any rainbow


I only hope and pray this isn't another fairytale 


But it's just some day waiting to come our way


From over the rainbow


This could one of the greatest reasons 

Why we should all pray

Just for some day


Copyright John Duffy




Saturday, May 15, 2021

Is this why you're a poet?

 

In the graveyard shift


Do poets seek profound words 


To help the lonely soul residing inside to atone


While the rising Wolf Moon smiles and watches 


As time and spiritual essences are consumed


Copyright John Duffy 

Thursday, May 13, 2021

The Flight of the Eagle

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Underneath these storm-filled clouds 


I feel you as we once more walk these lonely roads 


Together filled with pain in this everlasting spiritual falling rain


Once again


Shall I lean on you like so long ago 


Even now although your name still rings hollow


But deep down I'll always remember


I'll always still need you and you'll always need me 


To get through this life


Like we once used to do


I know you're scared and your world seems alight


And sleep won't come easy in the middle of the night


But just try to remember that memory from way back in last November


When we slept sated as the world around us screamed and wept 


And we swore to each other 


Our deep love we'd never surrender


For if you do 

Together in spirit, we'll get through


Like we always used to do


For where you go 

I'll always follow


Beyond the green ivy and wild temples of Apollo


From Greece to deep down into all those lost red valleys of Colorado


I know you're thinking no one has ever loved or cared


And you're still drowning in stillness 


That black cloak that appears at midnight 


To announce the arrival of Father Depression 


Who lives in grey castles 


Just hidden in the creeping darkness


Don't be scared

I know you can't see the light

But it's gonna be alright


Just lean memories of me

And we'll get through


Like we always used to do


Just remember that memory from last November


When we slept as the world wept


And together we'll get through


Sometimes it's all you can do


For where you go

In spirit 

I'll always try to follow


Beyond the green ivy and wild temples of Apollo


From Greece to deep down in good old  Colorado


Always remember

The eagle flies

Still looking for that old love that in his heart


Will never die


Copyright John Duffy

Dante Speaks in 2021

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What if when u die and you get to finally materialise on top of Mount Helion

And are asked by the gathering hordes below the ravaged ridges and ageless plateaus

Screaming and swelling in their endless millions 

Dressed in white shawls or naked trying to hide their opaque corrupted faces










All begging and asking what was heaven like on Earth


When you were once birthed by two of the multitude of the ever-changing races


Did you find love or chose to rebel outrageously with sin like one of us


Blindly led by the Almighty's fallen six-winged felon


How would you answer their crying questions

And share the essence of your time and spirits progression 


All those deeply mystifying souls defining secrets

Of all those sometimes happy or sad painful moments or transmigrational souls lessons


Did you evade the nine circles whilst on your life's work

Its sacred and only divine mission


From the first circle to the last


Did you knowingly avoid been allocated


Depending on the results which are worn permanently for eternity 


By everlasting bright shiny eyes which forever see through all your soul's many ever-changing masks


One of the hottest places in the Inferis 


That is devoted for those foolish in times of great moral crisis


Who choose to defend their all with an air of self-importance and impartiality


While avoiding sharing their love for all life


Wherever it be


Like it was a sanctified oath of their choice of Gods morality

Copyright John Duffy

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Tuesday, May 11, 2021

The Invitation


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Let me in

I whisper in the darkness


Across deep blue oceans and rocky yellow sandy shores


To warm you up my new love

For I'm so hot


Let my whispered dark spells

Carried by grey smoke in the gushing four winds


Reach those once frozen tears


Falling from those beautiful eyes and reach deep into your lonely heart.


Feel its raw flame

Crimson like its one true colour 


As it engulfs you with total ease


Hot to the touch like fire


So addictive and seductively consuming


But beware


When it touches humans

Some are forever emotionally ruined


But like a rare expensive bottle of red wine

Bestowed from the dark places unvisited 


Let me melt those cold glaciers that surround you with soul-warming fires


Burning and spinning within my endless dark eyes


Feel the heat from my hands on your breast

The breath of my mouth


Tasting each word as your soul opens up 

Its dark doors and pleads to confess


No more to wait


But to climb my red ladder out of the darkness of Naamah's endless grey void


Before your beautiful soul is tainted and stands in line 


With so many others who make a mockery of emotions


Before they are destroyed 


No more to lie frozen under heartbroken spells


Conjured by dark shadows from leather-bound grimoires from the Lesser Key of Solomon


As you bathe in deep silence under a darkened purple-hued sky


Let that flame that once flickered so low but never really died


Those discarded old dreams which once laid forgotten in old days and lonely nights


Come back to life 


As I force back Damballa's darkness with my shining Astral knife


Are you kneeling naked and vulnerable in your red room


Awaiting my soft touch


Can I baptise you like Saint John The Baptist


To walk knee-deep into new seas of Galilee


Is that low spark of Longing

On fire in your very centre


Your precious divine spiritual altar


Aflame and burning so bright


Are you ready to get drunk on this lascivious potion 


I always carry


Stolen from the encampments on the perilous mountains of Asmodeus called Mother Temptation 


Will you drink and feel the burn


To melt as all those old once hidden feelings 


Slowly return


Will you then sleep unfrozen as they creep in


Is it then you will ask me

In hushed soft whispers to take you under and whisper new red love spells


To listen as you then slowly confess 


As your soul no longer weeps 


Just say yes

And acquiesce

My new muse


I'll be that willing shoulder and ear to listen

As all your previous fears  have a means to be expressed

As your new eyes shine in an exotic half-light and begin to come alive and glisten

Copyright John Duffy



Monday, May 10, 2021

The Seducer From The Nether Realms


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(A lone voice whispers)


Before you enter Summerland


From my cold winters filled with songs corroded with drum beats and electro-funk


Filled with strands of the sinister 


Will you frolic and dance before all


I know you're here reading 


For I can see you steaming through my words


Will you follow me wantonly and blindly to another world


I can feel you 

I just wana know


Will you come to a new winter storm in Summerland


Will you take my soft hand and willingly go


For we’ll be reborn 

In lands of purple and gold


For I’m but a stranger now in these mortal lands


For I'll always shrill and still seek you in the sharpness of all your deepest of lucid dreams


For you are my sacred feminine


My own Mother Nature


For where you are now

In whatever dream state


Lightning will take me there

And I will explode into flame


Can you hear me call your name


For in here the darkest of nights


I still call and endlessly whisper 


For I am a son of the Light and Dark born into creation


And you are my undulating ocean


Will you take a sip of my love potion


For I'm like a new reborn Prince as I seek a taste of you 


My own drop of divine ambrosia 


Will you take me with you

Oh yes

Let's go


Copyright John Duffy 

If Desiderata was a person


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If Desiderata could Speak

(A lone voice whispers)



Like my name Desiderata means


Things wanted or needed



Are you ready to go willingly into the spinning grey void



That eternal karmic Kaleidoscope that announces the dissolution that comes at the very end



With a taste of everlasting joy



Resounding in all your inner vestibules with such profound pace 



In this or any other given moment 



If you are suddenly pulled from this life you desperately and materialistically chase 



And are then forever retired from its rat race



You do still have time you know 



Time to embrace that feeling of finding a sense of tranquillity or peace 



Before you go to a place where nobody knows 



So try to end all physical or emotional wars 



So that they can wither and be left in thousands of invisible pieces



So others, and more importantly you, may live 



As unwanted negative emotions surrender as they are depleted and defeated 



So send out your words bravely and confidently 



As your illustrious envoys



Carrying within them like loyal and faithful bannermen 



All your positive inner truths and not fake lies echoing within the hidden rhythms of your voice



Always with courage choose to embrace or ignore others as is your sovereign right 



For you have always been betrothed a rightful place 



At your choice of Gods glorious tables in The Great Silver City



A sacred place to sing and tell old much-loved stories of family and friends



Into the endless night



But until then



Always remember you are a child of an untameable universe


 

An embodiment of all its spectacular unique might 



So elect to resist mirroring yourself to others 



For that in itself can herald and give birth to a multitude of distress 



Linked to bitterness and jealousy



Two of the original sins known in some circles 



As the encroaching

Darkness favourite fathers and mothers



Celebrate instead your own life as an everlasting testimony of being alive



A rare enjoyment denied to so many scattered through poverty and war



Pleading for help  worldwide 



Even though they courageously diligently and quietly strive everyday life to survive



Take precautions when looking for true love and take care in all your worldly affairs 



For even in this self-evolving world



A fluid fast-moving place where even your soul may thirst



There are still many people tarnished with devious strains of mischievous deceptions



Just reborn again from the old cities of Sodom and Gomorrah 



One of the original Babylonian versions of the first



But take friendship and kindness graciously in 



Whatever form it beckons with a gentle hand



For brave souls just hidden inside many good people 



Still remain



Kindred souls who'll freely


Without any invisible agendas or programs



Try to guide you through this life's sometimes depressing falling rain with nothing to gain



Above all 

Be you for no one else can



See those old falls and drumbeats of failure 



Those sad scars you still and forever will wear deep down inside from many old wars



They are your spiritual purple tokens and golden medals



Trophies on gilded shelves where no one feels or sees but you 



All metaphorical symbols from past difficult times 



From significant moments once conquered or still mountains to climb 



To help you get through 



For you are you



Your own version of your empires and kingdoms



Your own king or appointed queen



And like all rulers of vast dominions 



You should always explore advice 



So seek out those without sharp knives for they can guide you to newer plateaus



So your life can once again begin 



As new relationships or much-needed things unfold 



And those old tattered 

figurative brown suitcases you carry upon heavy shoulders



Filled with old sins or fears are thrown away to be vanquished and relinquished



In quiet moments of introspective solitude 



Let not overthinking destroy your mood



For by doing so 



Fear and loneliness can suddenly appear



Causing happiness and joy to be forced to stand down 



To eventually over time 



Slowly deteriorate and sink



And then like a talented magician performing on the world stage 



Chose to disappear before you can blink



And finally


At the end of all ends my friend



Strive to look back on your life with a wry smile that you never willfully left any true friends or family behind



That you never lied and tried to destroy their reputation or name



That you gave more than you could ever ask for 


Whenever you appeared out of the blue at their front door



That you were true and genuine and not just driven or motivated by addictions connected to sin



So you can be at peace with the deep thought that the good memories and favourable stories linked to you will never cease



And that you always held out the golden lit torch of friendship 


To all the kindred you could find whilst walking life's many diverse and multicultural streets



So be in unity with your life and always remember



This life is like a Shakespearean Midsummer Night's Dream



Many new adventures still remain unseen where you'll forever run free



When your time is called to go through that other silver door that connects this life



To The Great In-Between 



But until then



Love your life and live



Use these words to find the courage and strength to be you 



For all the watchers



The many incredible friends or devious narcissistic foes to see 



For you have so much more to still give



For in the end 

It's all you can be



It's why you're still alive



Don't live a fake life like one of the condemned on social media 



Who just love to pretend



Copyright John Duffy 


A piece inspired by Desiderata by the American writer, Max Ehrmann from the early 1920s. 

 Salute.

Saturday, May 8, 2021

St Mary









Floating through the many wet rivers of my cerebral cortex


She hangs in silence as I drink in the many strands of living


Just filled with a sense of profound elation and happiness at being at the very centre of her fast-flowing life


Her life source and energy which swims and comes alive


Seeping into every room of my inner fortress as I'm eternally forgiven

My savour who I now know personally as the legendary Mary










Copyright John Duffy

A dash of creativity on a rather wet Sunday at 7 am. 



Channelling JFK from The Great In-Between

Just press play.
Salute.



When the climate is right, I will release the full version.
Salute.
 

Friday, May 7, 2021

The Sad Emperors Confessions


 

















Press play. Salute.


For my Messalina as I, Claudius from Rome. 37 AD. Speak down through history.


From all those sad love letters left behind


I still sometimes read whenever I feel the deep need


All those special poignant ones which still call to me


In the whispering darkness like faithful acolytes


Even though they always cut so deep afterwards like a sharp butcher’s knife


Those dark ones


Which salivate as they smother and conquer my every heaving breath


All those secretly treasured ones which still stink and reek with delicious samples of your Machiavellian so tempting perfume


Tinged with a mischievous seductive glint of guilt


Which I always see like lonely people engulfing each and every corner and dark shadows of this


Our old bedroom


A tranquil tangible scent


A subtle hint of all the wild memories of upcoming salacious sin


We once so wantonly engaged within victoriously


Yes you know the ones


All those French kissed pacts


Old whispered saliva sealed symbolic symbols


Of our impervious brush from on high above


Where you once said so delicately and so evocatively


I love you and painted a magnificent priceless portrait


In sweet kisses


So visually compellingly the legendary Michelangelo would have cried


If he had bared witness or tasted a drop of it before he died


You stated so bravely to the congregation of shadows and to the watching Nether World


In this life and above all its many claps of thunder


You'd be my mine forever


You'd stay to help me conquer uncharted wild treacherous mountains


Unruly blue and green waves and be my one and only wife


In this version of our new lease of life


But I suppose presumptuous deeds done in the Basking of The Witching Hour


After the stroke of Midnight


Especially when the Full Wolf Moon looks down hungrily and roars in silent smug victory


When young impish minds once cognitive and free from devious outside manipulation


Lie so drunk on white wine and divine lines of lazy cocaine as it outside rains


Totally sated on true human emotions in every vibrating form


But still so vulnerable to mystical dark visceral interventions


Of dark beings beyond the mortal norm


Where they can slowly but tentatively use dirty magic to introduce those carefully rendered unconscious


To step on to those dark pathways


Towards their badlands of Immorality and Ruination


But I guess those who choose to get wildly drunk or even high


Those who choose to go blindly and willingly


Or to be even manipulated subtly and convinced to utter wild oaths of fidelity


Way past midnight into the lonely witching hours should always be forgiven


This is my only wish as I stand here watching my old world burn


From here to eternity and back


As I remorsefully remember our first kiss that sealed our now unholy pact


Which announced to the watching shadow people and the Nether World


All our willful undoing


For you  

My vision of perfection


A Goddess Incarnate


I will always still wait


Just like another cursed fool


A now patient resident just condemned forever to stand still in this crazy asylum


Many goyim call Mother Gaia


With you as my cruel cold owner


My own ice queen who now sheds no more tears


My everlasting painful cherished spiritual addiction from who I always long to pray to hear


To free me from these rusty chains which keep me a prisoner in old lands


Where we were once free and never had any fears but looked forward to conquering all upcoming frontiers


Before secret unseen societies tore us apart and left me with this


A sad token of their misdemeanours


A red and golden medal which lies pinned deep above whatever I try to wear


Just sometimes a visible token of my dammed emotional state


I once to hide


Using expensive bright clothes and fake smiles to conceal from the watching world


My now broken heart


Copyright John Duffy

Monday, May 3, 2021

An Angel called Faith

Press play. Salute.

(A lone voice calling herself, Faith sings)


Let me purify old memories 

To be purged


For I alone 

Own all sacred keys


To embrace all vulnerabilities 

So you can be reborn 

With new responsibilities 


A whole new identity to be earned


To set you free

So you can be

The best 


For all to see 


As your new life runs 

To go so far


No more prisoner to tears 

To treasure the deep divine 


No longer to worship sin

No longer to taste more tears


Just let me be there

When you want me to hear you call 

Before you fall


Love infused with honesty 

Merged with trust and loyalty


For all the watching world to see


For we are friends 

Till the very end


Whatever this sad world dares to bring

Just let me in


To be the reason 

As your heart prays for something


Whatever the year or season


For I'm that one thing that has saved endless queens or kings 


And countless broken and destitute

The many the rich love to prosecute


Who I listen to even more 

Wherever they sing


Will you let me purify old memories 

That need to be purged


For I alone own all sacred keys


Just pray to call for me 


For my name is Faith and I'll appear to follow 

To help you break those chains 


To set your soul free


Copyright John Duffy 






Sunday, May 2, 2021

For the courageous

(A piece for a recent online group)








 


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This is for You

Oh yes

I know you're struggling for I've been there too


And that's why I'm just writing this so you know

You're never alone


Even though I've no personal connection centred around really knowing you


The truth is we've all in some way shared the same sad path 


Oh yes

Me 

You and so many others


Fathers, daughters, sisters, sons, mothers and brothers


Even though this river of seemingly endless pain we all swim through daily


Seems so deep and in the middle of every night 


We all sometimes cry and pray for the peaceful salvation that comes from a deep sleep


Even though we struggle to walk and our tired limbs and all our joints 


May creak as they painfully ache whenever we feel weak


And our tired eyes may leak as we deep down inside


Lose strength and unconsciously weep


Take strength for that pain you and me have endured doesn't last forever


The better days will soon arrive


It may just take a while


The days and weeks may fade into months but that better day will eventually come


When you can finally walk or ride out 


Into the bright sunlight and look at the blue skies and courageously shout


It's great to once again be alive


This is why this was written for just You


If you ever needed a drop of advice


Oh yes, I know you've been struggling for I've been there too


And that's why I'm just writing this so you know


You're never really alone and if you feel lonely just always remember


There's always someone who'll listen and try to answer any questions


In all those wonderful groups


All you have to do is just pick up the tablet

Laptop or phone


From January until the very end of every December 


To help you begin a new year 


Filled with a renewed strength 


To bravely face the world without any fear


For there are so many caring friends in here who understand anything you may ask 


It's why they too joined to be part of one of those online wonderful community centres


(C) John Duffy 

Saturday, May 1, 2021

The Transference











As we bade our final goodbyes when the sun even bowed its head as it saluted from the skies


We knew we'd see you again when the armies of ants surrounding the dandelions suddenly stopped and looked up


Copyright John Duffy


(Image shared under fair usage policy) 

The Monologue of Jabari