. Poetry from The Great In-Between: December 2022

Saturday, December 31, 2022

Happy New Year

 


We've lost a few
Gained a few

Still loved a few
Living

If we're lucky

But happy New Year
To just You

© John Duffy 😍😎🙏🥃

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Friday, December 30, 2022

The Occult Goddess

 

 (A lone voice whispers)



Every night 

When she chooses to suddenly appear


To the chosen few


Stories abound in darkened rooms and secret circles


That all her restless slaves 

Try to raise their weary heads 


From their feathered pews


Enchanted 

Beyond all belief 



Pleading telepathically to climax 


And find some sort of mental release


As she stands over their ramshackled lonely beds


Deceptively 

Beautiful as every single spoken 

Or written human rhyme  


Some say

Uttered down through the Ages 


Through 

Time


By Poets

Mystics and so many Mages 


Some speak of long leather-clad legs 


All men cry to touch and beg and pray inwardly 

 

To caress


Ravish me red lips

Women say they forever daydream 

To just taste 


Emerald eyes they all speak of


Orbs to invade and conquer your soul

Until the very end


Whenever it's time 

For your human life 

To be laid to waste


Has she entered your room and watched you sleep 


As your soul wandered its many inner spaces 


And unspoken keeps


Her name

You may ask


Well, her name is simply Want


For we all deep down 

Crave something


Be it flesh


Power 


Friendship or even Love


Amongst many others

Only our occult Mother 


Called Want 

Can guide us 

To provide


Regardless of the price 


It will cost us 

In the long run 


As we struggle to survive 


While 

she still lives and thrives 


Feeding off our inner suffering 

As we sustain and strengthen her 


With our foolish wants and self-defeating lies 


(C)

Copyright John Duffy


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Thursday, December 29, 2022

Esmeralda


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I hope she still waits 

Somewhere 


Within that old farmers' gate 


That wild rebellious 

Country woman 


Of such irreducible taste 


Whose bright eyes still shine 


With the illustrious glow 

Of that illuminated flame


Once stolen in haste 


By brave Prometheus 


From heavens dark skies 

With no shame 


Starting an eternal war between two heavenly states 


A divine glow that now

Enhances her beautiful face


And sometimes 

As I pass by that way 


Incredibly 

Late at night


I can always hear her 

Whispering my name


For she stands 

So inflamed


Dressed in black leather 

And green 


Looking like Morgana the Cunning Sorceress 


In all Arthurian legends


One of the most beautiful women 

I've ever seen


And she holds me now 

Like a pawn 


Enthralled in a grip of steel 

Who no longer feels 


As I try 

With all my might 


To break down 

Her carefully constructed walls


Where she stands 

Always so tall 


Especially 

In these dark woods 


At the stroke of midnight

Where we still meet 


As I stroll through those gates

No longer in control


Guided by her candlelights 


To watch her 

Standing 


Filled with such magical purpose


Singing so eloquently 

In her candlelit circle 


Up to the moon 

And the watching skies 


As white clouds roll by 

With no rehearsals


Uttering strange ancient spells 


Unknown to most 

Only those in the know


As she conquers and subdues


All who dare 

Come hither into view 


Before they can yell

 

It's why I still visit 

Along with so many others


For we're all just hypnotized fools 


Enchanted 

By the delicious sounds 


Of Esmeralda 


And her golden ringing 

Summoning bells



(C)

Copyright John Duffy 


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Tuesday, December 27, 2022

The Swimmer


 I'm not yours 

Like it used to be


Now I'm just lost 


Swimming 

In rough seas 


Clutching onto your memories 

Like a broken tree 


To keep me afloat 


In this now 

Gentle breeze


But I know 


When I really look 

At that tree


My old love 

Loved to be quiet 


Loved to be loud

 

Loved to be kind 


But 

Sometimes 

in the twilight 


Lost and floating at sea

I also know 


Her old

Love still blows my mind 


Wherever it takes me 

Wherever I go


Even though

It's like a tree 


Covered with a philosopher's

soul disease 


As I look for शम्भल 


Also known as

Śambhala 


In the lost lands of 

Tagzig Olmo Lung Ring


A mythical place 

I now float to 


Where the brokenhearted 


Gather in huge burning 

Paranormal circles 


To sing 


(C)

Copyright John Duffy



The Christmas Prayer

 

There's an incredible woman I once knew 


Who suddenly appeared
One Sunday afternoon 


Right out of its
Ether and Blue 


We lived and walked on kind or mean streets 


Made of fire and ice
In all known weathers 


It was like rare miracle
A true unique paradise 


Before our happiness
Paid the fatal price 


For like all good things 


We came under attack
And The Principalities 


Destroyed it with their dark knife 


Worried
Vexed
Harassed
Irritated
Confused

And frustrated 


We fell like lightning from our heaven 


Never again
To be together 


But then a low whisper Came to me


Skipping and dancing
Like Heidi 



Throughout all the inner corridors 

Of my mind 


In a dream
With no name 


It whispered

Say these words 


When day breaks or when the night falls 


To cleanse your soul of anything dark 


That calls 


Lord God, my Protector and
Savior 


I pray for Your protection and salvation 


As my days and nights left
In numbers 


Fall 


For you are my shield
My place 


My refuge and under Your wings 


I pray for peace against all those things 


The Principalities use 


So I can look past that darkness 


And remember the love
I still have for my muse 


And then it faded
Like a setting sun 


I wrote down that prayer
For it lingered so 


Begging to be captured
In case others needed to hear 


Or know it's rapture 


Its powerful song
To help right old wrongs 


For I see her now
Standing so strong 


In visions 


Like Deborah in The Old Testament



Heaven sent 


As I thank the Lord
Day and night in prayer 


For the strength


In making his Presence
Felt 


To then revisit memories
That never left 


Those beautiful ones
I still treasure 


The ones we
Created and
Forever meant 


(C)
Copyright John Duffy 


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Sunday, December 25, 2022

Do we get visited by those we still love?

(A lone voice whispers)



I always used to wonder


Where do  

Robins go to sleep


Then one dark night 


Within a deep all-consuming  

Lucid dream


At approximately one o'clock


A beautiful deity  

Appeared out of the mists


Wearing a blue and white coat


Holding a Lily  

And a shining lantern


Across its shoulder


A golden trumpet and a branch from Paradise


On its golden belt  

Hung a scepter and a silver scroll


As it strolled towards me


Within my illustrious sleeping streams


A strange palace of absolute darkness


Where no birds  

Flew or squawked


It's mysterious ever watchful  

Eyes


Held me firmly transfixed


Like  

An ethereal heavenly hawk


Its bright white orbs  

Swallowed me whole


As it whispered  

Words


I'll remember  

Until I'm old


Within the light of day  

We appear


Your beloved and even I


To watch over  

And visit you


To see and follow  

All that you do


When we  

The blessed few


Waiting in the new 

Spectacular 

Bright white lights


In the glorious cathedrals of Atmos 

Shadowy arch


Cross over  

When allowed a brief time


Before we are eventually  

Reunited in a new form


To rejoice in hymn


Within your All Highs  

Divine Church


Depending upon  

The faith of your choice


To visit those we still  

Love


To leave a sign or sing  

A sonnet


Happily with echoes of our new voice as we too mourn  

  

Then in here  

At darkness


In  

The Great In-Between  



A place you all visit  

Whenever you fall asleep


In deep dreams  

We always appear


For real spiritual shapeshifters


Like us


Never really sleep


We just transform into Robins


Through a supernatural technique


For sometimes they are merely vessels


We use


Just one of our everlasting souls keeps


So if you see one  

And it sings


Looking straight at you


Remember this


It's a just a beloved love one


Maybe even me  

Archangel Gabriel


Channeling  

Through


And with that beautiful closing  

Line


It disappeared quietly


Back into the receding winds that whined


Of the Hidden Divine


And when I awoke at eight


I'm sure it met me


Sat on my garden's old wooden gate



My beautiful friend

Who loves to sit on the washing line


Whispering and singing


Hello


Sending shivers and  

Tingling


Shooting


As I remember that dream


All the way


Up and down  

My sinuous  

spine  



(C)  

Copyright John Duffy


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Want to know a dark secret?


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(A lone voice sings)


Hosanna 

Hosanna


 There's a dark hole 

In the middle of my soul 



And my beloved mother 

Still lives in there 


And I carry her 

Around 


Everywhere 


I go 



Hosanna 

Hosanna 



She climbs out at midnight 

When sleep 


I can no longer 

Fight  


Hosanna 

Hosanna


And sits on my chest 

Dressed in her Sunday best



Always

Hidden right out of sight 



Hosanna 

Hosanna 



Whispering 

Strange spells 

That bind me 


In total bondage 

To an old age 


When she once lived 


Hosanna 

Hosanna



And we were so happy 

Together 


Especially at Christmas 



When life 

Still 

Had so much to give 



Hosanna 

Hosanna



But now she's died 



And instead of saying 

Goodbye 


And sending her crying  

To The Dark Lands 


Of No Sound 


Where I'll forever 

Miss her 



Hosanna 

Hosanna 



Lost in a fissure 

In time 


Where the Black Nightingales 

Fly 


I just carry her 

Around 


Now


In a dark hole 

In the middle of my soul 


A beautiful place 

 

Painted

With memories 


And home 

To a stunning spirit


I've always known 



Hosanna 

Hosanna


My mother 

Who I'll carry around 


Until the end of my time

And when I'm called 


To The Dark Lands 

Of No Sound 


She can climb out 

My soul 



Hosanna 

Hosanna 



So we can run around 

Hand in hand


Singing songs of happiness 

Filled with 


Hosanna 

Hosanna 



To break the silence 



To echo into eternity 


All over  

Those sacred grounds


As we wait for 

Strength 



Reassurance 

And his holy spiritual 

Guidance


Singing 


Forever 

Forever 

Forever 


Hosanna 

Hosanna 


Hosanna


© 

Copyright John Duffy 


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Saturday, December 24, 2022

Channeling Yeshua


 (A lone voice whispers)


And so I left my old safe world

On Christmas Day

Behind


And looked for a new one 

In the dark and deep realms 

Of a broken mankind


Sent by my 

Father 

Most High 


To teach 

Before I died


To try to save all those 

Who for salvation 


In the Wilderness

Cry


To change the unconscious vibration of Humankind


And all that 

I could touch 


Reach 

Or find 


Sent to bring 

Peace of mind 


To the sick 

Disabled 

Blind 


Or those held 

In bondage 


By the grip of evil 

Spellbind 


My birth name 

Was Yeshua 


Once sent to tear down 

The old ways 


And give birth to hope 

On Earth 


From the ruins


Glad to meet you 

And so I ask 


In the words of your popular tongues 


Spanish 

French and English


¿Me vas a acoger -hoy y todos los días- para tratar de salvarte del pecado?


Allez-vous m'accueillir - aujourd'hui et tous les jours - pour essayer de vous sauver du péché?


Are you going to welcome me in - today and every day - to try to save you from sin?


(C)

Copyright John Duffy 


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A Christmas Angel called Serenity

  



(A lone voice whispers)  


Like a heart's favorite childhood melody

She appeared to me

Walking harmoniously  
Like Lady Serenity

Straight out of the shadows of the fading lights

As the clouds parted  
As if asked by Moses

In the dark skies  
At midnight  


All she asks for  
She said  
  


With her bright glistening eyes  


No man or beast  
Can deny as time  


Flies  


Her opulence and grace  
Lit up my face  


When she appeared at my staying place  


And if she's feeling kind  
And kisses you

On your cheek

Like she did mine  


So gently

With a candy-sweet smile

That glows with tints of eloquence and obsession

That's so deliciously elegant

You'll feel a subtle transference of energy

A synergy of goodness and kindness

Tied up in a bow

That will follow you  
Like a rainbow

Everywhere  
You go  


Have you too  
Seen this elemental testament

To spiritual redevelopment  
Yet  


For now this  
If you haven't

Angels do appear  
Every day

To the mournful guilty or truly innocent

To try to answer prayers  
Which are heaven sent

For prayers  
Sent up to the clouds

Must be answered  
In time

And never declined

To try to stop the torture and torment  


In someone's mind  


So this Christmas  
Find some time  
As it flows  


And who knows  


The Angel who looks like Lady Serenity  


Could appear to you  
And give you a gift

To carry forever

Into eternity  


No matter where your life  
Goes  
  


  
  


(C)  
Copyright John Duffy

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Calvary Dreams

 



(A lone voice whispers)



I heard your voice
Today 



On Christmas Day 



That old well-loved

Familiar sound 


 
Whenever 
I pressed play 



So soft and sweet
I couldn't sleep 



But stand still
Weep and repeat 



Why does God
Give you such grief


Whenever
I hear her voice 



To then stand still 



In disbelief 



And then I remembered
Calvary 



A dark place
In human history 



Hanging
Painted 



In so many
Art Galleries 



So much wrong
Done to one 



So strong 



One crucified
For Mankind 



To sing a new song 



A new song
So all
Could belong 



To the light 



When their time came 

And they could no longer fight 


So now
Whenever



I hear your sweet voice 



Or your name
On Christmas Day 



Like today 



That familiar sound 
When I find the courage 



To press play 



To reminisce
About my true love 



On that special day 



And her incredible captivating spirituality 



I just know you're safe



Smiling down
Looking my way 



My beloved
Still loved 



Wife called
Valerie



Because Jesus died
For me and you 


Even though
Crucified 
By Evil 



But never alone 



At Calvary 



So we could all rise 



With the call of the
Golden Trombone 



To atone
To then enter 


Our true home

Under Gods 

Super Dome 


(C)
Copyright John Duffy 



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Thursday, December 22, 2022

If Poetry had a voice



So

Exploit 


Use and maul me 


As your spirits mouthpiece 

To create your masterpiece


All you who are depleted or weighed down 


With emotional or spiritual grief


And I will try to grant you 


A precious taste of celestial release


So you can discover a consecrated constitution 


To lead you 


To much-needed sacred grounds 


Of respite and inner peace 



© John Duffy 


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Monday, December 19, 2022

To my readers

 

(A lone voice whispers)


Some whisper and will

In secret occult circles 



About these last days of 2022



That 

Humanity will fall in unruly petulant desire



Consumed 

and devoured by a blazing infectious fire 



But what happens to you and I

Your mind and mine 



Do you still shiver 

inwardly 

at the vibrational thoughts 

of my words 



Do they bind you

Submissively 

To always return 



Doomed forever 

To hovering above 

my prose 



That screams to be heard



With wide eager eyes

Like a love-struck 

Hummingbird 




Do you still tremble 

like when we first met 



Wanting the warm caress 

of loquacious re-introductions



Of new verbs 



Opening mystical 

Golden gates to new 



Poetic realms



And their 

guile to bind us together 



Like love-struck siamese twins



Creating welcomed sins 



Of dried sweat 

and sweet tributaries 

of deep-seated 

spiritual yearnings 



That makes your mind 

so dam wet 



Tales of the supernatural 

Light and darkness 



Filled with movement or stillness

Sovereignty or loneliness 



New flames 

of innermost desires



Contained 

in unspeakable 

words or unfamiliar names 


As our Zisurru


Poetic stories to be set asunder 



In the footfalls 

of Zeus's approaching 

apocalyptic thunder 



To burn new Hurricane lanterns 

in Imaginations darkened 


Halls of Fame 



To live in the hope 

Of a new life



An everlasting dance

With a drop of a wild transmigration 

 


As our new Nexus 



To savor in your mouth

Like an intense-tasting holy communion wine



A strong touch of such wantonness  



Your 

Voracious soul needs 



To carry to all empires 

You may visit 



In the North 

East

West or South 



As it swallows new 

Stories with ravenous greed



Will we survive 

Still together in 2023



With such

Intellectual thoughts



You might still whisper 

and silently ask 


You and me 



Does 

Will it last



Echo in 

Dreams whilst waiting


For the midnight call on 

New Year's Eve 



When we 

Sing pagan songs of 

King Solomon 



As we fight back 

the encroaching darkness 



With shining 

drunk Astral eyes 

as our Athame


Our sacrificial knife 




Inwardly praying 

to always believe 



Under the sharp eyes 

of the Winters Midnight Sun 



Which for so many lost souls 



We know 



She will still shine 

ever brighter 



As she quietly watches 

and grieves 




As they collect 

their angel wings as they leave



Who knows my child 



Everlasting hope and

Peace could arrive as one



So we could conquer this new normal and continue to rise



Or it could all go wild

And turn into a new dark nuclear history 



Where dreams and people 

Are consumed and defiled 



As good and evil 

Battle for victory



And apart 

we may have to survive 



On mean streets 



As quantum tattooed vaccinated

slaves or unvaccinated exiles 



In a New World Order


Called a

Fool's Paradise 


Without

Any known borders 



But either way 

know this



May your spirit guides 

Lead you 

to continued health and safety 



Across all fast-flowing political wars 


Waters

Famine or disorders


So in 2023 



We can share our much loved

algorithms 



In all our holy quarters 


So mote be it 



What will be 

Will be


(C)

Copyright John Duffy 


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The Preachers Story

  

(A lone voice whispers) 


 

Teacher
 


Can you help me

For there's still a magical circle 

I wish to find 
 


Said the lonely old Preacher 

to his mentor 

Old Father Time 
 


As they both stood looking 

at history's many 

intersecting blue lines 
 


Teacher 


It's a place where my true love 

resides 



In a my own time loop called 

Once in a Lifetime 
 


I once read about this 

magic circle 

a thousand years ago 
 



Before I was recalled 

when you rang my Golden Bell 

and it chimed 
 


And I dearly wish to find it 

through all the mazes 

of all my old lifes puzzles 

and paradigms 



And I now know 

after opening so many old books 
 


The ultimate secret I've found is 
 


You have to truly encourage 

your heart and soul 



To embrace its magnetic flow 
 


And some say 

You have to be willing to sacrifice 

everything you once chased 



Materialism

Wealth 


And some say all who you once 

used to follow and the Great Hunt 



You used to race in and 

give up all control 

 

 
 

Sometimes O' Father Time 

as the seconds no longer roll 

 
 

When I look back 

over thousands of years 

at my chance of 

Once in a Lifetime 
 


I can still remember 

I came so close 

to the greatest of finds 

 
 

And that in itself is my penance 

and one of my many 

mortal crimes 

 
 

For I too once knew a 

wonderful soul 
 


My own version 

of the 

Beautiful Red Rose of Jericho 
 


She was so beautiful

Graceful 

and as gentle as 

falling snow 

 
 

But like all things 

that came to pass 
 


I lost my way 

in the grip of the seductive 

shadowy abyss 
 


And never got to feel 

her sweet gentle touch 

or soft velvety kiss 
 


But now I'm a part of you, 

O Father Time 
 


And as I look back 

taking up your 

so very long reach 

 
 

Using your 

supernatural telescopes 

 
 

To look at old hopes 

and dearly once-loved folks 
 


I can still see her waiting, 

sitting there patiently reading 

 
 

Fluctuating heartbroken 

throughout your many 

blue distinct intersecting 

time frequencies 



Streams 
 


Thinking about the one, 

she always dreamed about 

and so wanted to love and teach 
 


But who was suddenly 

snatched by death 

beyond her reach 
 


The book she's always holding 

and reading 
 


When I zoom in 
 


Is a collection of her own poetic 

sad words linked 

together tragically 
 


To broken stories of her life 

of waiting 



Lost

Standing alone 



On the outer edges 

of a now-grey world 

 
 

Now all that once 

cherished color and light 



Smiles and laughter 

have flown away like a 

Starling and now live in here 



The Great Hereafter 
 


I always see her regaling 

her only thought 

 
 

That I would arrive like a hero 

 
 

Riding into her life 

from the Ether of time 
 


And fill her life with magical 

moments 

of such soul-changing happiness 

and glory 



That so many people 

would be so surprised 

and beguiled at our new story 
 


But as I still sadly see her 

from in here 



Hiding and crying at midnight 

Using your Scrying Mirrors 
 


In this Dark Tower 

which connects all things 

and places 
 



Lost in one of history's 

many bands of low resistance 



To a familiar place 

flooded with no new 

and old sinners 

 
 

Where I can only pray 

to sit with her 



For it's the only place 

one day I plead I might reach 

 

 
 

When I have paid my dues to you

To then go back through time 

 
 

To then appear out of the 

fluctuating blue Ether 

 
 
 

To wipe away all her soft wet tears 
Maybe then 



In that spiritual moment 

We can both be happy to clasp our 


**Once in a Lifetime** 


 

To then walk upon 

the soft yellow sands 



And smell the life-changing winds 

Blowing across that 

circle's secret beaches 

 
 

And then in the realization 

of that long-lost dream 
 


We may both just smile 
 


As we finally fade into 

just being another part 

of your secret anthologies 

of love stories 

 
 

Is it true

Teacher 



That to find inner peace 
Love and divine glory 



To know what that real devotion 

can bring and what it looks like 
 



Do you have to know 

what to give 



And how to fight to reach it 
 


And is that one 

of the many secrets 



To what a true love story is

 
 

(C)

Copyright 
John Duffy 

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Sunday, December 18, 2022

The Covid Widow's Monologue

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Like an old wounded soul



Returning from waging 

a spiritual war 



in my own never-ending 

version of Armageddon



In the mythical 

middle East 



Where I eventually subjugated 

and slaughtered 

my own inner fears 



Which paraded around 

like a crimson-red beast 



I saw you again 

my kin 

like a surreal beautiful nightingale



In a deep incredible dream 



Slowly looking my way 

in the bustling crowds 



In the Great In-Between 



With such exquisite 

dark extraordinayy eyes



Such climactic things 

I'll reflect upon 



Until that final expedition home



That preordained 

mournful day 



When I'll finally whisper 

and softly say



Goodbye Mother Earth 



And willingly collapse 

to eventually die



We were once 

completely heartbroken 

outsiders 



Lost on life's so 

complicated unexplored 

wild roads 



Just stuck on it's 

sad ever-moving fast trains



Seemingly permanently 

riding around in 

revisited tragic circles 



In life's never-ending 

falling rain



But with that memory 



Of that one glance, 

within that one look 



I took by chance, 



I knew then why I was 

continually hooked



We had surreptitiously 

found a new hidden hand 

signal 



To an underground realm



Where we trafficked emotions 

mysteriously 



And no longer felt lonely 

or tainted



Emotions 

to help us stop walking 

through life feeling 


Jaded  

like one of the painted

condemned



It must have been fate 

or divine Gods 

using synchronicity to be kind



For when I saw you 



I finally remembered 

a long-lost memory 



That floated up to that 

undulating cerebral cortex



Within my mind



A vision that we were 

married together 

in another time 



Forever deemed 

to be just happy 



in another lifetime



But sometimes this version

Of life doesn't play fair 

and I again 



Have to kneel 

and blow you 

a soft tender kiss



Put some beautiful red roses 

on your much-beloved grave 



As I remember 

all those fateful mistakes 

I once unfortunately made



And as I return 

from fighting my anxiety



Drinking Southern Comfort 

to drown out the stress 



On my nightly crusades



I know you'll return 

to love me once more 

wherever you are 



No matter how far



For we'll be both soon reborn 



Because this universe 

was told to baptize us 

to never be apart 



And who am I 

to judge the great Almighty 



The true King of the Graveyard 



Who holds all those sacred 

secrets 



Of the heart?


(C)

Copyright John Duffy 



My muse. The angel called Calliope.

 


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Shall we begin?


Amongst the murky misty 

encroaching images



A surreal scene 

the creators of Casablanca 



Would have been proud 

to call their very own



My new muse

An angel called Calliope 



Wandered and appeared 

walking like a real siren



Straight into my view 



Wearing a stunning 

fashionista's white dress 



She appeared 

right out of the blue 



Bent 

and with tasty red sweet lips



French kissed me 

back into life 



Watched by cautious eyes



Who had sent her 

to help me get through



Dwellers 



Ancestors and spirit guides 



Who stood hidden 

in the crescent glow 

of the Full Strawberry Moon 



Which hung high 

in the purple-hued sky 



Like an unearthly tribute 

to mortal pain 



Where all those suffering 



Made her a seat 

and bade her 



Welcome into their 

bedroom 



And in the falling night rain



I now seem to reach out 

earnestly to crave her soft touch 



As those old emotions 

of being alone 



Systematically kneel 



Submitting 

to be slain



My Calliope 

came gliding in 



Majestically last June 



Riding on the backs 

of handwritten spiritual  

 messages



Exchanged through eternal 

friends 

one glorious day 



As they discussed my story 

and all it's many open 

and well-known wounds



Notes that said I was available 



Now I've found freedom 

from old sacred vows 

of fidelity



Once spoken 

In hushed verses 



which someone else 

had recently foolishly broken



We now stand firmly 

upright 



Whenever we meet



In straight lines 



In new lands of holding 

hands whilst we're walking



Enjoying talking 

and telling each other 

funny stories 



Like meeting each other 

was foretold to be our calling



At this very moment 

as I sit here 



By the attic window 

by this old Riverside Cafe 



In the Parisian winter cold



Looking out in quiet confinement 

and contemplating how my once sad life



Suddenly turned to gold



I still in these quiet moments 

of soul-searching reflection



Embrace my newly found 

harmonious serendipity 



And all these treasured moments 

and intimate reunions



Where two newly introduced souls 

with such effortless proclivity  



Merge together 

as if guided by a strange sense of 

supernatural compatibility



Was I carefully scrutinized 

by those Hidden Watchers 



I sometimes wonder 



Angels

Who stand on blue milk crates 

in those black unknown voids



Fluctuating between time and space



Trying to find ingenious strategies 

and heavenly constructs 

to illuminate



I hope 

my much cherished 

and treasured face



Who knows 

but now I've found a compatible 

world



A fascinating realm 

replenished endlessly 

with laughter



Celebrated and baptized 

at midnight by soft wanton lips



Which collide together so passionately

Forever I hope in close proximity



I may never know all the answers 

but in scripture 



Song of Solomon says



Set me as a seal upon your heart, 

as a seal upon your arm, 

for love is strong as death, 

jealousy is fierce as the grave. 


Its flashes are flashes of fire, 

the very flame of the Lord. 


Many waters cannot quench love, 

neither can floods drown it. 



Oh, how now it matters 

for while I used to be sinking slowly 

but surely



In those former dark ominous depths 

like a twisted scene 

out of Twin Peaks 



Sitting drunk and in love 

with shrewd old Mother Gin 

and her kin 



Brother Depression 

and her twin sister



Madame Anxiety



All rebellious juveniles 

of the dark angel 

of which I will not speak 



Beneath all those whispering 

entities 

bringing worldly self-ruminating 

illuminations



Are we as human beings 

simply all the foolish choices 

we make in the low junctures 



revealing themselves to us 

before dawn



The Witching Hour



When we are weak and spiritually 

weary 



Forgetting our true selves 

and God-given powers



For I now know 

with the courage to call forth 

the light 



Love does call to us all



Even the self-righteous 

or the frightened 



If we can be brave enough 

to open up to embrace 

and welcome those who 



Watch 



and their games of Astral Chess 

as we open up our souls 

to confess



We must I suppose 

after talking to some of Father Times' 

much-admired guests 

and his many mistresses 



As I walk this life and 

greet so many of its new 

witnesses 



Always try to find the strength 

to overcome all that hides 

scurrying in the darkness 

of your mind  

 

Fighting for your attention


Just casually waiting  

until the moments right 

to maximize your depression



But still beyond this cosmic 

ever-swirling dust of reflection 

as I still breathe



As my heart beats slower 

each day as it now begs and pleads



Whenever I think of her 

my new muse 



Calliope



My soul's only intimate secret 

in a corrupted society 

who holds in her soft delicate hands



All my beating 

Red Churches keys 



Here in this present moment 

as each joyous new day 

breaks upon the upcoming horizons


Within my mind 

as I take a deep breath 

and abruptly awake from contemplation 



In this silence 



I still crave her pure voice 

and a little bit of her warm touch



For I know deep down 

as my soul for her yells



It will always be forever



For we have gone through a lifetime 

in such a short while



Ran through intense miles of pain 

and endured and conquered 

too much



And it's now why I live in hope 

as if caught living under a spell 

as I clutch and ring this 

metaphorical doorbell 



To be welcomed 

as just another kindred guest at 

The SoulMate Hotel  


Well thanks for reading but before I go


Always remember to ask for help because you never know who's watching 


Sending love and light and always try to 


Look after yourself



(C)

Copyright John Duffy 


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The Last Words of Atticus

  


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Salute.



(A lone voice whispers)



Now my life's great party 

is over and this Black Hole  

 


I now live within 

Ruled over by Father Sin  



Which just loves to breathe 

me in and out 



Like the silver flutes once did 



When I used to walk by 

and watch the marching Bands 

of Manhattan play 



Smiling 

as the Majorettes 

twirled their shiny batons 

High in the sky



Oh, what I wouldn't give 

in this loud sound of silence


  

To quieten this startling pain 

that still hurts the most  



Even though 

I'm now just another 

lonely ghost



My cherished memories 

Of you 



Will always be my 

Immortal key 

Home



As I wait in here 

to atone


 

I used to pray 

that I'd wake up free 

from this asylum 



In the warm arms 

of my beloved 

but now lost Angel 



But no matter 

how hard the memories 

or even how painful 



 I'll keep it 

as a happy place 



Filled with all her love 

and photographs 




So, I'll just wait here 



In a hidden place 

found on no handwritten 

or drawn maps 


 

Somewhere 

Lost 



As I flutter 

my white flag of defeat  



In the cold and hot heat 

of The Great In-Between 


 

Lingering 

by these bright lights 


like I was 

walking on the Moon 



Kicking up broken 

white stones 


 

Singing sad songs 

for the hordes 



Standing 

in the creepy shadows 

On these mean streets



Watching me crying 

like a wounded King 


 

Come Back   

Don't fear us 

you won't fall 



They all chant 

as the Golden Bell rings 


 

The Crying Game 

needs feeding 



The eleven-inch nails 

need pulling out 

to stop the bleeding 


 


Stay with us 

The Nameless Things   




We who whisper and sing 

in the Dark 

all around you 


 


But all by myself 

I'll try to stay alive 



Somehow 


 

 They can keep their 

Poison and Red Wine 



Their Civil Wars 

Where even gravity falls 


 

Either way 

Here is my lone call 


 

You'll always be my reason  



My every time  

My light in this dark 



No matter the seasons 



For all my rivers of memories 

and worn-out road maps



Interweaved 

in my heavy head 

and embedded 

in my weary heart 



Always lead me 

Riding in paper boats



Back to you 



 In this mad mad world 



Even though now everything 

has fallen apart 



Just like us two




A pair of Father Times 

many heartbroken 

sweethearts


Mon seul espoir dans un monde sombre 


 (My only hope in a dark world)

 

(C)

Copyright John Duffy 


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