. Poetry from The Great In-Between

Thursday, April 4, 2024

Canto of The Soul



(An old soul sings.

 Surrounded by Lillie's in a now empty hospice, which was full three days ago. 

As the lovely nurse goes to do the paperwork, to increase his morphine.)


Is quintessentially
To live

To essentially

One day accept 
Defeat

That when your life's about to be obsolete 

You better pray like a God faring priest

Associated with your beliefs

That you don't
Wake up somewhere 
New

Like in Dante's 
9 Levels of Hell

Walking it's mean streets
From Limbo to Treachery

Lost forever 

Under crimson clouds of molton lava 

As hidden drums 
Beat

(C)
Copyright John Duffy 

Canto used in this context.

Canto is an Italian word coming from Latin which means song or singing. 

Source: Google.

Foundation of the piece.

My late father went through the Liverpool Care Pathway. 

No food or water. Only increasing doses of morphine via a syringe driver, and sedation.

Can you imagine what they must think as they are rushed to life's greatest climax?

Salute.

Wednesday, April 3, 2024

A Graveyard Shift Monologue

 A Graveyard Shift Monologue



(A lone voice whispers)


She came at midnight

You know

Last night


In red dress that whispered of new dreams


Knocking like a reborn Anne Rice 

Lestat   


At my heart's window


Pleading with my soul

To cross the threshold and be let in


But I the stone warrior

Whose dear love had departed


Turned and walked back into the darkness of loneliness 


Broken-hearted


For when true love once calls

In your lifetime 


And is then suddenly recalled like a severe blow


To the amygdala


All one can do

Is wallow in limbo


For true love is like the holiest of dreams


One of The Universe's best documentaries


Memories

Forged by Brigid to endure


To be kissed 

And be revisited 


Filled with lovers and even enemies


And consumed in any rare moment


Like expensive Hennessey


Bright white candlelights

Providing light 

In a new darkness


And a holy flame to warm any soul 

On any given night


As it clings on to memories of all the people you once loved


And all the things you used to do


To ride through and hold back any new storms


Like my faith in Jesus Christ


(C)

Copyright John Duffy  


Anne Rice Lestat:


A famous vampire in a novel by Anne Rice.


Amygdala:


Your amygdala is a small part of your brain, but it has a big job. It's a major processing center for emotions. It also links your emotions to many other brain abilities, also links your emotions to many other brain abilities, especially memories, learning and your senses.


Source: Google


Brigid:


She is associated with wisdom, poetry, healing, protection, smithing and domesticated animals.


Cormac's Glossary, written in the 9th century by Christian monks, says that Brigid was "the goddess whom poets adored" and that she had two sisters: 


Brigid the healer and Brigid the smith.


 This suggests she may have been a triple deity.


She is also thought to have some relation to the British Celtic goddess Brigantia.


Source: Google


Tuesday, April 2, 2024

Marked by The Devil


Are there some people so weak, they're always influenced to think:

the grass is greener on the other side?

Is history, film, relationships and life in general, littered with them like cheap wedding confetti?


Title:

Marked by The Devil


(A lone voice whispers)


There were times
I wish the Lord

Had intervened and I should have stayed the course

Used the power
Of true judgement

So I wouldn't feel this remorse

And shown up at that appointed hour

After work

And not been
Where I was seen

Shouldn't have hid my wedding ring

In The Wine Bar
At Charlie's

When the Devil whispered
She's nice

Compelling my libedo
To sing
For a taste of his sweet pleasurable sin

For when that eight lettered oath I once made
Was spoken

I love you
At church 


In Downtown

Manhattan was broken

That fateful night
And you left
Soon afterwards

Heartbroken

All I can do now is refect
On a sad path
Once taken

And all these black books of grief
It has awakened

I now kneel
In Saint Peter's
Every Sunday

Every Sunday
And pray for atonement

But this pain won't relent
In any known way

So I now live alone
For I'm now one
Of the tainted

No longer
Innocent

The once Sunday church man

Who was drawn like a helpless moth
To a flame

Now tries to hide
From the Devil
With prayer

For it knows his name
And follows him
Everywhere

So as the these blue clouds overhead
Flow

As the blue oceans
Below
Churns

Those old mistakes I once made

Still deep down
Inside
Burns

But will I ever learn

You see
That Devil of mine
Still whispers

Everywhere
I turn

Been married
Eight times
In five years

Since she left
Abandoned each one

On how that Devil
Must laugh

At all he's done

But this time
It's gonna be different

Just told my
Katy

Wife number nine
Everything will be fine

She's the one

Now all I got to do
Is not listen to that old Devil

Who's always saying

Be a rebel

Keep them coming
Cheatings always been fun

(C)
Copyright John Duffy


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Monday, April 1, 2024

Have you been on Love Patrol

 


Have you been on Love Patrol searching for love?

Title:


Love Patrol


(A lone voice whispers)


Tonight

Still on on parole 

On love patrol 


In the storms 

Of life


As things spiral 

Out of my control 


I pray Love comes into sight

To make me 

Whole


While my heart is beating

Like a lone drummer 


In the middle of the night

In Summer


As I wear my heart on my sleeves


Haunted by Father Time's 

One thousand thieves 


Wondering 

In this wet silence


As I stand outside

The box

In steadfast defiance 


Will I still be praying 

Come November


With this moon still as bright

 

That the missing part

Of my soul

 

Will come into sight

And help me 


Remember

L'amour apparaît quand on s'y attend le moins. Car tous les papillons ont besoin d’une flamme.

(C)

Copyright John Duffy 

Transition:


Love appears when you least expect it. For all moths needs a flame.


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Tuatha de Danann Dreaming



With timeworn

But stubborn like a six-inch

Jerusalem thorn


Dreaming 

Forlorn


Tonight


Of Halcyon Nights 

When memories waterwheel slowly turns

And midnight candles burn 


As my inner film projectors play

I also remember Halcyon Days


Spent with the now dearly departed 


Yearning for moments only 

The Tuatha de Danann can invoke


Pulling back 

My true love


From Hades 

Swirling grey smoke


(C)

Copyright John Duffy



The Tuatha Dé Danann are described as a supernatural race, much like idealized humans, who are immune from ageing and sickness, and who have powers of magic.

Source; Wikipedia.

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Sunday, March 31, 2024

As Above. So Below.


 A dash of Easter creativity .


A poem that reads down and then up.


A recent piece inspired my curiosity.

Salute.


Title:


As Above

So Below


You  

Remastering

Through


Rhymes 

words and


Poetry


Remember 

You


So 

Smile 


Spiritually!


(C)

Copyright John Duffy


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Astral Dreams



Astral Dreams


(A lone voice whispers)


Lost in the Ballard of Reading 


In the Darkness 

With the narrating

 

Well dressed

Lord Byron


I found a distressed Carol Ann Duffy

Wandering

Lonely 


In the Dark


And in that Dark Forest

As we held hands 

For safety 


As we wandered

In that strange astral park


We found a candlelit clearing 


And watched a

Edward Thomas

Dressed in blue


Propose to the stunning Gretel 


Dressed in white

Ivory 


As we hid

Hiding 

In the Darkness 


Watching that surreal scene


Like a candlelit priory


Like how 

The marriage was overlooked 


By the beautiful smiling

Louise Glück

In that deep gulf


With The Vampire called Conrad Aiken


Who many had tried 

To put a stake in


Dressed in red and black


And The Raven 

Edgar Allan Poe


And as my favourite dream faded 


Before I could see Thomas and Gretel

Conjugated


As time flowed  

I came to be lost

 

Suspended and swept up 

In a Storm of Fear 


Conjured up by the alchemist and magician

Robert Frost


Only to find my way home


Walking the rose petalled pathway


Only the broken can find


The one called Elkind


Etched and inscribed 

In the heartbroken blind


Recesses of the mind


(C)

Copyright John Duffy 


Friday, March 29, 2024

Do you remember a kiss that still haunts you to this very day, in moments of quiet introspection?

 



Do you remember a kiss that still haunts you to this very day, in moments of quiet introspection?


Title:


Scrying Mirror Dreams 


(A lone voice whispers)



I can subliminally feel 

All those sad fears


Rhythmically 

Swirling like sharpened kitchen knives


Within all my world old choices


Which still cuts me so deep

Like cold Tamahagane steel


Above all this new

Life's 


Now old noises


I can just see you 

Sitting there


In your darkened bedroom


Somewhere

Surrounded by your favourite red roses 


Dressed in that familiar soft white lace


With translucent tears

Running down 

Your beautiful face


Thinking of me


As a lone crone

In a faraway forest


In triumph 

Sings 

And rejoices


Overjoyed by her spells

Creating turmoil 


Through fake excuses and tragic surprises

In you


For

I know

It's not fair


What you're going through


But trust me

I'm going through it

Too


For 

This thing we once started

This inexplicable thing


This molten fire that still burns

 

Like it's taboo

Since we parted


Reaches so deep

Inside


I just can't sleep


Can't work

Can't recall


How many times

I've cried

Brokenhearted


For I remember

Those sweet salad days


Before our love

Died


And as we parted our ways


I always remember

Walking on the beach

With the girl next door


Who came to me

Unexpectedly


Like a serene gift 

From The Holy Sea


Gently fluttering by

To say hello


Like a rare beautiful Glasswing Butterfly


But now

We are 


But two 

Lost souls

With nowhere to go


Just wondering around

In familiar round circles


And looking into 

This purple haze


The very mouth of this black abyss


I see

Before me


Looking at the mistakes

We once made

In my obsidian scrying mirror


As our tarot cards 

Were first laid


When we first kissed


While we walked

Its tired pavements

In its maze


I pray and hope you still

Think of me


The ghost


Who still loves his beautiful rare Glasswing butterfly


From the Realms

Of The

Great In-Between


Sent to love you

To remind you


You're so special


An astral envoy

Sent like a 

Spiritual Kestrel


To inspire others 


Especially those

That suffer in silence


So turn that Southern Country music 


Up high


To drown out your world's violence 


For a light like yours

Must shine


And it's why

This old ghost

Can never say goodbye


For our old love story 

Lives beyond


The seas of that black abyss


Forever 

Spinning


In perpetual glory


In my old memories

Of our


First poetic kiss


(C)

Copyright John Duffy


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Tuesday, March 26, 2024

The Sword of Damocles. Has yours fallen yet?

 Press play.



(A lone voice whispers)

Is love 
Not money or power
The true incarnation of the Sword of Damocles

From Cicero
In history

For when it falls
Are you changed forever
By its sweet and dark mysteries 

While Brother Death and gathered Angels and Demons

Watch

And does
“Fall it must”

Be a prerequisite
For a sweet taste of much-needed happiness

Internal reconstruction and development 
To appear 

From the quietly blowing dust 
Of just living

So if you're lucky,
You'll find who
Your soulmate is

Even though it can be
Sometimes

So cold 
Sharp and 
Unforgiving 


(C)
Copyright John Duffy










The Ayahuasca Warrior



(A lone voice whispers)


Into the Mythical UnderMouth


Known as The Dark Abyss

I went


Swirling like a lost Autumn leaf


In strange winds

Heaven sent


Merging like a well-drilled soldier


Into the fine lines

Of the Universe’s timeless dust


I travelled up high

Into the higher kingdoms of The Astral Realms


To mysterious crossroads of The Undreamt


Then to unvisited corners never seen before by others


Into another dimension of Time and Space


Colliding into other faceless atoms

Of golden rusty dust


Where one whispered


She would be my mother

In another life


She would nurture and get me ready for my future wife


Then that special atom flowed on


Farther still I travelled


Crashing still into other atoms as they 

Came along


Some confessed they would be my father


Sisters and brothers


But what pinned me and held me transfixed the most


Was that golden moment

Lost among that purple and hue


When a shimmering colourful cloud whispered


Before it too passed by

Like an unearthly ghost


I will be sent forward

Just for you


Forever to be your only true lover


My name is irrelevant for we will be reunited


Over the aeons

Again and again


For we are translucent beings of immortality


And in that moment of magical clarity


I knew I had found all the answers


To all my questions as she too drifted by


Flickering like a wind-blown flame


Towards a glowing light, I could not name


We are but pawns in the Greatest of all Games


But given a supreme supporting cast


Which acts as our deposit or bond


To help love and guide us

Whilst alive


And running around in its many diverse classes


For as long as the Greatest of all Games

Lasts


And then into

The Great Beyond


(C)

Copyright John Duffy


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