. Poetry from The Great In-Between

Sunday, April 7, 2024

Are you anointed by concupiscence to write?

(A lone voice whispers)


Are you anointed by concupiscence to write

Until your death


With time found

To exhale and express your soul's sacred breath


To be surrounded by Creativity's exquisite perfume

As your soul

Now blessed


Stands joyously naked

In any given room


I hope your answer is

Yes


(C)

Copyright John Duffy 


What is the simple meaning of concupiscence?

Strong desire.

Dreams of Lily






I can only pray

My Lily of the Nile

You'll sleep For a short while


To wander through Morpheus's Incredible Keeps

As I'll kneel to pray to appear in one of its many unknown rooms


 To defeat Death with a game of hide-and-seek


 As I reach out my spirit Beyond my tomb


For I can only call for Heaven’s blessing

 To let me Live and breathe

Into one Of those dwellings


So sleep For a short while

To wander through Morpheus's Emerald Isles

And Incredible keeps


And I'll kneel To pray to appear

In one of its many rooms


To defeat Death

With a little game of hide-and-seek

As I reach out my spirit 

From beyond my tomb


To hold you once more

Like Anthony Held Cleopatra


Or Frank Sinatra held Marilyn Monroe


So I can only call For Heaven’s blessing 

To let me Live on

In one Of those dwellings


(C)

Copyright John Duffy

Saturday, April 6, 2024

The Conversation

 



(A lone voice whispers)



Teacher



There's still a magical circle I wish to find



Said the lonely old Preacher to his mentor 


Father Time 


As they both stood looking at history's many intersecting blue lines



It's a place where true love resides 



In a loop called Once in a Lifetime 



I read about it a thousand years ago 



Before I was recalled when my Golden Bell chimed



And to find it through all of lifes puzzles and paradigms 



I now know after opening so many old books



You have to truly encourage your heart and soul 



To embrace its magnetic flow 



And some say



You have to be willing to sacrifice everything and give up all self control



Sometimes O Father Time



When I look back over the thousands of years 



At my chance of 

Once in a Lifetime 



I can still remember I came so close and that in itself is a crime



For I too once knew a wonderful soul 



My own Red Rose of Jericho



She was so beautiful and as gentle as falling snow



But like all things that came to pass



I lost my way in the grip of the shadowy abyss



And never got to feel her sweet gentle touch or soft velvety kiss



But now I'm a part of you, O Father Time



And as I look back taking up your so very long reach



Using your supernatural telescopes 



To look at old hopes and dearly once loved folks 



I can still see her waiting, sitting there patiently reading



Fluctuating heartbroken throughout the many distinct time frequencies 



Streams



Thinking and dreaming about the one 



She so wanted to love and teach 



But who was suddenly snatched by death 



Beyond her reach



The book she's always holding and reading


When I zoom in 



Is a collection of her own poetic sad words linked together tragically 



In broken stories of her life of waiting  



Lost 



On the outer edges of a grey world



Regaling her only thought 



That I would arrive like a hero from the ether of time



And fill her life with magical moments of such soul-changing happiness and glory 



That so many people would be so surprised and beguiled 



But as I still see her from in here 



Hiding and crying at midnight 



Using your Scrying Mirrors



In this Dark Tower which connects all things and places



Lost in one of history's many bands of low resistance 



Awashed with new and old sinners



I still know that is the only place one day I pray I might reach 



When I have paid my dues to you 



And after going back through time 



As I appear out of the fluctuating ether and blue




To wipe away all her soft wet tears



Maybe then 



We can both be happy to clasp our 


Once in a Lifetime



To then walk upon the soft yellow sands


And smell the life-changing winds


Blowing across that circle's secret beaches 



And then in the realisation of that long lost dream



We may both just smile 



As we finally fade 



Into just being another part of your secret anthologies of love stories



For to find inner peace and divine glory  



To know what that real devotion can bring



You have to fight to reach it


For that's one of the many secrets to what true love is



(C)

Copyright  

John Duffy


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Existentialism Dreams


(A lone voice whispers)


Grief maybe like falling Autumn leaves



Praying for some snow


Hoping with its life giving waters 

They will grow


But just before 

They land and

Their only hope disappears


They see the rising sun

And in that instant 

Know


Life

Love and them


Above all the silent deaths 


By a thousand cuts 

Will live on


Even if they turn 

To dust 

Tomorrow


For their love for someone special


Will flourish 

In beloved memories


Of someone special

Who they were born

To trust


For sorrow can be conquered


By love

If only one person

Remembers


You tomorrow 


(C)

Copyright John Duffy 


Thursday, April 4, 2024

Canto of The Soul



(An old soul sings.

 Surrounded by Lillie's in a now empty hospice, which was full three days ago. 

As the lovely nurse goes to do the paperwork, to increase his morphine.)


Is quintessentially
To live

To essentially

One day accept 
Defeat

That when your life's about to be obsolete 

You better pray like a God faring priest

Associated with your beliefs

That you don't
Wake up somewhere 
New

Like in Dante's 
9 Levels of Hell

Walking it's mean streets
From Limbo to Treachery

Lost forever 

Under crimson clouds of molton lava 

As hidden drums 
Beat

(C)
Copyright John Duffy 

Canto used in this context.

Canto is an Italian word coming from Latin which means song or singing. 

Source: Google.

Foundation of the piece.

My late father went through the Liverpool Care Pathway. 

No food or water. Only increasing doses of morphine via a syringe driver, and sedation.

Can you imagine what they must think as they are rushed to life's greatest climax?

Salute.

Wednesday, April 3, 2024

A Graveyard Shift Monologue

 A Graveyard Shift Monologue



(A lone voice whispers)


She came at midnight

You know

Last night


In red dress that whispered of new dreams


Knocking like a reborn Anne Rice 

Lestat   


At my heart's window


Pleading with my soul

To cross the threshold and be let in


But I the stone warrior

Whose dear love had departed


Turned and walked back into the darkness of loneliness 


Broken-hearted


For when true love once calls

In your lifetime 


And is then suddenly recalled like a severe blow


To the amygdala


All one can do

Is wallow in limbo


For true love is like the holiest of dreams


One of The Universe's best documentaries


Memories

Forged by Brigid to endure


To be kissed 

And be revisited 


Filled with lovers and even enemies


And consumed in any rare moment


Like expensive Hennessey


Bright white candlelights

Providing light 

In a new darkness


And a holy flame to warm any soul 

On any given night


As it clings on to memories of all the people you once loved


And all the things you used to do


To ride through and hold back any new storms


Like my faith in Jesus Christ


(C)

Copyright John Duffy  


Anne Rice Lestat:


A famous vampire in a novel by Anne Rice.


Amygdala:


Your amygdala is a small part of your brain, but it has a big job. It's a major processing center for emotions. It also links your emotions to many other brain abilities, also links your emotions to many other brain abilities, especially memories, learning and your senses.


Source: Google


Brigid:


She is associated with wisdom, poetry, healing, protection, smithing and domesticated animals.


Cormac's Glossary, written in the 9th century by Christian monks, says that Brigid was "the goddess whom poets adored" and that she had two sisters: 


Brigid the healer and Brigid the smith.


 This suggests she may have been a triple deity.


She is also thought to have some relation to the British Celtic goddess Brigantia.


Source: Google


Tuesday, April 2, 2024

Marked by The Devil


Are there some people so weak, they're always influenced to think:

the grass is greener on the other side?

Is history, film, relationships and life in general, littered with them like cheap wedding confetti?


Title:

Marked by The Devil


(A lone voice whispers)


There were times
I wish the Lord

Had intervened and I should have stayed the course

Used the power
Of true judgement

So I wouldn't feel this remorse

And shown up at that appointed hour

After work

And not been
Where I was seen

Shouldn't have hid my wedding ring

In The Wine Bar
At Charlie's

When the Devil whispered
She's nice

Compelling my libedo
To sing
For a taste of his sweet pleasurable sin

For when that eight lettered oath I once made
Was spoken

I love you
At church 


In Downtown

Manhattan was broken

That fateful night
And you left
Soon afterwards

Heartbroken

All I can do now is refect
On a sad path
Once taken

And all these black books of grief
It has awakened

I now kneel
In Saint Peter's
Every Sunday

Every Sunday
And pray for atonement

But this pain won't relent
In any known way

So I now live alone
For I'm now one
Of the tainted

No longer
Innocent

The once Sunday church man

Who was drawn like a helpless moth
To a flame

Now tries to hide
From the Devil
With prayer

For it knows his name
And follows him
Everywhere

So as the these blue clouds overhead
Flow

As the blue oceans
Below
Churns

Those old mistakes I once made

Still deep down
Inside
Burns

But will I ever learn

You see
That Devil of mine
Still whispers

Everywhere
I turn

Been married
Eight times
In five years

Since she left
Abandoned each one

On how that Devil
Must laugh

At all he's done

But this time
It's gonna be different

Just told my
Katy

Wife number nine
Everything will be fine

She's the one

Now all I got to do
Is not listen to that old Devil

Who's always saying

Be a rebel

Keep them coming
Cheatings always been fun

(C)
Copyright John Duffy


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Monday, April 1, 2024

Have you been on Love Patrol

 


Have you been on Love Patrol searching for love?

Title:


Love Patrol


(A lone voice whispers)


Tonight

Still on on parole 

On love patrol 


In the storms 

Of life


As things spiral 

Out of my control 


I pray Love comes into sight

To make me 

Whole


While my heart is beating

Like a lone drummer 


In the middle of the night

In Summer


As I wear my heart on my sleeves


Haunted by Father Time's 

One thousand thieves 


Wondering 

In this wet silence


As I stand outside

The box

In steadfast defiance 


Will I still be praying 

Come November


With this moon still as bright

 

That the missing part

Of my soul

 

Will come into sight

And help me 


Remember

L'amour apparaît quand on s'y attend le moins. Car tous les papillons ont besoin d’une flamme.

(C)

Copyright John Duffy 

Transition:


Love appears when you least expect it. For all moths needs a flame.


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Tuatha de Danann Dreaming



With timeworn

But stubborn like a six-inch

Jerusalem thorn


Dreaming 

Forlorn


Tonight


Of Halcyon Nights 

When memories waterwheel slowly turns

And midnight candles burn 


As my inner film projectors play

I also remember Halcyon Days


Spent with the now dearly departed 


Yearning for moments only 

The Tuatha de Danann can invoke


Pulling back 

My true love


From Hades 

Swirling grey smoke


(C)

Copyright John Duffy



The Tuatha Dé Danann are described as a supernatural race, much like idealized humans, who are immune from ageing and sickness, and who have powers of magic.

Source; Wikipedia.

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Sunday, March 31, 2024

Apollyon Relationships

 


Have you ever had a disastrous relationship before and wondered...


Were the dark forces at play at any given emotional traumatic moment?


Title:


Apollyon Relationships


(A lone voice ponders after a first date)


Are you my 

Morning Star


My fallen introduction

To spiritual and physical sin


(C)

Copyright John Duffy


Reference in this case.


 Apollyon. / (əˈpɒljən) / noun. 


New Testament the destroyer, a name given to the Devil (Revelation 9:11)

https://www.dictionary.com › apol...

APOLLYON Definition & Usage Examples | Dictionary.com


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