A poignant exploration of grief, enduring love, and the ritualistic coping mechanisms of a surviving partner.
This transmission balances a bittersweet contrast between past joy and present isolation, suggesting that true love is an immutable force that can transcend death.
The Vow.
(A lone voice whispers)
I'll buy a white silk ribbon
Tonight
From O'Mallys
My love
On our golden wedding anniversary
Lay it on your favourite glass dresser
The one we bought in the snow
A few months ago
Light one of your white perfumed candles near it from Reardon and Sons
Visualise all our cherished memories
Together
Within it
Then tie it
Into a sacred white bow
And gently kiss it and put it under
One of your favourite blue pillows
That way
We'll sleep together
Every night
Especially tonight
Real close
Even though you're gone
Like we once used to do
For our love is still stronger than death
And lasts beyond the grave
And it's how I
Now a lone survivor
Waiting
Praying for you
In one of God's
Repentance, grief-filled caves
Continue
Continue in absolute hope
With my beloved happy memories of you
Lighting my way
Through this firefly-lit blackness
Like one of those white perfumed candles in our bedroom
Today's transmission is a deeply melancholic, confessional piece of gothic romantic longing.
It explores eternal love, haunting regret, spiritual connection, and the agonising aftermath of a broken relationship.
The narrative operates in an "astral" or spiritual realm, where the speaker—identifying as a "ghost" or an "astral envoy"—watches over a former lover who is grieving in the physical world.
Ultimately, "Scrying Mirror Dreams" is a declaration that true love is immortal.
By refusing to say goodbye, the speaker elevates a failed earthly romance into a permanent celestial fixture, doomed to spin forever in the "seas of this black abyss."
Shall we begin?
(A lone voice whispers)
I can subliminally feel
All those sad fears
Rhythmically
Swirling like sharpened kitchen knives
Within all my world, old choices
Which still cut me so deep
Like cold Tamahagane steel
Above all this new
Life's
Now old noises
I can just see you
Sitting there
In your darkened bedroom
Somewhere
Surrounded by your favourite red roses
Dressed in that familiar soft white lace
With translucent tears
Running down
Your beautiful face
Thinking of me
As a lone crone
In a faraway forest
In triumph
Sings
And rejoices
Overjoyed by her spells
Creating turmoil
Through fake excuses and tragic surprises
In you
For
I know
It's not fair
What you're going through
But trust me
I'm going through it
Too
For
This thing we once started
This inexplicable thing
This molten fire that still burns
Like it's taboo
Since we parted
Reaches so deep
Inside
I just can't sleep
Can't work
Can't recall
How many times
I've cried
Brokenhearted
For I remember
Those sweet salad days
Before our love
Died
And as we parted our ways
I always remember
Walking on the beach
With the girl next door
Who came to me
Unexpectedly
Like a serene gift
From The Holy Sea
Gently fluttering by
To say hello
Like a rare, beautiful Glasswing Butterfly
But now
We are
But two
Lost souls
With nowhere to go
Just wandering around
In familiar round circles
And looking into
This purple haze
The very mouth of this black abyss
I see
Before me
Looking at the mistakes
We once made
In my scrying mirror
As our tarot cards
Were first laid
When we first kissed
While we walked
Its tired pavements
In its maze
I pray and hope you still
Think of me
The ghost
Who still loves his beautiful rare Glasswing butterfly