Like midday magic
The ablaze golden flowerHypnotized Gods slaves
.
(A lone voice whispers)
Promise and say you'll not forget me after this great fall
Even though you might still think for a 130 years
I unjustly put you
My beloved family through it all
What you didn't really know
I always prayed I wouldn't have to put you all into that new Eden
Of seemingly endless night falls but I had no choice
So just say you'll still love me and although I know
Way deep down inside
We'll never be the same as like before we first left the great garden
And went on a crazy ride
Just don’t forget how I cried when you called out
When we spoke on the last night in spirit before I died
My heart may still no longer beat your name and my soul may try to carry on
But maybe this time around
I can only hope memories of my old love
Will still carry me to you
To try to help you pull through
So take whatever you might need
To reach new places wherever you may have to go
For our old life might have suddenly come to an end but we still even now
Both need to grow
And all we can sometimes do
Is treasure those much-loved memories
We both in quiet moments
Still try to cling onto
Whenever they appear calling to us
Right of the blue
Just remember me your old lover and friend once known as Adam
Just reborn in here
The Great In-Between and now just known as Brother Bartholomew
Who once loved you when we first met under that big old apple tree
Before the circus of living began so many thousands of years ago
When we were both young and free
Filled with wild dreams of the future like anyone else
If they were born grown-up
Like from day one looking like they were both twenty-two
It's why I'm appearing here in this scrying mirror
Whispering this story to reach you
For it's been spoken before I ascend
This is my last chance to talk
To my true love who was my second and third committed friend
So wade in the greywater with my children
For I'll be waiting in here until rebirth at the very end
So wade in the greywater with my children
I know you are watching my Evey and reading
Just standing hidden in front of the many billions
By the right hand of the eternal pilgrim
So wade into the water for I'll always be waiting
Copyright John Duffy
Have you ever really loved your life
Even after you called it a thousand names as you fought through all its pain
Have you relived wonderful and sad memories which always linger and still to this day
Remain
All of those gifts are yours for they all reside deep down inside
Just buried alive
For you are an incredible illumination
Just born to feel irrefutably everything around and within
Even when you're humbled and feeling defeated
You may sometimes in quiet moments
Feel sacred for you bathe unknowingly in the perpetual purple glow
Of a glorious unseen sun
For no matter how far you wander and no matter how far you run
Your inner sun holds treasures for the soul
The more you give the more you feel whole
Although you may change physically every seven years or so
You're indomitable
For you unconsciously study the splendours of life
You celebrate the joys and endure all the pain
For your own inner belief and uncompromising deep faith is truly formidable
You may be tethered and stranded to swirling rhythms and outrageous patterns brought about by Chaos
But you'll always rise to materialize to create a new sanctuary
A new glorious cosmos
Embraced and blessed with a divine symmetry
And within this new cosmos between powers of inspiration and sensation
Those slow steps into a new wild life is simply your own occult seance
Some may desire the paths you've once walked
Some may behind your back talk
But may the many side-roads streets and byroads
Be filled with happiness and love
Newer experiences and faces and may they still thrill you
Offering compassion and benevolence whenever you need
Learn to control your weaknesses and vulnerabilities found in your own Achilles' heels
Within your many worlds
For its fears are irrelevant
Celebrate in the curative power of intense pleasure
Satisfy your thirst and hunger within its revered well
Initiate that free intense deep dive to impenetrable depths
To find your own blazing strengths
Guide yourself gently from your crux to create new worlds
As your guardian angels watch filled with happiness as you unfurl
Let love and laughter elevate you
For you hail from an endless paradise
To create your own secretive realms and sacred sanctuaries
Pay tribute to your own true spirit
For its inner beauty is beyond beauty or compare
Write books
Indulge recklessly under the umbrella of life's great oak tree
Create great musings through the gift of expression found in cathartic poetry
But above all
Keep singing and smiling
For you're an original
Simply surviving
It's why I'd like you to read this for you're simply mesmerising
Copyright John Duffy
(A lone voice whispers)
Will you all still survive flocked together like starlings as one
Before Tuesday
5th of November
With such interconnected surreal deep thoughts
Many in here ask
In this great silence and whisper into its endless abyss
Does will it last
Peace
This magical thing between so many others but only us when you read this
Echo in vivid colourful dreams while we stand still impatiently waiting
For that drunken call to summon us on the stroke of midnight on 5th of November
While you all gather together in strange-looking masks
To sing drunken pagan songs full of strong oaths or immoral convictions
To try to still cling onto all those things you were brought up to respect and believe
As you attempt to push back that congregation of darkness which will appear
With wide dilated eyes
Will you pray upon your now nearly bare altars of hope
With just about anything used as a means to cope
As some of you kneel to pray to try to continually believe
In political hope
Will the watchful eyes of our friend and one of life's many unspoken saviours
The Winters Sun
Turn into sleet and rain
As it remembers the millions of lost souls who died in agonising pain
We in here can only pray she will still shine ever brighter
To seed new faith as she still mourns and grieves
No one knows all the answers, my child
Everlasting hope and some form of peace could arrive
So you could maybe conquer this crazy new normal we all see
Or it could all go wild
And turn into a new savage garden which resets a dying society
Where dreams and people are greedily consumed and repeatedly defiled
By those in charge obsessed with creating constant streams of self absolved notoriety
While the masses queue up alone standing two feet apart
Defeated to believe it's conceivably the only way to survive
Venturing around like tattooed indentured new AI-controlled slaves
Or hiding lost in alleys
Back rooms or doorways like unvaccinated exiles
All living blindly under the auspicious black red and white umbrella of a new world order
Called a Fool's Paradise
Will things change in 2024
Well, we'll wait and try to guide humanity
For it still has a fighting chance for it's never too late
Copyright John Duffy
(A lone voice whispers)
Remember me
For I've been trapped in a dark place
Beyond painful thoughts and loves many war crimes
But still, I’ll rise and begin to climb
I’ll climb higher to a new place through this burning fire and melting ice
Past my old pain whatever comes
Whatever happens
Right past all the friendly liars
Whatever transpires
I'll say my faithful goodbyes to all my worldly deniers
For I've heard so many sad things and sung drunk and danced alone to some famous love songs
Filled with my heart with sorrow and gin until it nearly broke and relived so many wrongs
Which echo and sing deep inside as I wander and think throughout this grey swirling smoke
My old friend
Mother Depression shows me those painful signs still lingering within my mind all the time
Signs of my once lived life's true reflections
But I’ll survive and I’ll rise even though I may feel down
For I've acted out my life on so many big stages
Throughout its crazy life-changing ages
But I’ll grow back to how I used to be
To be brave enough to face the new world and whoever I’ll see
I might still feel trapped in that dark place
Beyond anyone's thoughts and crimes
But still, I’ll rise and begin to climb
For when this grey mist finally lifts
I know I'll still be remembered as one of life’s twenty-seven priceless gifts
Just this time around I'll be climbing higher
Climbing higher to reach new places hidden in time
Where I can unashamedly stand proud and recall a previous lifetime that was once all mine
Before I go on to an original place where I’ll be free
Wherever I look as far as the eye can see
Just remember me for I’ll soon be better
No longer hiding but just singing a new melody
This is my hearts love song and glory
As I'm now free to tell one of my life's many stories
One where I'll sing endlessly when I enter that new day spent no longer crying
You wait it's my life's only decree
For I'm now rising higher
I might have been once trapped in crazy drug-fueled places
But still, I’ll rise above all crimes
Just you wait and see
For there's a new life’s that’s waiting just for me
In here
Now I've accepted I'm just another soul
Living in the hidden realms and grey swirling smoke of The Great In-Between
Copyright John Duffy
(A lone voice whispers at 3 am)
There was always something so controversial and medieval about exploring semi-clothed in the dark shadows
All the deeply hidden essences of you
But I guess it's just one of the many unspoken reasons why I stepped into your view
Just unconsciously attracted when you appeared right out of the blue
Copyright John Duffy
Somewhere wild in downtown Sans Francisco
And her seductive magic cleansed and captured my souls' sad spirit
When she danced into my life in that wasteland of old emotions
Under a moonlit road
Way past midnight in that bars lit up disco
Singing such a sweet Motown song which mesmerised my soul if when I'm pushed
I'll admit I tried not to hear it
But when she pirouetted with such elegance unworthy of this world as she twirled
And her dark hair swirled and draped across her shoulders on that deserted candlelit dance floor
When I saw her crimson red lips move to engage all who looked
Penetrating deep down to their innermost sensuous core
I just knew she would be the heaven-sent gatekeeper and owner
Of the fire, I was born with in that front bedroom on my ma's farm
In good old Kentucky and the eventual bringer of such heartbreak
If the moment came when we were tragically condemned to wander alone like loners at closing time
When I had spent all my drinking money
I can still remember her eyes shone so luminously like twin Philosophers Stones
And in that unmarried glimpse which started all of this
We started a metaphysical short dance in a mysterious statement of feral love
With an introduction of wet lips which ended in a fateful goodbye French kiss
For as I thought our free hearts had melted together
Combined and into merged into one
But at that very moment
I can always remember her saying softly
Breaking my heart forever
Now I'll always own you and mister
I'll permanently be the sole woman you'll always pray you'd won with that only kiss
For from now to until evermore
You'll only dream of me because now you're done
Copyright John Duffy
When my beautiful Marylou died
And the once garden bound butterflies gathered and paid a fleeting visit and surrounded her open casket
When the Blue Queen landed on her now cold lips to give her a farewell kiss
We found inner peace as we embraced the exquisite thought
It's not only us
Who would of her miss
Copyright John Duffy
(Image from a recent poetry prompt)
(A lone voice whispers)
I was dirt poor when I was born many moons ago
I the now blind man speaking to you
One of my new silent audience
Who I can feel that you've survived watching and listening nearby
Everywhere I go
Now just listen as I continue
I came into this world naked and small without a suitcase of money gold or any forms of riches
A big house or even a flash car
I always expected when my time was due
I'd take that same familiar road North
The one invisible to your human eyes but a shimmering road in this half-light
I still see so well
I always knew I'd walk proudly for even though your eyes might only see strands of my darkness and cheap rags
Those sad symbols of degradation that some in society use to see and judge whilst raising hell
For when my time was eventually called and my flesh and blood ultimately fell
Corrupted and maimed continuously by the lice and vermin of lamentations
Heralded into life by outrageous curses
Cheap lies and wicked spells
I saw with my own semi-darkened illuminated eyes
My greatest stories reborn in all who truly knew me as they still once breathed and stood tall
Tales of strength compassion and endurance
Hope empathy and kindness
Oh how I smiled when I swam that final nautical mile to the Silver City
Under the bluest of all skies
My immortal lines of never judge a book by its cover
Or the many beautiful chapters hiding inside its jacket might never recover
For they might just be an old heartbroken lover struck down in their full glory by life
A deserted husband or abandoned lonely wife
A lonely brother or sister
Lost and wandering looking to life to re- kiss her
All just searching for new reasons to mend old tainted wounds
Linked to severe trauma relived in countless internal rooms
Who might just need an encouraging hand
To help release them from unwanted friends hiding in deep purple emotional balloons
Those lines above I once said to the many spirits who gathered at my passing at Manoir de Ban
In Switzerland
On December 25
1977
Will always echo into eternity forever in heaven
I might have been dirt poor when I was born but I always knew I would swim home rich
For I was never a tramp
And now will always be a reborn soul whose ephemeral translucent skin no longer itches
Like so many of those still alive who willingly sell their souls for cheap riches
I may have once pushed a trolley full of junk before you
But to me
I'm still the richest man in the whole goddam Galaxy
Just once tasked with struggling there on Earth in temporary agony
But deep down inside something used to whisper that soon, I'd be reborn to stand valiantly
To then wander free like a returning soul stepping off the old boat and entering smiling with a new passport
Into Gods Eternal Country
And then the lone voice vanished as though called back by powerful representatives
Hiding in the ether
Those who speak in broken languages through the many hidden frequencies
In-between the silence
I sometimes hear in random early morning realities
Conjured by a strange form of medieval alchemy
Who pass me by like a fast-flowing breeze
Speaking about their lives and all its many strands of happiness and sad entwined tragedies
Copyright John Duffy