. Poetry from The Great In-Between: The Sins of the Beloved

Monday, January 24, 2022

The Sins of the Beloved

 (A lone voice whispers)


From all those sad love letters left behind that I still sometimes read whenever I feel the deep need



All those special poignant ones which still call to me like Odysseus sirens



Even though they always cut so deep afterwards like a sharp butcher’s knife



Those dark ones which whisper as they smother and conquer my every heaving breath



All those secretly treasured ones which still reek with your Machiavellian



So tempting perfume tinged with a mischievous seductive glint 


That whispers of unspeakable deeds and ominous rules



Which I always see engulfing each and every corner and dark silhouette of this 



Our old bedroom



Subtle hints of all the wild memories 


Of salacious sin, we once so wantonly engaged within



 Yes you know the ones 

All those French-kissed pacts



Old whispered saliva sealed symbolic acts 


Of our impervious brush from high above 



Where you once said so delicately and so evocatively 



I love you



And painted a magnificent priceless portrait in sweet crimson kisses



So visually compellingly the legendary Michelangelo 



Would have cried if he witnessed or tasted 


A drop of it before he could paint it 



Before he died

 


You stated so bravely to the congregation of shadows 


And to the watching Nether World 



In this life of thunder and all its many conflicts



You'd be mine forever



You'd stay to help me conquer uncharted mountains and waves 



And be my one and only wife in this version of a new life



But I suppose deeds done in the Basking of The Witching Hour 


After the stroke of Midnight



When all emotions lay naked and bare 


As the fine line between truth and fantasy 



Fluctuates and swirls



Especially when the Full Wolf Moon 


Looks down and roars in silent smug victory 


As its eternal energies are transferred



Those who choose to blindly or subtly 


Utter wild oaths of fidelity past midnight


Should be always forgiven



For I will always forever into eternity 


Remember our first kiss 


That sealed our pact which announced to the watching shadows and the Nether World



Our binding act 



For you my vision of perfection 


A Goddess Incarnate



I will always still wait just like one of the many cursed foolish souls



Made of only flesh and blood



A now patient resident


Just cursed to walk to a standstill 


On this crazy mud called Gaia



With you as my cold owner 


My own ice queen



My everlasting painful cherished spiritual addiction


From who I always long to pray to hear from 



To free me from these rusty chains 


Which keep me a prisoner in old dreams where I wake up numb



Dreams where we once danced free and never had any fears 


Or shed any painfully sad tears 


Before society cast us into the desert of isolation



And left me with this 



My red and golden medal of Tristitia 



Which lies pinned deep but invisible above whatever I wear


Attempting to hold me together to keep me from falling apart


As I try to use expensive clothes to hide from the watching world


My broken heart



Copyright John Duffy 


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