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Salute.
If only we had understood the justifications
I wouldn't be composing these stanzas here
in old Jerusalem
If only we had realized all those painful tragic answers
To come
We would have stopped them from happening
And took no chances
At the very beginning
If only we knew this day would be returning
We would have tried to stop it before our hearts started burning
But we never saw it coming
And never disputed your stories saying so
Of which there were plenty
We believed we were to be together forevermore
To walk hand in hand
In all weathers
We never felt deserted
Even though it felt
You were always away
Praying or preaching
But in the process of living
Our hearts gave up and cried
When on that wooden cross
Before us
All our hopes of forgiveness
And absolution
Just looked us in the eyes
Stopped breathing and quietly died
As we placed you in the tomb with Joseph
And rolled forth that heavy stone
It felt to some
As though we'd never met
But to us who really knew you
Our hearts can never forget
As I watched some cry and express hate for our Lord's fate
I too despised of what I'd become
Of late
I wished I'd had more time with you
To learn more as I laid you in that tomb
I thought you were taken from us and sent so far away
To soon
But the rumors say you've risen
Oh, how happy we all are that you escaped deaths cold prison
We all remembered when you said you wouldn't leave
That if in me, you do believe and if we didn't
What would this world be like
If you wouldn't in our hearts
Still be living
Well, that's now all in the past
As we gather here
On this beautiful Sunday
To pray in these moments for forgiveness of all our earthly sins
In this hidden backroom
Here in Jerusalem
To fall in love with faith once more now you've risen from the tomb
A dark place where we left you a few days ago
To lay all alone
We hope the world of the future sees the truth
For to truly believe you don't need any proof
For faith is a delicate thing
Don't just look for it in well-written books or scripture
Don't look for it at night or in day
Don't let it weep and recede or wither and just walk away
Just believe in something greater
It's how he'll find you and reintroduce you to your maker
For as Nicodemus was once asked.
"How can a man be born when he is old?"
"Surely he cannot enter a second time into his mother's womb to be born!"
You answered,
"I tell you the truth, no one can enter the kingdom of God unless he is born of water and the Spirit.
Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spirit gives birth to spirit."
So to all you readers who may read this in the near future
Just listen for the Almighty's great voice
And with faith in something greater than anything
You could possibly comprehend
You'll know in your heart it's him
If you're just open to hearing it
Just pray
Now and again
And always end with a smile
And an almighty Amen
(C)
Copyright John Duffy