. Poetry from The Great In-Between: The Monologue of Saul

Monday, October 7, 2024

The Monologue of Saul

 The Monologue of Saul


(A lone voice whispers)


Do people 

Maybe even you 


Who have ever been broken in two 

By love


Sometimes sit wondering 

What was I thinking of


Was I seduced by a dark dream from those hidden in the byways and half ways 

In-between 


By Pagan old kings 

Jealous queens and their armies


Whispers of spells from their invisible lips 


To see false things which might seem true


Only to drain 

My love away 

With every sweet touch and kiss


By gesturing old fingertips 

From daybreak and into the awaiting night


For is to love

Just a sweet game of chance


To let the heart dance

The passionate Milonguero


To risk all 

Even the fall


To sit one day 

In silence 

Wondering


Oh, why did I risk being cracked in two by love


Only to sit pondering 

Like so many other broken in two souls


What was I thinking of


Was I seduced by a dark and dangerous dream 

Linked to love


From those hidden in the byways and half ways 

In-between 


From below 

Or above 


By Pagan old kings

Jealous queens and their armies 


Whispers 

Creating spells from their invisible hungry lips 


To drain away my love 

With beckoning gestures 

By old fingertips


As my heart silently yelled 

Ringing an unheard 

Red alarm bell

 

With every sweet touch and kiss


Inviting me 

Like Dante Alighieri

Into an old hell


From daybreak and into the awaiting night


Mesmerized 

Under pagan old kings and jealous queens

Spells


But deep down

I now know

As I go


To love


To live and love in any given moment 


To taste any form of love

Might be a mystical game of chance


A chance to let the heart dance

The passionate Milonguero


To risk all even the fall

To sit one day wondering


For I now know

With experience 


All beautiful things in sweet exchanges once lost


When each moment is remembered 


Those sweet tranquil ones

That one still treasures

The most 


To risk all and even if only the heart briefly dances 


The passionate Milonguero

In the arms of love 


Is always worth the cost

Even if you end up feeling 


Used up 

Lonely and lost


(C)

Copyright John Duffy 


Milonguero:

One example of the 5 different styles of dancing the Tango.

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