In the graveyard shift
Do poets seek profound words
To help the lonely soul residing inside to atone
While the rising Wolf Moon smiles and watches
As time and spiritual essences are consumed
Copyright John Duffy
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Underneath these storm-filled clouds
I feel you as we once more walk these lonely roads
Together filled with pain in this everlasting spiritual falling rain
Once again
Shall I lean on you like so long ago
Even now although your name still rings hollow
But deep down I'll always remember
I'll always still need you and you'll always need me
To get through this life
Like we once used to do
I know you're scared and your world seems alight
And sleep won't come easy in the middle of the night
But just try to remember that memory from way back in last November
When we slept sated as the world around us screamed and wept
And we swore to each other
Our deep love we'd never surrender
For if you do
Together in spirit, we'll get through
Like we always used to do
For where you go
I'll always follow
Beyond the green ivy and wild temples of Apollo
From Greece to deep down into all those lost red valleys of Colorado
I know you're thinking no one has ever loved or cared
And you're still drowning in stillness
That black cloak that appears at midnight
To announce the arrival of Father Depression
Who lives in grey castles
Just hidden in the creeping darkness
Don't be scared
I know you can't see the light
But it's gonna be alright
Just lean memories of me
And we'll get through
Like we always used to do
Just remember that memory from last November
When we slept as the world wept
And together we'll get through
Sometimes it's all you can do
For where you go
In spirit
I'll always try to follow
Beyond the green ivy and wild temples of Apollo
From Greece to deep down in good old Colorado
Always remember
The eagle flies
Still looking for that old love that in his heart
Will never die
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What if when u die and you get to finally materialise on top of Mount Helion
And are asked by the gathering hordes below the ravaged ridges and ageless plateaus
Screaming and swelling in their endless millions
Dressed in white shawls or naked trying to hide their opaque corrupted faces
All begging and asking what was heaven like on Earth
When you were once birthed by two of the multitude of the ever-changing races
Did you find love or chose to rebel outrageously with sin like one of us
Blindly led by the Almighty's fallen six-winged felon
How would you answer their crying questions
And share the essence of your time and spirits progression
All those deeply mystifying souls defining secrets
Of all those sometimes happy or sad painful moments or transmigrational souls lessons
Did you evade the nine circles whilst on your life's work
Its sacred and only divine mission
From the first circle to the last
Did you knowingly avoid been allocated
Depending on the results which are worn permanently for eternity
By everlasting bright shiny eyes which forever see through all your soul's many ever-changing masks
One of the hottest places in the Inferis
That is devoted for those foolish in times of great moral crisis
Who choose to defend their all with an air of self-importance and impartiality
While avoiding sharing their love for all life
Wherever it be
Like it was a sanctified oath of their choice of Gods morality
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I whisper in the darkness
Across deep blue oceans and rocky yellow sandy shores
To warm you up my new love
For I'm so hot
Let my whispered dark spells
Carried by grey smoke in the gushing four winds
Reach those once frozen tears
Falling from those beautiful eyes and reach deep into your lonely heart.
Feel its raw flame
Crimson like its one true colour
As it engulfs you with total ease
Hot to the touch like fire
So addictive and seductively consuming
But beware
When it touches humans
Some are forever emotionally ruined
But like a rare expensive bottle of red wine
Bestowed from the dark places unvisited
Let me melt those cold glaciers that surround you with soul-warming fires
Burning and spinning within my endless dark eyes
Feel the heat from my hands on your breast
The breath of my mouth
Tasting each word as your soul opens up
Its dark doors and pleads to confess
No more to wait
But to climb my red ladder out of the darkness of Naamah's endless grey void
Before your beautiful soul is tainted and stands in line
With so many others who make a mockery of emotions
Before they are destroyed
No more to lie frozen under heartbroken spells
Conjured by dark shadows from leather-bound grimoires from the Lesser Key of Solomon
As you bathe in deep silence under a darkened purple-hued sky
Let that flame that once flickered so low but never really died
Those discarded old dreams which once laid forgotten in old days and lonely nights
Come back to life
As I force back Damballa's darkness with my shining Astral knife
Are you kneeling naked and vulnerable in your red room
Awaiting my soft touch
Can I baptise you like Saint John The Baptist
To walk knee-deep into new seas of Galilee
Is that low spark of Longing
On fire in your very centre
Your precious divine spiritual altar
Aflame and burning so bright
Are you ready to get drunk on this lascivious potion
I always carry
Stolen from the encampments on the perilous mountains of Asmodeus called Mother Temptation
Will you drink and feel the burn
To melt as all those old once hidden feelings
Slowly return
Will you then sleep unfrozen as they creep in
Is it then you will ask me
In hushed soft whispers to take you under and whisper new red love spells
To listen as you then slowly confess
As your soul no longer weeps
Just say yes
And acquiesce
My new muse
I'll be that willing shoulder and ear to listen
As all your previous fears have a means to be expressed
As your new eyes shine in an exotic half-light and begin to come alive and glisten
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(A lone voice whispers)
Before you enter Summerland
From my cold winters filled with songs corroded with drum beats and electro-funk
Filled with strands of the sinister
Will you frolic and dance before all
I know you're here reading
For I can see you steaming through my words
Will you follow me wantonly and blindly to another world
I can feel you
I just wana know
Will you come to a new winter storm in Summerland
Will you take my soft hand and willingly go
For we’ll be reborn
In lands of purple and gold
For I’m but a stranger now in these mortal lands
For I'll always shrill and still seek you in the sharpness of all your deepest of lucid dreams
For you are my sacred feminine
My own Mother Nature
For where you are now
In whatever dream state
Lightning will take me there
And I will explode into flame
Can you hear me call your name
For in here the darkest of nights
I still call and endlessly whisper
For I am a son of the Light and Dark born into creation
And you are my undulating ocean
Will you take a sip of my love potion
For I'm like a new reborn Prince as I seek a taste of you
My own drop of divine ambrosia
Will you take me with you
Oh yes
Let's go
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If Desiderata could Speak
(A lone voice whispers)
Like my name Desiderata means
Things wanted or needed
Are you ready to go willingly into the spinning grey void
That eternal karmic Kaleidoscope that announces the dissolution that comes at the very end
With a taste of everlasting joy
Resounding in all your inner vestibules with such profound pace
In this or any other given moment
If you are suddenly pulled from this life you desperately and materialistically chase
And are then forever retired from its rat race
You do still have time you know
Time to embrace that feeling of finding a sense of tranquillity or peace
Before you go to a place where nobody knows
So try to end all physical or emotional wars
So that they can wither and be left in thousands of invisible pieces
So others, and more importantly you, may live
As unwanted negative emotions surrender as they are depleted and defeated
So send out your words bravely and confidently
As your illustrious envoys
Carrying within them like loyal and faithful bannermen
All your positive inner truths and not fake lies echoing within the hidden rhythms of your voice
Always with courage choose to embrace or ignore others as is your sovereign right
For you have always been betrothed a rightful place
At your choice of Gods glorious tables in The Great Silver City
A sacred place to sing and tell old much-loved stories of family and friends
Into the endless night
But until then
Always remember you are a child of an untameable universe
An embodiment of all its spectacular unique might
So elect to resist mirroring yourself to others
For that in itself can herald and give birth to a multitude of distress
Linked to bitterness and jealousy
Two of the original sins known in some circles
As the encroaching
Darkness favourite fathers and mothers
Celebrate instead your own life as an everlasting testimony of being alive
A rare enjoyment denied to so many scattered through poverty and war
Pleading for help worldwide
Even though they courageously diligently and quietly strive everyday life to survive
Take precautions when looking for true love and take care in all your worldly affairs
For even in this self-evolving world
A fluid fast-moving place where even your soul may thirst
There are still many people tarnished with devious strains of mischievous deceptions
Just reborn again from the old cities of Sodom and Gomorrah
One of the original Babylonian versions of the first
But take friendship and kindness graciously in
Whatever form it beckons with a gentle hand
For brave souls just hidden inside many good people
Still remain
Kindred souls who'll freely
Without any invisible agendas or programs
Try to guide you through this life's sometimes depressing falling rain with nothing to gain
Above all
Be you for no one else can
See those old falls and drumbeats of failure
Those sad scars you still and forever will wear deep down inside from many old wars
They are your spiritual purple tokens and golden medals
Trophies on gilded shelves where no one feels or sees but you
All metaphorical symbols from past difficult times
From significant moments once conquered or still mountains to climb
To help you get through
For you are you
Your own version of your empires and kingdoms
Your own king or appointed queen
And like all rulers of vast dominions
You should always explore advice
So seek out those without sharp knives for they can guide you to newer plateaus
So your life can once again begin
As new relationships or much-needed things unfold
And those old tattered
figurative brown suitcases you carry upon heavy shoulders
Filled with old sins or fears are thrown away to be vanquished and relinquished
In quiet moments of introspective solitude
Let not overthinking destroy your mood
For by doing so
Fear and loneliness can suddenly appear
Causing happiness and joy to be forced to stand down
To eventually over time
Slowly deteriorate and sink
And then like a talented magician performing on the world stage
Chose to disappear before you can blink
And finally
At the end of all ends my friend
Strive to look back on your life with a wry smile that you never willfully left any true friends or family behind
That you never lied and tried to destroy their reputation or name
That you gave more than you could ever ask for
Whenever you appeared out of the blue at their front door
That you were true and genuine and not just driven or motivated by addictions connected to sin
So you can be at peace with the deep thought that the good memories and favourable stories linked to you will never cease
And that you always held out the golden lit torch of friendship
To all the kindred you could find whilst walking life's many diverse and multicultural streets
So be in unity with your life and always remember
This life is like a Shakespearean Midsummer Night's Dream
Many new adventures still remain unseen where you'll forever run free
When your time is called to go through that other silver door that connects this life
To The Great In-Between
But until then
Love your life and live
Use these words to find the courage and strength to be you
For all the watchers
The many incredible friends or devious narcissistic foes to see
For you have so much more to still give
For in the end
It's all you can be
It's why you're still alive
Don't live a fake life like one of the condemned on social media
Who just love to pretend
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A piece inspired by Desiderata by the American writer, Max Ehrmann from the early 1920s.
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Floating through the many wet rivers of my cerebral cortex
She hangs in silence as I drink in the many strands of living
Just filled with a sense of profound elation and happiness at being at the very centre of her fast-flowing life
Her life source and energy which swims and comes alive
Seeping into every room of my inner fortress as I'm eternally forgiven
My savour who I now know personally as the legendary Mary
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For my Messalina as I, Claudius from Rome. 37 AD. Speak down through history.
From all those sad love letters left behind
I still sometimes read whenever I feel the deep need
All those special poignant ones which still call to me
In the whispering darkness like faithful acolytes
Even though they always cut so deep afterwards like a sharp butcher’s knife
Those dark ones
Which salivate as they smother and conquer my every heaving breath
All those secretly treasured ones which still stink and reek with delicious samples of your Machiavellian so tempting perfume
Tinged with a mischievous seductive glint of guilt
Which I always see like lonely people engulfing each and every corner and dark shadows of this
Our old bedroom
A tranquil tangible scent
A subtle hint of all the wild memories of upcoming salacious sin
We once so wantonly engaged within victoriously
Yes you know the ones
All those French kissed pacts
Old whispered saliva sealed symbolic symbols
Of our impervious brush from on high above
Where you once said so delicately and so evocatively
I love you and painted a magnificent priceless portrait
In sweet kisses
So visually compellingly the legendary Michelangelo would have cried
If he had bared witness or tasted a drop of it before he died
You stated so bravely to the congregation of shadows and to the watching Nether World
In this life and above all its many claps of thunder
You'd be my mine forever
You'd stay to help me conquer uncharted wild treacherous mountains
Unruly blue and green waves and be my one and only wife
In this version of our new lease of life
But I suppose presumptuous deeds done in the Basking of The Witching Hour
After the stroke of Midnight
Especially when the Full Wolf Moon looks down hungrily and roars in silent smug victory
When young impish minds once cognitive and free from devious outside manipulation
Lie so drunk on white wine and divine lines of lazy cocaine as it outside rains
Totally sated on true human emotions in every vibrating form
But still so vulnerable to mystical dark visceral interventions
Of dark beings beyond the mortal norm
Where they can slowly but tentatively use dirty magic to introduce those carefully rendered unconscious
To step on to those dark pathways
Towards their badlands of Immorality and Ruination
But I guess those who choose to get wildly drunk or even high
Those who choose to go blindly and willingly
Or to be even manipulated subtly and convinced to utter wild oaths of fidelity
Way past midnight into the lonely witching hours should always be forgiven
This is my only wish as I stand here watching my old world burn
From here to eternity and back
As I remorsefully remember our first kiss that sealed our now unholy pact
Which announced to the watching shadow people and the Nether World
All our willful undoing
For you
My vision of perfection
A Goddess Incarnate
I will always still wait
Just like another cursed fool
A now patient resident just condemned forever to stand still in this crazy asylum
Many goyim call Mother Gaia
With you as my cruel cold owner
My own ice queen who now sheds no more tears
My everlasting painful cherished spiritual addiction from who I always long to pray to hear
To free me from these rusty chains which keep me a prisoner in old lands
Where we were once free and never had any fears but looked forward to conquering all upcoming frontiers
Before secret unseen societies tore us apart and left me with this
A sad token of their misdemeanours
A red and golden medal which lies pinned deep above whatever I try to wear
Just sometimes a visible token of my dammed emotional state
I once to hide
Using expensive bright clothes and fake smiles to conceal from the watching world
My now broken heart
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