. Poetry from The Great In-Between

Wednesday, January 19, 2022

Jerome speaks

 


I will be sharing some voices, I sometimes hear, whispering in my deep dreams.


Am I a medium like my beloved mother?

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Jerome speaks


When I lived

So long ago 


Depression followed me 


Like an old friend

From the wild

East End


Standing always close beside me 

Like a second skin


In the dark


When I tried to raise my lonely old spirit


It just whispered familiar old lies


To keep me on its rusty old swings


To stay

Forever lost 


Within its endless bare parks


When I smiled at the world


And dared to raise my head


Above its grey concreted parapets


It just said its old prayers


And filled me full

Of my favourite


Well-loved and cherished regrets


But now that I’m

Dead


I now know

A sacred secret


You must fight the darkness


It’s a shame


Death has took me

To finally know this


Find someone to love


Just dip your toes

Ankle deep into life and get thoroughly


Beautifully wet


Remember

Life is exquisite


Beyond its veils of self-perceived depressions


You just have to regain

Your faith and self-belief

And trust in the process 


For as they slowly rise


You will remember that unspoken truth


And gradually forget all those once worshipped lies


The one truth

whispered to you at birth


That you might have chosen to forget


I only have a lonely voice in here


But its message is simply this


Enjoy all aspects of your life


No matter hard

It gets


You were always born free



For you don’t want to take anything


Into this afterlife

And suffer for eternity


Endlessly spinning within its dark depths


Like me


Copyright John Duffy

 

Memories of Clementine ti


 (A lone voice whispers) 


Within whiskey filled nights with a lonely cigarette alight


I always slowly sip malt liquor and think of you


From the first day, we met that smiling old vicar


To all those crazy nights we used to argue and bicker


And as the golden hue fills the deep shadows of this old room


As the moonlight dances like familiar lovers around my ever-rising smoke


I still miss your voice as time passes and memories flicker


A gift or a curse some might say


Tainted with the Devil's masterstroke


From downbeat days to euphoric sensuous nights


You were always worth the risks even though we used to fight


And as I sip and remember all those highlights


As I sit and slowly watch star-filled nights


These memories of gold conquering this creeping cold


From childhood to adulthood


When you were all mine


My baseline

Chalk line


But always my own Shrine Of Decline


But still, I remember and still, I ride


Sometimes there are things in life that always come back


No matter how hard you deny it


Or where you hide


With me, it's cigarettes and twenty-five-year-old malt whiskey


They always help centre me when these old faded blue eyes go misty


When I reach that old familiar place inside


Where I stand naked before this old line


Which always whispers

Does she miss me


Copyright John Duffy

The Sonnet of the Lone Guardian Angel

 

(A lone voice whispers) 



Some walk alone

seeking salvation



Others in groups seeking redemption



Through a silent breath, they all sing the same songs



A convergence of emotions to redo old wrongs



A joining of minds to continue the journeys



Emancipation has always been the lone cries



Voices echoing in the darkest of nights



We hear you and you are never alone



We see you



We are always by your side



This life has never been just a one-person ride



We are always with you in those lonely dark nights



An invisible hand to hold just hidden from sight



Keep your faith in yourself and whatever maybe



The sun will shine just you wait and see



I was bestowed at birth to only you



By your Almighty old friend



To help you in all that you contend



In all that you do



I am a secret friend who nobody sees


To inspire all that is deep awaiting release 



I visit nightly when you are asleep



When the world is quiet and you no longer weep



I walk in your deep dreams and we link arms and converse



We speak in all languages where nothing is terse



So if you have a glorious dream



If you wake up and still feel emotions and empowerment from a person unseen



It's simply me



Your guardian angel in life's twisted labyrinthine


Copyright John Duffy

Tuesday, January 18, 2022

The Cry Of The Pagan Sorceress Queen

 


With wide crystalline eyes



Fluctuating between ever-shifting layers of happiness and fear

 


Ever watchful



With piercing orbs of tranquil blue 



So deeply captivating whispering in their echo chambers



I really see you

 


I compose this small golden trinket 



To some a tiny poem



But to those in the know



A spell to entice wherever you go



Whilst lost in the yellow sands of time

 


As I swirl through this fluctuating vortex

 


Will you read my offerings



As your minds listen to my gift of meter and rhyme

 


Can you feel that quickly rising crescendo of desire



Willing you to burn forever in my molten flames and yell



Inside internally

 


To revel in this new heaven


A means to help extinguish those painful fires of 



Such misery still found upon



Those tired old redundant roads of humanities dark traits



You may still walk on



Will you pray to me and implore for more



To push open the once locked doors between us



Shall I welcome you through my red gates



My new neophyte to sit by the Old Babylonian River to talk


As it quietly flows



Do you seek a pathway through the dark woods

 


To walk to a sacred place where you are  sensuously


 

Bathed and embraced

 


As we read you and see all those distant places



Where you once courageously visited and stood



Do you dream of entering such a safe and unjudgemental sanctuary 



Hidden within divine branches and creeks



Where you are perpetually energized 


 

To no longer feel weary 



Unloved or weak 



Do these sudden paroxysms turn your emotions



Once cold as ice to a new fire

 


I merely still ask



Will you take my hand forever

 

And be tasked



To walk past these dying embers and fading lights


Of all the world's many midnights



To a new realm 



Filled with such hushed and unexplored mortal and spiritual delights



What says you



Shall I come about two to collect you



Copyright John Duffy

Monday, January 17, 2022

Of course I know you!

 


I have seduced many within my reach

Walked into so many tear-filled bedrooms 

I’ve lost count as I began to teach

I’ve took and ruined 

So many untainted virgins to then throw themselves against 
My many green altars 

After they have been baptised by charlatans
 
Underneath my Cherry Moon 

I have also known you 

Yes even you 

If you dare to look deep
My silent reader

Do you recognise me yet
A God who has once held your hands before

One who introduced you to restless nights
Anxiety and parched lips

Silent screams of despair
Uttered oaths of sweet revenge 

Who am I you may still wonder

Phthonos

A strange name to most


Just Google it and I bet I have once been your friend

Maybe I’ll return to keep you company before the very end

Maybe we can plot revenge at all those you deem

No longer a lover or friend 

Copyright John Duffy 



A Goddess Speaks

With the last transmuted rays of this



The dying red Sun



When the sleeping Black Knight


Opens up

Its prying ever-watchful eyes


When universal illusions and worldwide delusion



Start to wildly run


And when the battle between night and day is finally won



Amongst all that crazy noise and haste


When all your mortal fears finally lie in State



Remember to never surrender your indomitable soul



For it's yours alone 

Regardless of love or hate



Don't let your daydreams go to waste



If it's happiness you seek


Will you take a sip

Of my spiritual potion

To own a drop of my sweet taste


As you slowly renew



For by facing your inner weaknesses and frailties together


Through all known weathers


Just say save me


And I'll teach you to carry on bravely


For it's how I'll create your own divine circle of safety


Now worship me


Circe


The bringer of divine powers to always encourage


To be all you can be 


Overland and undersea



Copyright John Duffy 

The Elemental called Misha




She came looking for me one dark fateful night 



Last June



From the very Flesh of the Lost Gods

She said



Like a magician at around two in the afternoon 



Slowly approaching with a certain swagger 



As if looking for a new acquisition



In the confines of my deepest of sleep



A dark queen 

An Elemental called Misha



Of which there is no opposition 



Dressed from head to toe in purple


Blue and crowned in green ivy



Creating such a fashionable juxtaposition 



Walking as though she was on a secret mission 



Through widened corridors filled with darkened pines



Surrounded and followed by hundreds of lines of sad hollowed out old men who she left


Constantly seeking and thirsting for her divine attention 



As they pleaded and whined



That Lady



Voluptuous and so heart-stoppingly seductive



She now nightly 



Just visits around three am



Where she begs we should stride out like reunited old souls



In indistinguishable old grey and green coats



To soar the lower levels of the Astral Realms



Striking like red spells from baptised bows



Into its viscous ever-spinning rainbows of never-ending Immortality 



Where only the blessed few may go to see its magical Desert Rose



To unspoken places where we would pass shades of long winters 



Once spent whimpering in silence for each other until sounds erupted in chaotic violence 



Leaving them adrift in the swirling smog as they are cast aside



Like deadweights in the fog of the Eternal Gardens 



As old cries are pardoned



When we escape beyond loveless lands filled with strange withering shapes 



To then stride forth like married beggars


The Alpha and her Omega


Lost on one of the Universe's many unreachable railways 


Littered with love letters


 And through its blackest of sludge



Towards the bright lights in the near distance



We should tirelessly 

Arm in arm trudge



Stepping in-between grimy shadows and the hordes of beseeching souls below



Forever bellowing and crying out in unison for all to see


To the trueness of the New Sun 


With shrieks filled with primal fear and ecstasy 

 

As we must fly to where we are appointed to be



Past the grim ashes of damnation which below us will flow 



Where we will watch the hordes like ants go hither and forth



We are destined to share the air of history for a brief moment in its long night



She always preaches



Twins souls who once dared to reach for the unreachable lights 



In another fragmented twilight



Mountains below us will dance a strange Argentine tango as we soar



Dark anxious memories now forgotten



Will lay crying below us


 

Upon Pythorus darkened undulating snake-filled wet 


Black and white dance floors



No more to rise and roar



In the distance

With hands clasped together tightly



We will look deep into each other’s eyes


 

With no signs of resistance or interference as our eyes glow



She says it's a sacred truth


And it's why she always comes around 


To celebrate the day when I know and remember that I have been found



For she feels we'll get there someday



To visit old stalls within strange celestial halls



When we are eventually recalled



The Elemental and her darkened Prince



Who soon will move together forever as one



In DreamLand


For our joining has always been planned by the Unseen Hand


And then I wake 


Always still seeing her 


Standing by the Great Black Gates as the daybreaks


As she smiles and whispers



I'll be waiting

For as long as it takes



Copyright John Duffy

Sunday, January 16, 2022

A whisper in the dark


 A holy man speaks in Latin)


Cito est illud tempus quo nemo non potest amplius currere et abscondere


Nullae altae cuniculis aut altis muris te servabunt

Deus enim venit in lucem, quam semel dedit

Nocentius verum pudoris ambulationem cognoscet

Cum concentu detestabili clamores intentionum

Ubi quisque bene servatum nomen suum clamat

Nunc sanguine et dolore ablue

Iustitia et poena soli erunt clamoribus qui implent aerem

Animae vulneratae in ignominiam plangunt

Hoc multoties ante factum est

Et iterum hanc gloriosam ianuam tenebo

Omnes nocentes grave pretium solvet

Iis qui nummum aureum accipiunt in quacunque forma nova

Munus vel quidlibet aliud, quod alios mittunt ad immolandum

Corrupti acolythi aliquid tam vetus

Quod non potest esse nisi unum judicium, quod semper praedictum est

Omnes tristes animae, quae libenter AnitiChristo servire voluerunt

Sub gladio Christi merentur poni

Copyright John Duffy

Translation

That time is soon coming when no one can no longer run and hide

No deep tunnels or high walls will save you

For God is coming for a light he once gave you

The guilty shall know the true walk of shame

With a symphony of hateful cries of intent

Where everyone shouts out their once well-kept name 

Now awash with blood and pain

Justice and punishment will be the only screams that fill the air 

As their wounded souls lament in shame 

This has happened many times before

And once more I'll hold open this glorious door

All the guilty will pay a heavy price 

For those who take a golden coin in whatever new form

A bribe or anything else as they send others out to be sacrificed

Corrupted acolytes of something so old

That there can only be one judgement as it's always been foretold 

That all those sad souls who willingly chose to serve The AnitiChrist

Deserve to be put under the sharp sword of Christ

Copyright John Duffy

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Friday, January 14, 2022

The Seducer

Running your soft hands up

And down my

Warrior’s hard dark

Chocolate skin

 

You gently pulled me in

 

To

Bathe forever in deep pools

Of visceral emotions

In the forbidden darkness

 

Of irresistible pleasure beyond measure

 

 

The circle of Shadow People

Surrounding us

 

 Watched in

Green envy

By red candlelight

 

As I claimed you

With a secretive anointing of a

Rekindling of two lost souls

 

As mine forever

 

Lightning

Struck on the timeless stroke of midnight

And I followed willingly and

Wantonly in unison

 

As the wet rain poured down

On that old hotel's box

White painted windows

 

I saw it in your fevered opulent eyes

As exquisite sensuous deep pleasure

Entered your inner realms

And kingdoms

 

And as you smiled

I saw

 

That unconscious greed

For an unadulterated unexplored passion

 

That old yearning for newfound

World's golden kaleidoscopes

 

Of intense pleasure

And the overwhelming urges to just......escape

 

That I

Alone can truly express

That I alone

To you can really give

 

Now as you lay

Once more before me


 Totally vulnerable on that

Sweet bed of red Roses

 

And you begin to take off that red dress

And high heels

 

Are you really ready

 

 

To step willingly

Naked and waist-deep

In deep emotions of otherworldly sins

 

To

Look me deep in the eyes

And all your dark fantasies confess

 

For I am One of the Unspoken Mages

One of

The Masters of all In-between

 

I can see you now

As you read this

 

And listen to your whispered lines

As you revel in this newfound bliss

 

Just hidden beyond all that blue ocean

And those snow-covered mountains

 

Where I type to you

Just hidden and unseen

 

 

For you know

I can take you wherever you want to go

And you know deep inside

What is to come

 

You have been caught spiritually

 

To never again run

But to sink slowly in new rivers of

Molten gold

 

A new world unexplored world

To review

 

In treasures of just you and me

Priceless memories

 

To ignite your soul

Whenever you feel cold....


Copyright John Duffy

If True Love could Speak

 



(A lone voice whispers)



Dear reader


One day

My love


I will appear like a ghost in the night


A shadow in the twilight to ask 



With a soft whisper from The Great In-Between


As you sit surrounded by many old photographs of those you love



Looking outside at life as it casually strolls by


Do you ever still think of us



Me and your own anointed love


After all these years have passed


Now we've both disappeared back into the swirling grey mists of whence 


We both once came



Do you ever dream of soft lips 


You wish you could still kiss



Would a taste of us


Your once unquenchable need and souls only joy


Satisfy your endless greed



Or would it cause you to burn even more



For to know me is to open up the souls one true door



To one day be prepared to cherish painful memories and suffering


To run wild like a raindrop 


Through loves green fields and lay wet in sweet nights filled with such salvation


For memories are all that's left 


When Death suddenly comes calling 


And leaves you all alone 


Sitting in Griefs neverending falling rain



Are you willing to take that risk



If so


Take my hand so we can look for that special someone together


Or are we already lifelong friends 


Just waiting for that spectacular day 


Until we all meet again when it's your end



And tears stop falling and we are all reborn


In a new place where there is no griefs rain



For there is no weather 

And we can all be together forever




Copyright John Duffy

The Voice at 4 am